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The air in The Velvet Needle didn’t just smell like cheap gin and expensive cologne; it tasted like the copper tang of old blood and the chemical sweetness of the powder currently buzzing in Minho’s veins. It was a familiar, comforting grit.
Minho leaned against the mahogany bar, the neon flickering from a "Liquor" sign overhead casting a rhythmic, violet glow over the silver landscape of his ears. Between the helix, the industrial, and the row of lobe piercings that climbed up his cartilage like a metallic ladder, his ears were less flesh and more a curated gallery of jewelry. He looked sharp—dangerously so—with his dark hair pushed back and the sleeves of his black silk shirt rolled up to reveal the chaotic masterpiece of ink climbing his forearms.
To the world outside these doors, he was Lee Know, a name whispered with reverence in the tattoo community for his steady hand and surgical precision. But here, stripped of his nitrile gloves and the buzzing coil of his machine, he was just Minho. And Minho was a mess, albeit a beautiful one.
"Another one, sweetheart? You’re already swaying," Minjun said, sliding a napkin across the damp wood. Minjun was the eldest of the three bartenders, a man who had seen Minho at his most manic and his most hollow.
Minho smirked, a lazy, lopsided thing that made his eyes crinkle in a way that betrayed the "bad boy" persona. "Just one more, Minjun-ah. To take the edge off the rush."
"The 'edge' is currently trying to vibrate out of your skin," Juwon chimed in from the other end of the bar, shaking a metal tin with practiced ease. Juwon was the one who made the overly-elaborate cocktails with the tiny paper umbrellas. Minho’s gaze lingered on him for a second too long, a smirk playing on his lips as he remembered the night three months ago when he’d used those same skilled hands to pin Juwon’s wrists to a headboard. Juwon was a fan of rope, it turned out—the more intricate the knot, the louder he got.
Then there was Jinho, the quietest of the trio, who was currently polishing a glass. He didn't say much, but he and Minho shared a silent understanding of what happened behind closed doors when the lights went down. Jinho was a phenomenal bottom, surprisingly vocal for someone so reserved during the day, and Minho took a certain pride in being the one to coax that noise out of him.
Minho’s life was a cycle of high-contrast living. By day, he worked alongside Hyunjin, the two of them turning skin into canvas, sharing quiet lunches and arguing over which ink brand held the most pigment. In the studio, Minho was the "hyung" who brought Hyunjin snacks and made sure he didn't forget to hydrate. He was soft-hearted, a man who rescued stray cats and spent his Sundays baking cookies he was too shy to admit he’d made.
But by night, the shadows called. The drugs—a little something to numb the overstimulation of the day, a little something to make the neon colors pop—became his armor. He collected one-night stands like he collected piercings: each one a momentary distraction, a flash of heat to prove he was still alive. He knew the bar staff's secrets, their kinks, and their favorite positions, yet none of them truly knew him. They knew the man who could take a hit and keep dancing, not the man who cried during Pixar movies.
He took a slow sip of the burning amber liquid Minjun set down, feeling the chemical hum in his brain synchronize with the thumping bass of the music. His heart was a drum, his blood was liquid lightning, and his skin felt hypersensitive to the humid air of the club.
He didn't want a soulmate. He didn't want a conversation. He wanted to lose himself in the friction of a stranger’s skin and the blur of the strobe lights. He scanned the room, his eyes glazed but predatory, looking for a new story to write on his skin for just one night. He was the king of this dark little corner of the world, a pierced and painted angel falling through a cloud of smoke, waiting for the next person to catch him—or drop him. It didn't really matter which.
Just as he was about to signal Jinho for a refill, a flash of faded red hair caught the light near the entrance. Minho paused, the glass halfway to his lips. In a sea of black leather and neon, that washed-out crimson felt like a challenge.
Minho straightened his spine, the silver in his ears jingling softly, and prepared to do what he did best: disappear into someone else.
Minho didn’t wait for the logic to catch up with the impulse. The drugs were singing a high-pitched frequency in his ears, making the world feel like a slow-motion film where only he had the remote. He pushed off the bar, his boots heavy on the sticky floor, weaving through the pulsing bodies until he was standing directly in the red-haired stranger’s personal space.
The guy was gorgeous in a way that felt almost accidental. He looked a little out of place, eyes wide as they scanned the chaotic room, his faded red fringe damp with the humidity of the club.
"Hey," the stranger started, a nervous but genuine smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. He leaned in to be heard over the bass. "I’m Jis—"
Minho didn't want a name. Names were anchors; they were things you had to remember the next morning when the sun was too bright and the regret started to settle in the back of your throat. He didn't want a person; he wanted a sensation.
Before the "ung" could even leave the stranger’s lips, Minho closed the distance.
He didn't lean in; he collided. He caught the back of the guy's neck with a hand tattooed in delicate, lethal-looking vines, his thumb pressing firmly behind the earlobe, and kissed him with a violence that was purely performative—a claim rather than an introduction. It was all teeth and tongue and the bitter aftertaste of gin.
The stranger let out a muffled gasp of surprise against Minho’s mouth, his hands hovering mid-air for a frantic second before they found purchase on Minho’s waist, gripping the silk of his shirt.
Minho pulled back just an inch, his pupils so blown they nearly swallowed his irises whole. He let his gaze drop, shamelessly surveying the guy’s frame. His eyes locked onto the way the stranger’s jeans hugged his curves—tight, firm, and exactly what Minho needed to distract himself from the buzzing in his skull.
"You talk too much," Minho breathed, his voice a low, raspy velvet. He didn't care who this guy was or why he was here. He didn't care about the faded red hair or the way the guy’s heart was hammering against his chest like a trapped bird.
For Minho, this was a transaction. He was looking for a place to put his restlessness, and this guy—with the pretty face and the even better body—looked like a perfect container.
"Bathroom? Or my place?" Minho asked, though it wasn't really a question. He leaned back in, his nose brushing against the stranger’s, the silver hoops in his own ears clicking together with a sharp, metallic sound. "Actually, don't answer. Just move."
He turned, not even checking to see if the red-haired boy was following, knowing instinctively that he was. Minho caught Jinho’s eye behind the bar and gave a sharp, two-finger salute. Jinho just sighed, a knowing, weary look on his face, as he watched Minho lead his latest conquest toward the exit.
To Minho, it was just Friday night. Another body, another temporary fix, another name he’d never bother to learn. He had no idea that for the first time in a long time, he’d just invited a storm into his carefully curated wreckage.
The air in the narrow hallway leading to the staff room was thick with the scent of floor wax and stale smoke, but Minho didn’t stop to breathe. He had his fingers hooked into the belt loops of the stranger’s jeans, dragging him along with a single-minded hunger. He kicked open the door to the breakroom—a cramped, dimly lit space filled with stacked crates of cheap vodka and a sagging leather couch that had seen more sins than a confessional booth.
Minho didn't even have the door fully shut before he was shoved.
It wasn't the tentative push of a shy boy; it was a firm, grounding shove that sent Minho’s back slamming against the wood of the door. The stranger—the one with the faded red hair and the wide, dark eyes—didn't look nervous anymore. He looked ravenous.
"You move fast," the stranger rasped, his voice dropping an octave, sounding like gravel over silk. He stepped into Minho’s space, his thighs slotting between Minho’s legs, forcing Minho’s knees apart. He reached up, his fingers dancing over the metallic garden of Minho’s ears, deliberately flicking a silver hoop. "But I like to set the pace."
Minho’s head spun—partially from the drugs, partially from the sheer audacity of this boy. He let out a low, jagged laugh, his hands sliding down to grip the stranger’s ass, squeezing the firm heat of him. "Is that so? Then show me, Red."
The stranger didn't waste breath. He lunged back in, his mouth crashing against Minho’s, but this time it wasn't just a kiss—it was a battle. He tasted like cherry lip balm and cheap beer, a combination that made Minho’s blood boil. The stranger’s hands were everywhere, fumbling with the buttons of Minho’s silk shirt until it popped open, exposing the pale, tattooed expanse of his chest to the cold air.
Minho groaned, his head falling back against the door as the stranger’s mouth dropped to his neck, sucking a dark mark right over his pulse point. "F-fuck," Minho hissed, his fingers digging into the guy's hair. "You're a lot louder than you look."
The stranger didn't answer with words. Instead, he dropped to his knees. The movement was so fluid, so practiced, that Minho’s breath hitched in his throat. With a smirk that looked wicked under the flickering fluorescent light, the red-haired boy reached for Minho’s zipper.
"I told you," the boy whispered, his eyes locking onto Minho’s with a challenging glint. "I move at my own speed."
When he pulled Minho’s cock free from his underwear, the friction made Minho’s toes curl inside his boots. The stranger didn't hesitate, wrapping a warm, steady hand around the length, his thumb stroking the weeping tip. Minho’s hips bucked instinctively, his hands finding the top of the boy’s head, his silver rings catching in the red strands.
Then, the stranger took him in.
The heat was instantaneous. Minho’s eyes blew wide, his vision blurring into a smear of grey and red. The guy was incredible—skilled, deep, and relentless. He used his tongue to swirl around the head, his eyes never leaving Minho’s, watching the way the "tough guy" tattoo artist was unraveling. Minho felt the drug-induced euphoria peak, his skin tingling with every slide of the boy’s throat.
"Enough," Minho choked out, his voice breaking. He couldn't finish like this—not yet. He needed to feel the friction, the weight, the reality of this body.
He hauled the stranger up by his armpits, spinning him around and shoving him onto the edge of the cluttered table. Bottles of soda rattled as the stranger’s back hit the surface. Minho didn't bother with finesse. He stripped the guy’s jeans down to his ankles in one frantic motion, exposing a pale, perfectly rounded ass that made Minho’s mouth go dry.
"You want to set the pace?" Minho growled, grabbing a stray packet of lube from the shelf—perks of being a regular in the staff room. He prepped the stranger with two fingers, pushing deep and fast, uncaring of the messy sounds they were making. The boy arched his back, his head hitting the table with a dull thud, a loud, high-pitched moan escaping his lips.
"Yes... please, fuck, just do it," the stranger pleaded, his legs wrapping around Minho’s waist, pulling him in.
Minho didn't need to be told twice. He lined himself up and pushed in one heavy, punishing stroke. They both screamed—a raw, guttural sound that was swallowed by the thumping bass vibrating through the walls.
The sex was hard and uncoordinated, a frantic collision of skin and bone. Minho gripped the stranger’s hips, his knuckles turning white, slamming into him with a desperation that felt like he was trying to break something inside himself. The stranger took every bit of it, his heels digging into the small of Minho’s back, his hands clawing at Minho’s shoulders, leaving red marks across the ink.
"Fuck, you feel so good," Minho gasped, his sweat dripping onto the stranger’s chest. He looked down, watching the way their bodies joined, the sight of his dark ink against the boy's flushed skin sending him over the edge.
The stranger was sobbing out breaths now, his eyes rolled back as he neared his limit. "Don't... don't stop..."
Minho didn't. He increased the speed, his movements becoming a blur of friction and heat. He reached down, his hand finding the stranger’s cock, jerking him in sync with his own thrusts. The friction was too much—the drugs, the noise, the sheer physical intensity of this stranger.
With a final, violent thrust, Minho came, his body locking up as he emptied himself inside the boy. A second later, the red-haired stranger followed, his body shuddering violently as he spent himself across his own stomach and Minho’s hand, his voice hitting a note that Minho felt in his very marrow.
For a long minute, the only sound in the room was the heavy, ragged breathing of two people who didn't even know each other's names. Minho slumped forward, burying his face in the crook of the stranger’s neck, the smell of sweat and faded hair dye filling his senses.
He didn't know who this was. He didn't care. But as he felt the boy’s heartbeat slowing against his own, Minho felt a strange, terrifying flash of the "sweet" version of himself wanting to stay for a second longer than he usually allowed.
He pushed the feeling down, hard. This was just a one-night stand. Nothing more.
The silence that followed was heavy, broken only by the hum of a vending machine in the corner and the muffled, rhythmic thumping of a techno beat through the drywall. Minho pulled away first, the slick sound of skin parting echoing in the small room. He didn’t look at the boy’s face—not yet. Instead, he reached for his discarded silk shirt, his fingers trembling slightly as he fumbled for the small, translucent baggie tucked into the hidden pocket of his waistband.
He sat back on a milk crate, uncaring of his disheveled state, and tapped a small amount of white powder onto the back of his hand.
"You’re really going for the full experience tonight, aren't you?"
Minho glanced up. The stranger was still sprawled on the table, looking like a ruin of pale skin and messy red hair. He was casually wiping a streak of sweat from his forehead, his chest still heaving, but his eyes were sharp—fixated on the powder. There was no judgment in his gaze, only a terrifyingly playful curiosity.
Minho didn't answer. He inhaled sharply, the chemical burn searing through his sinuses, a familiar lightning bolt that struck his brain and reorganized the world into high-definition clarity. He leaned his head back against the cold brick wall, his eyes fluttering shut as the "Lee Know" mask settled back into place—hard, untouchable, and numb.
"You know," the boy said, swinging his legs over the side of the table and sitting up. He didn't reach for his clothes yet. He just sat there in the dim light, looking at Minho with a tilted head. "That stuff is going to kill you. One night, your heart is just going to decide it’s had enough of the rhythm section and stop mid-beat."
Minho opened one eye, a cold, glassy stare fixed on the redhead. "Everyone dies, Red. Some of us just choose to do it with a better soundtrack."
The stranger let out a soft, melodic huff of a laugh. He leaned forward, crawling across the small space until he was crouching between Minho’s knees. He looked up, his faded red fringe parted to reveal eyes that seemed to see right through the chemical haze. He reached out, his thumb tracing the jagged line of a tattoo on Minho's inner wrist.
"It’s a waste," the boy whispered, his voice dropping into that dangerous, honeyed register again. "A guy who looks like a dream shouldn't be so eager to wake up in a morgue. If you die, who’s going to give the bartenders their workout?"
Minho felt a flicker of that hidden "sweetness" stir—the part of him that wanted to be told to stay safe, the part that actually liked the way the boy’s fingers felt against his skin. He hated it. He shoved the feeling down with the practiced ease of an addict. He reached out, grabbing the boy's chin and tilting his head back, his silver rings cold against the boy's jaw.
"You're a lot of talk for a guy whose name I don't even know," Minho rasped, his pupils dilated so wide they were almost ink-black. "Maybe I like the edge. Maybe the fear of my heart stopping is the only thing that makes me feel like it’s beating at all."
The stranger didn't flinch. Instead, he leaned into Minho’s touch, a ghost of a smirk playing on his lips. "Then keep dancing on the edge, stranger. Just don’t be surprised if someone decides to jump with you."
The boy stood up then, finally reaching for his jeans. He dressed with a casual grace that suggested he’d done this a thousand times, though something about the way he looked back at Minho felt different from the others. He didn't ask for a number. He didn't ask for a name. He just paused at the door, the red light from the hallway silhouetting his frame.
"See you around, Tattoo," the boy said, a playful wink flashing before he slipped out and disappeared into the thrumming darkness of the club.
Minho sat alone in the wreckage of the staff room, the drug-induced euphoria crashing against the sudden, hollow silence. He looked at his hand—the hand that had held the boy, the hand that held the poison. His heart was racing, a frantic, uneven rhythm. For the first time in years, he wasn't sure if it was the drugs or the ghost of the redhead that was making it hurt.