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Its been over a year since the blatte on the esperanza. Everything back to total normality and flash Vector with his brother sat on the green grass on top of the cliff. The ocean was calm and pushing its waves towards the shore of Purcaca and reflected the shines of the sun, making the water glitter in its light. The soft wind stroked their armoury and spark bit sighted bored.
“Ey bro, you know. X, Blitz and I wanted to go to lil trip around Mow town, ya know? They said there are great skater parks that could be even our size.” started spark bit and flash wondered why the heck he was telling him that. until he continued :” Well and since you have like these natural roller skaters, ya know? Maybe you might have some interest in joining us.” Spark bit faced the sky again and waited for his brother to answer.
Internally was Flash Vector cooking of excitement racing around and his little mind him jump around happily about the fact that his brother FINALY invited him to join him and his friends. Eventhough he was with Jun and the rest of his friends, he still felt alone without his brother. Parted from him, he felt like a big chunk of him went missing. During these visits at Purcaca he wanted to drain out all the quality time he could with his little brother.
But he has never told him how much he missed him. His stupid and immature way of thinking, irrational decisions and impulsive drives to foolish acts.
he wanted to hang out with him more often, than just these bi monthly or sometimes tri monthly visits. He knew from his stories that Spark at least met with his friends three times more than he did to him.
A slight feeling of jealousy lingered its way up, and he felt guilty for feeling this way. He didn’t want to baby his brother anymore, he was a big bot, eventhough his mentallymaturity could he be compared of one of a sparkling. he was feeling like they were falling apart and him gripping onto him.
“Flash, HOOHHOOO machina on Flash please respooooond. I repeat-”
“yes i will.” With his stoic voice as always he responded. Spark bits jumped up in excitement and jumped in the air and flash could not help but smile with his eyes.
He wished he could express himself just as free as his brother but it was difficult. there were two voices in his head, one beeing exactly the same like Spark bit, happy, impulsive and firenze. But the other toned it down just before he could express himself physically freely.
The voice was toxic, judging every movement of him, and poisoned him with insecure thoughts. One of the many other reasons why hes was always so alone in Mow town at edos garage. It was difficult to socialize with the other cardbots, Blackhoock, wild guardy, Fleta, Shadow and all the others. He knew they all were friendly and wouldn’t dare to think bad of him if he approached to start a conversation. But still that voice…it made hims insecure enough to avoid anybody as possible, anybody than miraculously blasttrain. That ever polite and gentle train who took him everytime to Purcaca without any complain, he was one of the few cardbots he was able to socialize with.
He knew blasttrain was only beeing friendly to him by asking how his day was or how his opinion was on the weather was during the rides, but Flash was still heavily thankfull for him to always start the conversation. He wished he could but yet again, he simply couldn’t, still knowing the kind train wouldn’t judge him for that but the slight possibility his head was making up, that made him insane.
“Eh broooooo, I said what about this friday? Are you even listening?”, shot back into reality, Spark bit was saved by his brother this time. He didn’t need to think long of answer and so he spoked up and raised from a laying position to a sitting position: “Yes. This friday I think I am free.”
“YIPIEEEEEE I gotta text that the others! I am so happy you can join brother this will be so fun! Yeah!” and as he saw him walk away Flash sighted though his vents.
Oh my goodness this is going to be so cooL!!! i can finally realy use my skaters again! Holy deus this is going to be so awesome!