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cotton candy dreams

Summary:

shishikura loved to be around him

his hair, his smile, his eyes, he would let him in, his hands, everything about him was perfect

Tei Atsushi was perfect

Notes:

the timeline for this fic is so messy that i just decided there isn't one, you can think of that yourself!

CW / TW - making out, shishikura is a freak ngl, possessive shishikura, creepy shishikura, please tell me if i need to add more

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tei was just in the kitchen cooking breakfast for the others, his hair was pulled up into a ponytail where you could see his neck slightly.

 

His neck looked so soft and you could see a mole right on the side. It looked so perfect, like he could kiss it, like he could bite it.

 

shishikura looked away from tei and walked over to the fridge, picking at his scarf as he grabbed himself some juice.

 

tei was, tei was always beautiful. He was always so gentle when it came to cooking, his hands grabbing everything without hesitation. tei could grab him like that, grab his waist, his thighs, his neck, tei could grab him wherever he wanted, shishikura would let tei do anything to him.

 

if it meant having teis attention on him.

 

“h-hey shishikura?”

 

shishikura snapped his head up looking over at tei.

 

oh he was beautiful, he had some flour on his face and hands. he said his name perfectly, so soft, he could say his name in other ways-

 

“y-yes!”

 

shishikura blurted out his response

 

tei blinked

 

“uh, do you mind taking some of the food out to the cafeteria? im used to having nishigushi as more hands but uhm”

 

yeah, yeah shishikura understood. nishigushi was dead and now tei was doing all the cooking and cleaning along with taking care of the others and especially ikeda.

 

“i-i can do that!”

 

Shishikura grabbed the plates and walked out the door.

 

It was so early that only maekawa and sou were in the cafeteria. having a nice conversation, maekawa had her arm over sou as she was explaining something about her robots as sou listened and was writing things down.

 

shishikura set down the plates.

 

“yo snowball! having fuuuun in there”

 

shishikura felt his face heat up and he gripped his scarf.

 

“m-maekawa!”

 

maekawa let out a laugh as sou huffed softly

 

“ignore her, she's just being ridiculous”

 

maekawa squeezed sou, making sou lean into her touch

 

“shhhhh rosebud, just sit pretty”

 

shishikura let out a soft laugh, after everything, sou and maekawa became very close. which then included himself, and he liked it, being around both of them, knowing they both balanced each other out and took care of shishikura when it was needed.

 

“i-im heading back to the kitchen!”

 

Shishikura quickly walked back to the kitchen, and tei was washing his hands.

 

the dishes somehow already done and the multiple platters of food.

 

“oh shishikura your back”

 

tei was drying his hands as he looked over at him, his hair was back down and shishikura gripped his scarf.

 

he was so beautiful, how was he so beautiful, it should be impossible.

 

“y-yeah im back!”

 

tei nodded his head and set the rag back down

 

“well everything is done so people can come grab what they want, im going to head back to my room-”

 

“w-wait!”

 

tei looked over at shishikura

 

“uh, yeah?”

 

shishikura gripped his scarf harder

 

“d-do you want to hang out in my room?”

 

tei looked surprised, oh, right, they weren't really that close but god he wanted to be. he always wants to be around tei, to see him, to feel him, to smell him.

 

He wanted everything, he needed everything.

 

“Sure?”

 

shishikura nodded and smiled

 

“o-okay!”

 

Both boys made the walk to Shishikura’s room. Shishikura ignored the looks he got from maekawa and sou while exiting the cafeteria.

 

shishikura held his door open for tei which made the other boy smile at him.

 

that caused shishikura to blush from his face to his ears down to his neck.

 

fuck, tei was so perfect.

 

shishikura sat down on his bed while tei sat in his chair.

 

“so what exactly did you want-”

 

shishikura cut tei off

 

“c-can i tell you something?”

 

he could do this, maekawa helped him, sou gave him the right words to make sure his feelings came across properly, this would be okay, he could do this.

 

tei nodded his head

 

“uh, y-yeah? of course”

 

shishikura gripped his pants and looked up at tei

 

“i-i have feelings for you, i have for awhile, y-you’re so perfect and kind s-so sweet to everyone, i-i love everything about you, i understand i-if you don't feel the same or, god, d-don’t want to do anything b-because of the situation we are in i-i-”

 

Shishikura was cut off with a hand being pressed to his mouth, Tei’s hair cascading over the both of them. tei wasn't looking at him, but shishikura saw how red he was, the small buildup of tears in his eyes.

 

oh, oh shishikura was selfish, he wanted to see tei look like that more.

 

the red on his face made him look beautiful, the slight tears in his eyes made shishikura want to reach out and comfort him.

 

He wanted to do that every time tei would start crying. tei would always cry, he was so sensitive and emotional, and shishikura loved it.

 

“i-i, shishikura

 

shishikura felt himself straighten up when he heard tei say his name like that. the soft whine, the desperation.

 

tei was perfect

 

“y-yeah?”

 

tei look at him fully, wholly, and completely.

 

tei pulled his hand down and pressed a soft kiss to Shishikura's lips.

 

Shishikura reached his hands up and gently grabbed teis face, pulling him closer and pulling him into the kiss before he had the chance to move away.

 

tei put his knee between the other boy's legs, wrapping his arms around his waist.

 

Shishikura moved one of his hands to tei the back of teis head, pushing him closer.

 

shishikura needed him to be closer

 

tei gently pushed Shishikura down on the bed, his hands gently gripping his waist.

 

Shishikura wrapped his other arm around teis neck, keeping his other hand pressed to the back of the pinkettes head.

 

tei was holding him so gently, but Shishikura needed more from him.

 

shishikura needed tei to be in his skin.

 

Shishikura bit down on teis bottom lip, causing tei to slowly open his mouth.

 

shishikura pushed his tongue into teis mouth, tei just let it happen. pulling shishikura closer by his waist, the white haired boy wrapped his legs around teis waist, trying to pull him closer.

 

tei pressed himself down on shishikura, letting the other boy have the closeness he wanted so desperately.

 

Their kiss was still soft but slowly growing sloppy, drool running down both of their chins.

 

it made shishikura so fucking happy to have this, to have tei so close to him, to have tei in his arms like this.

 

tei slowly pulled away from shishikura, causing the other boy to let out a soft whine. tei smiled down at him, wiping the drool from both their chins.

 

shishikura melted into the bed, tei was so soft.

Notes:

i write hinted / one sided shishitei in a couple of my fics so here for the shishitei fans im sorry if I failed you