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He didn't know if his life would ever be the same. He didn't know if his troupe would ever be the same. Not without Emu.
He heard from Nene they got sent to prison after Rui caught them, but he didn't hear anything after that, including how long they were there for. Just as long as he'd never have to see them again.
…
It had been a few months since the incident. And there he was, in class, one arm almost unusable and the other working pretty much perfectly. Tsukasa was lucky he was left handed, as his right arm was limp on the table next to him. He still had bruises on it, and several scars formed on his left hand and stomach. He even had to get a few stitches.
His tongue trailed over the empty space in his gum as his hand scribbled characters onto his workbook.
…
While he was leaving the building, tongue still playing with his gums, he felt a buzz from his pocket.
Kakishiro: Can you come ovr td?
Kakishiro: I have a surprise 😼 *wink wink*
Kakishiro: Let's just say I'm home alone ❤️
He sighed and put his phone back, a small smile forming on his lips as he made his way to his house.
He knocked, looking at the sunset while he waited for him to open the door.
“Uh… Tsukasa-kun…?”
Tsukasa almost shot out of his skin, “H-huh?? Oh, right. Sorry.”
He stepped in, hearing Rui closing the door as he made his way to his room.
He jumped onto his bed, bouncing a bit as Rui came in and pushed the door closed with his foot.
“So… are you okay? I know it’s already been a few months, but i just felt i should check up, I guess.” Rui sat down next to him, hand tracing circles in Tsukasa's thigh, looking at him with sad eyes.
“Well… it's gotten much better. The bruises are still clear, but today I felt the desk with my right hand, and I could twitch my thumb. I know the doctors said I might never use it properly again… but I don't think that's true,” He chuckled, although the dark circles under his eyes were still quite visible.
Rui had noticed Tsukasa had regained the sparkle in his eyes, although most people would never notice it. The twitch was small, but it was the first sign of hope for him in regaining a normal life. He couldn’t feel Rui holding his hand, and could still barely hold a pencil. But things had been getting better. That much he knew.
Whether or not he could still enjoy a bit of sex he didn't know, however. But he was going to find out.
“So… what's the surprise?” Tsukasa asked with a knowing smile as he lifted his legs up onto the bed and shuffled back towards the wall.
“I have a feeling you know that.” A sly smile played on his lips as Rui scooted up and put his knee in between the blond's as he pulled him into a kiss.
His tongue soon made its way into his mouth, and after months of not having any physical contact, this felt like heaven to him. Their tongues ran over each other, Rui feeling around his partner’s mouth for something. As his tongue licked over the gap in his teeth, Tsukasa moaned, quite loudly, into the kiss, which made Rui pause and pull back.
Tsukasa’s face was flushed, and he raised a hand to cover his face, although Rui’s hand intercepted it halfway through and pinned it down, and he leaned in again.
“We’re not done… at least I hope not~”
Tsukasa huffed as Rui brang their lips together again, his hand gently finding its place on his cheek as they kissed, tongues twirling around each other like ribbons.
Tsukasa's arms subconsciously reached to Rui’s shirt, starting to undo the buttons. Rui stopped the kiss again.
“Huh? W-what now? This is what we do usually, and you said–”
"No, it's all good. Just… Your arm. Your arm moved.”
Tsukasa's hands started shaking. He looked down at both his arms, up and holding Rui’s shirt. The second he paid attention to them, they went limp, and he couldn’t feel his right arm anymore.
“W-what happened??”
“I guess it was just– a reflex,” He sighed, practically forcing the words out.
Rui nodded, recognising the sadness in his voice, “H-hey, it's alright, you still moved it, so that's progress, even if it was just a reflex or even a twitch.”
He started undoing his own buttons, then pulling his shirt off, and undoing Tsukasa's too. Usually, he was the one to undo theirs, so this feels different to both of them. And Rui doesn't like different.
He finished pulling their shirts off, unbuckled Tsukasa's belt and began tugging his trousers down as the other boy stared into space.
“Rui, I'm sorry.”
“Huh? What for?” He finished taking off the other's trousers and was now taking off his own.
“Because… Usually we can both go pretty crazy… and we can take care of each other after… but now with my arms I can't take care of you.” He looked down, tears starting to well up in his eyes, “Now you have to be careful not to get too excited. Not about not injuring me, but not to leave yourself like that, and I can't pick you up now. I can't wash you. I can't pleasure you like before. I… I can't do anything anymore. And I hate it. I hate it so, so much.”
He pulled his knees towards him, shielding himself from Rui’s gaze. He didn't want to feel even more vulnerable now. He felt Rui’s arms wrap around him, and he lifted his head up to look at the purple haired boy. He wasn't looking at him in any other way than love. And that made him crack, right into the crook of Rui’s shoulder.
Sobs kept escaping him, tears flowing down his face and into the dip in his shoulder blade as he blubbered nonsense.
Rui planted a small kiss on Tsukasa's forehead and rested his head on his as his eyes became red and puffy, rubbing his back. Tsukasa reciprocated his hug, although with one arm, pulling it around him tight, his fingernails digging into his shoulder blades as tears kept pouring down.
After he cleared his head from tears, and most were left dried up on Rui’s shoulder, he got up and sniffed, “Sorry.”
“It's fine. It feels nice, being able to talk to someone about stuff like that. I know.” He put his hand out and stroked Tsukasa's cheek.
“Okay, I've had enough of feeling sorry for myself. C'mere big boy”
“Big- what?! You- HUH?!” Rui’s face turned red as Tsukasa pulled his boxers down and gestured to his crotch.
“Still like what you see?” He asked, giggling as Rui pouted, his face still red.
“Y-yeah, it's not like you changed. Unless you somehow got any bigger.”
He giggled again, his eyes creasing up as Rui sighed and trailed a slender finger up his length, Tsukasa's giggle dissolving into a quiet moan as Rui stroked his now half-hard dick.
Going so long without stimulation, whether that being simple hugs or sex, took a toll on their sensitivity to this. Being their first sexual encounter in a while, things were going to get a lot more messy than normal. And with Tsukasa's newfound situation at hand, they didn't exactly have a good way of cleaning up. Thankfully, Rui’s parents were going to be gone for a while, father going to a robotics convention in London and mother to a biology one in Birmingham.
Being so far away from them for a long time wasn't exactly a new experience, although when he was younger he would usually stay with the Kusanagi's while they were gone. This time, he gets to have Tsukasa all to himself, as his parents don't exactly do the best job towards him as Saki. They probably wouldn't notice he was gone for a few days.
A few days would probably be pushing it, but they both need to regain what they would've done over the past few months.
"Rui...?"
Seems like he got lost on his extensive train of thought. Several stations, trains leaving like cars from the school parking lot after school.
"Right, yeah." He gripped Tsukasa's dick, wrapping his hand around it and rubbing the head a few times before making a harsh downwards motion, harder than he intended, but doing a much better job of drawing a whine from Tsukasa than he would've.
"Hearing those pretty noises you make are part of the reason you're in my top three favourite people," Rui teased, continuing to admire the dick he's missed for all these months.
"Only three? W- hmm- why not your favourite?"
"I never said you weren't. Just you're up there. That being said you are my favorite person, Tsukasa-kun."
He rolled his eyes playfully, another quick stroke drawing another moan from him.
"Do we usually draw it out this- hnn- long...?"
"You're right..."
He grabbed a bottle of lotion from his nightstand, squeezing some out on his hand and rubbing them to warm it up.
He lifted Tsukasa's legs, finger circled around his hole with his lotioned-up finger expectantly, "Still as tight as I remember..."
"Just because my arms aren't working properly does not mean you're safe."
Rui shrugged, then slid his index finger inside. Tsukasa's breath hitched, the friction making him clench and unclench his jaw.
The warmth of Tsukasa's insides helped melt the lotion a bit more, though not as wet as he last remembered it. He probably needs more stimulation.
He barely felt around for a few seconds before finding his prostate, hearing the boy above him moan sharply and jerk his hips up ever so slightly. His finger brushed over it a few times, before adding another, slowly starting to stretch him out. He looked up, trying to see how good of a job he was doing, not exactly expecting Tsukasa to be beet-red and trembling. Well, as good a job as ever.
His finger pressed into his prostate harder, mind starting to get clouded by what he could only guess was lust. Hearing Tsukasa's moans and whimpers above him served as fuel, not to his heart, but to his growing erection, and he wanted to apologise in advance before he could barely form words.
"Hey, just so y'know, I might get a bit carried away this time. I haven't exactly, y'know, touched myself these past months... so I might go a bit too far."
Tsukasa just nodded quickly, bucking his hips up, trying to get more traction from him, which he gladly gave. He pushed his awkwardly long fingers in fully, his palm and other fingers resting on his ass as he whined and gripped the sheets with both hands. Probably muscle memory, but he shouldn't mention it in case. He pulled them out, then quickly sliding them back in, hitting his prostate over and over.
He could already feel himself getting dragged into somewhere he couldn’t escape from. The giant pit of lust forming in his brain. He gazed up at Tsukasa, his head down and biting back moans as he added another finger.
"S-shit-- Ah-- I'm-- Ngh..." Tsukasa whined through his teeth, his legs shaking as he reached his climax, white spreading along his stomach and the sheets. Rui brushed over his prostate again, before sliding his dripping fingers out again. Tsukasa groaned, slick dripping down from his hole.
"Shit, do you see yourself right now? I can't ask for anything more than you like this all the time." Rui chuckled and leaned over to a blushing, already breathless mess of a Tsukasa, capturing his lips in a kiss. His tongue swirled around in his mouth, Tsukasa letting out airy moans through the kiss as his arms reached up and wrapped around his shoulders, running his shaking hands through his hair as Rui caressed his cheek. Rui shuffled closer to him, trying to get as close to him as possible, finding himself perfectly lined up with his hole, feeling the heat radiating off it. That, Tsukasa didn't, and Rui took advantage of that.
With one quick thrust, Rui pushed his dick as far as he could into the warm wetness he knew oh so well. Tsukasa immediately dug his fingernails into his back and moaned, back arching off the bed and pushing into Rui’s stomach. Tears of pleasure started welling up in his eyes as Rui pulled out and pushed back in. He kept up a relatively slow pace, until Tsukasa was squirming under him.
"T-this is way too sl-- ah- slow, you know that"
"Mhm! So, what do you say~?" He decided to tease him, hoping to get something from in return.
"Harder."
"H-huh?"
"You heard me. Harder."
He was never this straightforward, usually dodging the question and saying 'do i have to' in between whimpers, so this somewhat shocked Rui. But still, he kept up the act.
"That's right~" He pulled out again, then slamming into him as hard as his could, making sure he either regretted his request or backed down and asked him to stop. That kind of directness usually riled Rui up enough to keep going, but he was feeling more burnt out lately.
Tsukasa screwed his eyes shut, swallowing back moan after moan until he couldn’t anymore and let the sounds pour out, all for Rui. How much he loved that, those pretty, dirty noises Tsukasa made, kept him going despite wanting to fall into Tsukasa's arms and let him hug him until he wasn't tired.
On second thought, this was much better. The wet sounds bouncing off the walls, the sound of Tsukasa's moans and whimpers and pleads and ragged breathing wriggling themselves deep into Rui’s brain, like an aphrodisiac that keeps pulling him back in for more. He'd let himself get pulled in, no questions asked.
If only he wasn't so tired.
"H-hey, Tsuka...sa... kun..."
He collapsed into his heaving chest, landing on his white not-so-mysterious-liquid, making an obscene slapping sound, not unlike the sounds he previously heard. Tsukasa's trembling thighs tightened on Rui, sweat and semen coating them, now clinging to Rui’s hips. Tsukasa's arms rubbed Rui’s back, and in a shaking voice forced out the words, "Y-you alright...? You seemed really ti-tired,"
"Mhm..." He grumbled into his stomach, then blowing bubbles in Tsukasa's cum.
"R-RUI?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!"
They both dissolved into uncontrolled laughter, stomachs rising and Tsukasa developing hiccups soon after.
"Alright, let's get you cleaned up." Tsukasa shuffled off the bed, legs almost collapsing under him.
"I doubt you could pick me up with your legs shaking that bad, let alone your ar-"
Tsukasa tucked, miraculously, both his arms under Rui, picking him up in one swift motion and walking to his bathroom. He stared up him, mouth agape as Tsukasa placed him into the bathtub and began running the water on hot.
After a bit of Rui looking at him dumbfounded, Tsukasa realised.
"Rui, my ARM?!"
"THAT'S WHAT I WAS SO SURPRISED ABOUT!!"
Tsukasa flexed his right arm slowly, noticing he could actually move it, not just from reflexes or muscle memory.
"A-alright... uhm... we can celebrate this after. Let's get you cleaned up."
Tsukasa took a towel from the side of the bathtub, soaking it in the soapy water and washing Rui’s stomach with it. This wasn't different, and Rui liked that.