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You Were Supposed to Win

Summary:

Front Man In-ho's routine surveillance of the new Squid Game players shifts when Player 456, Seong Gi-hun, draws his gaze.

Gi-hun survives the slaughter, but In-ho's detachment frays

Or

In-ho watches Gi-hun like prey

Notes:

Notes for this fic:-
All of the events before Gihun joined the game happened. Ali taking the money from his boss and telling his wife to flee, Gihun jumped by loansharks and meeting Sae-byeok, him and Sangwoo reuniting, their mother subplots, Sae-byeoks family subplot, Gihuns neglect for his daughter, her leaving to America and punching his ex-wife's new husband, etc.
All the S2 characters before the games were also canon. Guem-jas husband cheating, Hyun-ju's dealing with bigotry, Namgyu and Thanos meeting at club pentagon, Myunggi's crypto scam and abandoning a pregnant Junhee, etc.

Chapter 1: The Watcher

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The control room hummed with the low, persistent drone of machinery, a sound that had long since woven itself into the fabric of existence, like the steady pulse of a heart no longer recognized as one's own. Fluorescent lights cast a sterile glow over the banks of monitors, each screen flickering with the lives of strangers turned players and allies and enemies, their faces pixelated masks of fear and fleeting hope.

In-ho sat at the center of it all, his black mask reflecting the cold blue light, turning his features into something inhuman, a guardian of secrets that weighed heavier with each passing cycle of the games. His gloved hands rested on the console, fingers drumming a slow rhythm against the smooth metal, a habit born from years of waiting, watching, as the world outside this island spun on without him.

It was the beginning again, the recruitment phase barely concluded, and the new batch of contestants had been herded into the dormitory like cattle unaware of the slaughter ahead. In-ho's eyes scanned the feeds methodically at first, cataloging numbers and faces with the detachment of a man who had seen too many rounds to feel the sting of individual tragedy. Player 001, an old man with trembling hands and eyes that held a spark of misplaced defiance, his fingers clutching the edge of his bunk as if it might anchor him to some remnant of his former life. Player 067, a woman whose sharp gaze suggested she might last longer than most, her lips moving in silent frustration while she adjusted to her ambience. And then, Player 456: Seong Gi-hun. The name meant nothing at the outset, just another dossier in the stack—debts piled high as mountains, a divorce and a daughter he barely saw that had left scars deeper than financial ruin. But as the camera lingered on him during the initial orientation, something shifted in In-ho, a subtle tightening in his chest that he attributed to the stale air recirculating through the vents, though he knew, deep down, it was something more elusive, something he couldn't quite pin down.

Gi-hun moved through the crowd with an awkward grace, his shoulders hunched slightly as if carrying an invisible burden, his hair disheveled and damp from the transport's humidity. He cracked a joke to player 218 beside him, a forced smile stretching across his lips, revealing teeth that were uneven but genuine in their attempt at levity. The audio feed picked it up faintly, a chuckle that echoed tinny through the speakers.

"Hey, at least we've got the pride of Ssangmun-dong here, right?"

And the other player, a tall, stoic looking man wearing round spectacles, grunted in response.

"Yeah, well, let's see if we make it past day one without tripping over our own feet."

In-ho found himself leaning forward, just a fraction, his breath fogging the inside of his mask for a moment before the ventilation cleared it. He adjusted the audio levels slightly, telling himself it was to ensure clarity for the logs, but the voices came through sharper now, Gi-hun's light banter cutting through the murmurs like a brief ray of sun in a storm cloud.

As the day wore on, the players settled into uneasy rest, the dormitory lights dimming to a soft amber that mimicked twilight. In-ho remained at his post, the chair creaking under his weight as he adjusted his position, the leather of his gloves whispering against the controls. He cycled through the cameras, but his gaze kept drifting back to Gi-hun's bunk, not out of any particular interest, he assured himself, but because the man represented a variable, an unpredictable element in the otherwise scripted chaos. Gi-hun lay there, one arm draped over his eyes, his chest rising and falling in shallow rhythms that spoke of fitful sleep. A bead of sweat traced a path down his temple, catching the light, and In-ho watched it trail slowly, disappearing into the collar of his tracksuit.

The air in the control room felt thicker suddenly, warmer, and In-ho swallowed, his throat dry despite the chilled water at his elbow. He reached for the glass, the cool condensation seeping through his glove, and took a sip, the liquid doing little to ease the knot forming in his gut.

He told himself it was professional scrutiny.

Gi-hun's profile suggested unpredictability—a gambler who relied on luck more than logic, yet there was an undercurrent of resilience, a refusal to fold even when the cards were stacked against him. In-ho had seen it in the preliminary assessments, the way Gi-hun had negotiated with the recruiter, his voice steady despite the desperation in his eyes: "Look, I need this. Just tell me what I have to do." The recruiter's response had been curt, scripted.

"Follow the rules, and you might walk away rich" But Gi-hun's nod, firm and resolute, had lingered in In-ho's mind.

It reminded him of his own path, those early days when debt had clawed at him like a rabies-ridden cat, driving him to the games not out of choice but necessity.

Back then, In-ho had been a cop, upright and unyielding, his badge a shield against the world's rot. But the games had stripped that away, layer by layer, leaving him here, orchestrating the very nightmare that had reshaped him.

Was it regret that stirred now, watching this man? Or envy for the fire Gi-hun still carried, unextinguished?

The night deepened, and In-ho's shift blurred into solitude as his subordinates retired to their quarters, their footsteps echoing down the corridor like distant thunder.

He removed his mask then, placing it carefully on the console, the cool air kissing his skin like a sudden breeze from the sea. His face, unmarked by the games' visible scars but etched with lines of quiet erosion from sleepless nights and buried voices and memories and faces, stared back at him from a small mirror he kept tucked away—a relic from his old life, when appearances had mattered in boardrooms and precincts.

He ran a hand through his hair, feeling the stiffness of product long since faded, and turned his attention fully to the monitor. Gi-hun had shifted in his sleep, one leg kicking out from under the thin blanket, exposing the slightly tan skin of his calf, muscles twitching with whatever dreams plagued him. In-ho's fingers hovered over the zoom controls, hesitating before engaging, the image sharpening until he could see the faint rise and fall of Gi-hun's breathing, the way his fingers curled loosely at his side.

Memories intruded then, unbidden guests in the quiet hours. His brother, Jun-ho, with his unyielding sense of justice, the way he'd looked at In-ho during their last conversation before everything unraveled, eyes full of accusation and love intertwined:

"Hyung, whatever's going on, you can tell me. We're family."

In-ho had brushed it off with a laugh that hadn't reached his eyes. "It's nothing, just work stress," but the lie had festered, growing into the chasm that separated them now.

Abandoning Jun-ho haunted him still, a wound that never quite healed, and watching Gi-hun stirred it loose, making In-ho question the path he'd chosen.

Had he become the monster to escape the victimhood?

His hand clenched on the console, the metal cool under his palm, grounding him as a wave of unease washed over, leaving his skin prickling.

Hours passed in this vigil, the monitors' hum a constant companion. Gi-hun woke once, sitting up abruptly, his eyes scanning the darkened room as if sensing the shift in the air, the subtle whir of hidden mechanisms. He rubbed his face, fingers digging into his scalp, and muttered to himself,

"What the hell am I doing here? This can't be real."

His voice carried a tremor, not of fear exactly, but of the dawning realization that the stakes were higher than any bet he'd placed before.

Ah, right.

Just the disorientation from waking up suddenly in a bed that's not your own.

For a moment, his gaze seemed to lock onto the camera lens high in the corner, though In-ho knew it was impossible; the devices were concealed, designed to be invisible.

Still, his heart stuttered, a flush creeping up his neck, hidden by the shadows, and he wondered if Gi-hun felt the scrutiny, the way prey senses a predator in the underbrush.

Gi-hun lay back down, but not before letting out a long, weary exhale, his body curling inward like a man seeking protection from the invisible threats closing in.

In-ho replaced his mask as dawn approached, the black surface cool against his heated skin, restoring the barrier that kept his inner turmoil at bay.

The games would commence soon—Red Light, Green Light, with its deceptive simplicity and brutal efficiency.

He issued the morning wake-up call, his voice modulated through the speakers, authoritative and devoid of emotion:

"Players, prepare for the first game. Follow the instructions precisely." As the players stirred, Gi-hun among them, stretching with a groan that the audio captured faintly

"Ah, shit, my back, must've slept oddly"

In-ho felt a subtle shift within himself, a conflict brewing like storm clouds on the horizon.

This role, this power, had once felt like salvation, a way to rise above the chaos. But now, as he watched Gi-hun file out with the others, exchanging nervous glances and half-hearted encouragements—

"Good luck, yeah?" Gi-hun said to a young woman nearby, who nodded shakily.

In-ho wondered if the detachment was cracking, if the man behind the mask was beginning to resurface.

The first game began under a sky heavy with clouds, the vast field stretching out like a deceptive playground, the giant doll at one end with its unblinking eyes scanning the horizon.

The players lined up at the starting mark, their tracksuits rustling in the faint breeze, faces pale with a mix of anticipation and intrigue and confusion and dread.

In-ho observed from the elevated platform, his posture rigid, gloved hands clasped behind his back as the automated voice announced the rules:

"Red light, green light. Move only on green light. Stop on red light. Violators will be eliminated."

The song started, childish and eerie, echoing across the space.

"Mugunghwa kkoci pieot seumnida."

The players surged forward on the first green, footsteps pounding the dirt under their feet, some laughing nervously at the absurdity, others focused with grim determination.

Gi-hun was in the middle of the pack, his strides measured at first, eyes fixed on the doll ahead. When the first red light hit, most froze, but a few couldn't halt their momentum—a young man in front stumbled, his body jerking forward just an inch too far.

The shot rang out sharp and final, the body crumpling to the ground, blood pooling dark against the dirt ground. Screams erupted, raw and piercing, as realization dawned: this was no game for children.

"What the fuck?!" Gi-hun's voice cut through the audio feed, his face draining of color, body locked in place as another player bolted in panic, only to be gunned down mid-stride.

In-ho watched impassively from outside, but inside, his stomach twisted, a familiar nausea rising like bile.

How many times had he seen this?

Yet each cycle chipped away at the numbness, reminding him of his own first game, the terror that had gripped him as bodies fell around him, the metallic scent of blood mixing with the crunch of the earth beneath his feet.

The song resumed, and the survivors inched forward, steps tentative now, breaths coming in ragged gasps. Gi-hun moved with caution, his arms outstretched for balance, sweat beading on his forehead and trickling down his neck.

A woman beside him whispered, "This is insane, we have to stop," but Gi-hun shook his head slightly, murmuring back, "No, keep going. We stop, we're done."

Another red light, and the field claimed more victims—a cluster of players who twitched involuntarily, their falls punctuated by gunfire that echoed like thunderclaps. In-ho's fingers tightened behind his back, the leather of his gloves stretching taut, as he scanned the monitors for any irregularities, any sign that the system might falter.

But it didn't; it never did.

Gi-hun froze perfectly this time, his chest heaving, eyes wide but unyielding, a quiet resolve settling over him that In-ho recognized all too well—the shift from shock to survival mode.

By the midpoint, the field was littered with bodies, the air thick with the coppery tang of blood and the acrid smoke from the automated guns. Players wept openly, some retching on the sidelines, but Gi-hun pressed on, his movements fluid yet controlled, dodging the fallen as the song cycled again.

"Almost there," he muttered to himself, barely audible through the feed, his voice a low growl of determination.

In-ho felt a pang then, sharp and unexpected, his mind flashing to his own crossing years ago, the way his hands had shaken, the silent vow he'd made to endure no matter the cost.

Was this empathy? Or a reminder of how far he'd fallen, from player to puppet master?

He issued a subtle command to the staff via his earpiece—"Ensure the doll's sensors are calibrated; no errors"—his voice steady, but his pulse betrayed him, quickening as Gi-hun neared the finish line.

The final green light saw a desperate scramble, shots firing in rapid succession as the last stragglers failed to halt. Gi-hun crossed with a burst of speed, collapsing to his knees on the safe side, chest heaving, a mix of relief and horror washing over his features.

He vomited then, a violent retch that bent him double, his hands digging into the earth as sobs wracked his frame.

"Oh God, what have we done?" he gasped, looking back at the carnage, where bodies lay twisted in unnatural poses, blood seeping into the soil. Around him, survivors huddled, some embracing in shared trauma, others staring blankly, numb. In-ho watched it all, his mask concealing the slight tremor in his jaw, the way his eyes lingered on Gi-hun's bowed head.

In the aftermath, as the staff cleared the field with mechanical efficiency—bodies loaded onto carts, the dirt hosed down to erase the evidence—In-ho retreated to his quarters, the mask discarded once more on the desk.

He paced the small space, the carpet muffling his steps, his mind a whirl of images: the first shot's echo, Gi-hun's whispered encouragements, the lifeless eyes staring skyward.

Sitting on the edge of his bed, he buried his face in his hands, fingers pressing against his temples as if to squeeze out the conflict raging inside. This was the system he'd upheld, the one that had saved him from ruin, yet each game peeled back another layer, exposing the doubt he'd buried.

"It's necessary," he whispered to the empty room, "they chose to come here," but the words rang hollow, his voice cracking on the last syllable.

He lay back, staring at the ceiling, the hum of the ventilation system lulling him into uneasy rest, where dreams of fallen players and accusing eyes awaited.

The cycle continued, but In-ho was no longer just the overseer; cracks were forming in the foundation of his resolve, subtle shifts that hinted at a reckoning to come. And Gi-hun, unwitting amid the survivors, moved through it all, his presence a quiet catalyst in the storm.