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“It would be nice to have sex with a big dick once in a while.”
An innocent phrase that Touma probably blurted out without thinking in his altered post-orgasm state, without intending to hurt his partner.
It was humiliating for Haruka. He was aware that his dick was small and not enough to satisfy Touma's thirst for sex, but were those words necessary? It was clear how much Touma was no longer satisfied with their sex life.
The truth was that neither of them could be completely satisfied with that relationship, something was always missing.
Touma was born to bottom, he himself had already verbalized something similar to that. And Haruka couldn't really consider himself someone who was born to top. Of course, he liked it, being inside Touma always drove him crazy, but it would be a lie if he said he was satisfied just by always being on top.
They used to send each other porn videos as a reference, so they could try out a new position, a new toy. It was embarrassing to buy toys, even online, but Touma didn't seem too bothered when he got curious about something, he was always very excited to try new things.
It was normal. Even though Haruka often couldn't exactly reproduce the positions in the videos, either because he wasn't big and strong enough to handle Touma, or because of his boyfriend's lack of flexibility, they still managed to make it very pleasurable.
The videos stopped being normal when Touma started sending threesome videos. In the first one, Haruka let it go, especially since Touma said he only wanted to test it by themselves, stating that with the dildo they normally used, it would be easy to do a double penetration.
However, as the days went by, the porn videos that Touma sent were only between three guys, always with only one in the middle receiving from two. And their dicks were enormous, Haruka felt offended by just living on a planet with such inequality.
It was obvious that Touma was interested in a threesome. Being caught between two guys at the same time. Haruka knew him well enough to know that Touma couldn't be subtle about his desires, and even if he hadn't verbalized it, or even noticed that's what he wanted, Touma wanted to have sex with someone else.
Haruka refused to accept that idea. He would never share Touma!
The weeks went by, the videos continued, becoming increasingly obscene. Haruka didn't have the guts to bring up the subject when they were together. He didn't want to share his boyfriend with another man, it just wasn't right.
During sex, it was clear how neither of them was completely satisfied. At the beginning of their relationship, Haruka would fuck him several times in the same night, in various positions, making Touma cum nonstop, he himself loved filling that greedy hole. In recent days, neither of them could even orgasm from penetration alone, Touma seemed spaced out while they were having sex, as if his mind was elsewhere, as if he were imagining himself with someone else. It would be a lie if Haruka said he was completely focused too, his mind on the videos, the memory of two guys fucking one at the same time.
A guy with a big dick would definitely satisfy him more.
It was a terrifying thought, but that's how Haruka got off that day, imagining Touma between two others, being fucked by two guys with huge dicks.
He must be going crazy, that was the only explanation. Imagining his boyfriend with other people was insane.
Haruka tried to talk about it with his school friends, but it was so embarrassing that he couldn't verbalize it. What could he say, after all? That he suspected his boyfriend wanted to sleep with someone else and that the thought turned him on? That he had cum imagining Touma being fucked by a huge dick that wasn't his? He could never say something like that, it was too embarrassing! Not to mention, someone like Tamaki would probably not even understand.
Minami even managed to get something out of him, and Haruka had the impression that Minami even offered to help with his problem… Was he perhaps offering to fuck Touma in front of him? No, it had to be Haruka’s imagination. Besides, Minami didn't fit the stereotype of the guys in the videos Touma always sent, they looked more like…
When Haruka realized it, everything seemed to make sense. The way Touma always got embarrassed when Torao was too close to him, how he always complimented Torao's looks. It was obvious that Touma had a type, it was obvious that Touma had someone in mind when he thought about being fucked by someone other than Haruka.
The image of Torao fucking Touma flashed through his mind, and Haruka felt his cock throb. He might be digging his own grave, but now he needed to see Touma being fucked by Torao. The desire to see the big cock that Torao surely had tearing apart Touma's tight little ass completely soaked his underwear.
Nothing was planned. Haruka didn't consult his boyfriend before explaining to Torao what he wanted him to do. He was sure that asking Torao to fuck Touma was more embarrassing than anything else he'd ever done in his life, even more so than confessing his feelings to Touma.
And Torao agreed without a second thought, of course he would, Touma was irresistible.
On the agreed-upon day, Haruka blindfolded his boyfriend, using the excuse that he wanted to spice things up, saying they would use a new toy. It wasn't entirely a lie, even if Torao wasn't exactly a toy.
The way Touma approached Torao without hesitation, even without knowing who was there, made everything worse. His hands touched Torao's thick, hard thighs, his cock dripping onto the floor from the intense arousal he felt. It didn't take long for Touma's velvety mouth to completely swallow a cock that was, at the very least, twice the size and thickness of Haruka's.
It was humiliating. Touma was sucking another guy so hungrily, in a way he had never done to him before. A longing for a big cock that was finally being satisfied. He couldn't even pretend it was Haruka there, even if it was a dildo, the size of Torao's legs was completely different from his, and Touma couldn't stop touching them with desire.
But if it was so humiliating, why was Haruka's cock harder than ever? Pre-cum was dripping abundantly, soaking his underwear. Was he really excited to see his boyfriend sucking another guy so ravenously?
Haruka's eyes were fixed on the arousing sight of his boyfriend kneeling on the floor, greedily swallowing another man's cock. If it wasn't Torao, would he be sucking the same way? Could it be anyone? Was Touma just a slut who liked big cocks? He'd rather not to know, his heart was already hurt enough seeing the one he loved most enjoying sex so much with another guy.
Torao's hand touched Touma's face, his large fingers brushing the corner of his lips to clean up the mess from the hungry blowjob. Torao was gentle and affectionate with him, which was even worse. Perhaps choosing him for a threesome was a terrible choice, but Haruka didn't want a stranger touching something that belonged to him. He didn't want to share, he was a selfish boy.
The way Touma's hands gripped Torao's thighs made it clear that he knew very well who he was blowing. A strange affection that was normally directed only at Haruka was now being given to a third party. Even blindfolded, Haruka knew that Touma had noticed this was Torao, there was no way he couldn't know.
Haruka saw the large hand gripping the back of Touma's neck and pulling him closer against his groin, making Touma swallow every inch, even the balls. A skill Haruka never imagined his boyfriend possessed, even if whenever he was giving him a blowjob, Touma had no difficulty swallowing everything.
Torao began to fuck Touma's mouth mercilessly, who seemed quite used to it. Haruka found it strange, it even seemed as if those two had already slept together. A fear gripped his heart, he couldn't bear to be replaced by someone he loved again.
With tears in his eyes, he approached the two, and before he could stop it, Torao basically roared and came directly into Touma's throat, who swallowed it completely.
Haruka fell to his knees watching the scene. It was pathetic to react like that, he knew, especially since he was the one who started it all, deciding to hand his boyfriend over to another. His eyes were full of tears, but he tried everything not to cry, not to look so pathetic in front of Torao.
"Haru, that was incredible..." Touma looked up, still blindfolded, and squeezed Torao's thick thighs. His mouth was cleaning the dirty cock, still feeling some very pleasurable throbbing.
Had Touma really not recognized who he was pleasing? Was he stupid? To him, was it just some random guy Haruka had brought to fuck him?
"Touma..." Torao called out in a hoarse voice. At that moment, Touma froze, his tongue still in contact with the enormous cock.
“To-Tora?!!??!” Startled, Touma removed the blindfold and, his vision blurred, looked at Torao, then glanced to the side and saw Haruka lying on the floor looking very sad. “What… Haru, what did you…”
A mixture of surprise and fear was reflected in Touma's eyes. Guilt seemed to overwhelm him immediately afterward.
“Haru, I didn’t… I’m sorry…” Touma put his hand to his mouth to hide his sin. His eyes widened in astonishment. He didn't understand how it happened, but he had done something wrong that hurt his boyfriend, and that was enough to make him feel guilty.
“Did you like it, Touma?” Haruka asked, a somewhat sad smile on his lips.
At that moment, Touma crawled across the floor to hug the younger man, his arms comforting him as Haruka burst into tears. Touma looked towards Torao, who seemed even more confused than he was and somewhat guilty as well.
“What have I done…” Touma said to himself, hugging Haruka tightly and kissing the boy's forehead. His hunger and obscenity might have ruined their relationship… His friendship with Torao. ZOOL itself…
“You said you wanted to be fucked by a big dick and I thought… That I could handle it…” Haruka said, sobbing, clutching the tank top Touma was wearing.
“I didn’t… Haru…”
“I just wanted to satisfy you, Touma.” Haruka gripped his clothes tightly and looked into his eyes. “Alone I’m not enough…”
“I love you, Haru. Of course, that’s enough…” Touma held Haruka’s face and kissed him lovingly.
Haruka knew those words were just to comfort him. His love might be enough, but his body wasn’t, Touma was thirsty, and just one guy wasn't enough to handle him.
“Sorry, I’m leaving…” Torao said, turning around and starting to walk towards the door. For a second, Touma saw a sad look in his eyes, and that made him act impulsively, grabbing the hem of his pants.
“Tora, wait!”
“That was a mistake, Touma. I’m sorry for causing trouble between you two.”
“Torao!” Haruka shouted, also grabbing the hem of his pants. “It’s not your fault! Idiot! I just… I got a little sad thinking that I could never give Touma so much pleasure with just a blowjob…”
“Ha…” Torao’s voice sounded very sad at that moment. “You already own his heart, isn’t that enough?”
That was definitely the worst idea Haruka had ever had, having called Torao out of all people hadn't been a great choice. It was obvious it wouldn’t just be sex, that Torao had feelings for Touma and that they were reciprocated. Touma always said how much he loved all three of them, Haruka was just lucky to become his boyfriend because he came around earlier and confessed first.
Seeing Torao so shaken by what had happened left him with a guilty conscience. Haruka had awakened feelings in his heart that perhaps he had taken a long time to suppress.
“I’m sorry, Torao… Let’s continue.” Haruka said, holding back tears and taking a deep breath, convinced of his words.
“Haru, are you really okay?” Touma asked worriedly. The fact that he wasn’t surprised by Haruka’s choice made it clear how much he also desired it.
“I still want to make you completely satisfied, Touma.” Haruka smiled lovingly and briefly kissed Touma’s lips.
The two stood up, the atmosphere still a bit awkward, especially because of Haruka's breakdown, but now he seemed very calm about the situation… Maybe too calm.
He pushed Touma into Torao's arms, who hit his leg on the bed and ended up falling, holding Touma in his lap.
“Is everything alright with you, Tora?” Touma asked, implying that he himself was more than alright with it.
“You don't know how much I wanted this.” Torao finally kissed him. Their hearts were beating so loudly that Haruka could hear them.
This time, Haruka really liked seeing his boyfriend kissing another guy. No, kissing Torao, someone he knew loved Touma as much as he did and whom Touma also loved. It just seemed…natural?
“Tora, do you want to make love?” Touma asked playfully.
“No. Today I just want to fuck you hard. Next time we'll make love.” Torao said, caressing Touma's face as if he were the most precious creature in the world.
Touma's smile brightened not only Torao's day, but also Haruka's, who watched the two attentively. Faced with so much love, it would be impossible for him to refuse to accept that this situation, which was supposed to only happen once, would become routine.
And Haruka was happy about it. To see the one he loved most in the arms of a guy who could completely satisfy him, who fucked him the way Touma deserved.
Maybe they should call Minami next time too, Haruka also wanted to be satisfied, and he had no interest in being fucked by Torao…