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the cell wasn’t a cell, not really, it was a box. concrete poured too thick, corners sharp, light buzzing overhead twenty-four hours like punishment. no books, no paper, no pen. no mattress that wasn’t bolted down. dex wasn’t allowed possessions, not a scrap, not a string. they called it esh, extended segregation housing, the polite way of saying lock him up where no one can touch him.
he knew why. not because he had killed, plenty of killers were loose in gen pop, but because he had worn the badge. because once he’d been the one carrying a gun under the letters fbi. that made him a traitor in here. in their language, that meant target. so they boxed him up. one man. one cell. one set of restraints every time he stepped outside the door. wrists cuffed, chain at the waist, ankles tight. a walking reminder that no one trusted him not to turn the air itself into a weapon.
time bled strange in esh. no clocks, just the hum of lights and the ritual of food trays shoved through the slot. breakfast, lunch, dinner, they all tasted like bleach and metal. dex ate mechanically, no appetite, cataloguing textures anyway. mush, salt, water.
sometimes the guards laughed outside his door. not cruelly, not personally, just the casual laugh of men who knew they were safe. dex would listen, counting patterns in the sound, memorizing which guard dragged his boots and which one jingled his keys. information was the only thing he could own in here.
two days into esh they delivered fan mail. envelopes slit open, inspected, stacked in a plastic bin the guards shoved into his cell like a joke. girls writing in bubbly pink ink. men describing the curve of bullets like they were love letters. “you were so precise.” “you were beautiful on tv.”
dex didn’t touch them at first. didn’t want to. the paper reeked of perfume, of obsession. when he finally bent to pick one up, it was like holding something dirty. the handwriting looped with little hearts over the i’s. “dear bullseye,” it began.
he dropped it fast, the disgust immediate, skin crawling where the paper brushed him. they weren’t writing to him, they were writing to a ghost of him, to the performance, to the body that had worn another man’s mask. he wanted to burn the letters, rip them into pieces small enough to forget, but he wasn’t allowed that freedom. so they sat in the bin, taunting him.
that night he lay flat on the thin mattress, staring at the ceiling until his eyes blurred. the fan mail stacked in the corner like a nest of rats. every word in those letters burned his brain louder than the fluorescent hum. not worship, not even obsession. just proof. proof that no matter what the judge said, or the psychologist scribbled, or what the wardens locked him away for, he would never be just dex again.
⸻
the window in his cell was small, a narrow rectangle punched high into concrete, but it was enough. dex stood with his face tilted toward it, light leaking down over his pale skin, his hands twitching rhythmically in front of him. fingers flexing, tapping at invisible seams in the air, a nervous stimming that kept him from unraveling. it was quiet, save for the faraway hum of voices bleeding through the block. every sound echoed sharp in his head, chains dragging, boots pounding, doors slamming shut.
his chest rose and fell in short, clipped breaths. the restraints were gone only inside the cell, nowhere else. here, at least, he had this. the repetition of flex, curl, release. a fragile routine in a space stripped bare. no books, no pen, no scraps of paper, no tether to hold him in place except the steady motion of his own hands.
the door clicked. heavy steel unlocking, creaking as it swung. his stimming faltered. his right hand curled into a fist instantly, nails biting into his palm, the only preparation he had left.
two guards filled the doorway, shadows first, then bulk. one of them barked, low and flat, “out.”
dex turned, slow, deliberate. his dark eyes flickered once to the corridor beyond, then back down to the floor. he let out a long sigh through his nose, shoulders tight under the thin orange cloth.
another guard, the one with a smirk ghosting over his face, stepped forward.“usually we collect their stuff. but they don’t let this fucker keep anything. looks like we’re traveling light today.”
the words landed like small jabs, but dex kept his eyes low. no reaction. his fingers twitched once at his side before settling into stillness.
“hands out,” the first guard snapped.
dex obeyed. his wrists extended forward, small tremors running through them. he watched, detached, as the restraints were fastened. leather biting into his skin, buckles drawn so tight he could feel the pulse in his wrists throb against them. thick cuffs over his hands, heavy, suffocating, making his fingers useless. then the strap wrapped across his torso, pinning his arms to his body like he was a bomb about to detonate.
he was used to this part. he let them move him, let them click and tighten and double-check every buckle. his jaw was tight, a hard line, as the guards finished.
“move.”
his feet started forward, sneakers scuffing against concrete. six guards formed a wall around him, four suited in heavier gear with visors down, shock batons hanging from their belts. he knew the drill, this wasn’t for his protection. it was for theirs. former fbi, enhanced supervision housing. he was the kind of prisoner they didn’t trust with air unless it was filtered through chains.
the corridor stretched long. dex tried to keep his breathing steady, to let the sound of his sneakers dragging set the rhythm. one-two. one-two. control through numbers, control through math. the same way he had always kept himself anchored.
but beneath the counting, beneath the hum, there was a coil of dread wound too tight. he knew where they were taking him. gen pop.
“where are we going?” his voice was sharp, edged.
and he knew exactly how long he would last in there with nothing but restraints pinning his body and that noise roaring through his head.
silence. the guards ignored him, boots echoing against concrete. dex shook his head, pulse ticking faster. “you know i’m esh, right? until my appeal—”
“we know,” one cut in, flat.
another, at his side, leaned in with a grin. “enhanced supervision. all these new terms. we used to just call it cops, snitches, and psychos. which one are you, poindexter?”
the name hit like spit in the face. dex shook his head again, eyes darting to the floor. “i’m not supposed to be here.”
as they marched him through the corridor, dex’s mind spun with static. the echoes of voices bouncing through the tier tangled with the hum that always rose when panic threatened to split him apart. the words that had been spoken to him earlier, “snitches, cops, psychos”, rattled in the back of his head. which one am i?
the thought snagged on itself. he had been all of them, hadn’t he? cop, soldier, liar, weapon. he wasn’t supposed to be here. vanessa had told him he wouldn’t be here. he had finished the job. foggy nelson was gone. still, here he was, in chains, marching like cattle, wrists and hands bound so tight he couldn’t even flex against them.
the guards didn’t talk much as they moved him. one coughed, another adjusted his grip on the baton. the silence gave space for dex’s mind to fracture. images sparked, field lights glaring down, blood on the grass, matt murdock’s face lit in red, vanessa’s voice promising release.
“right. hear that all the time,” a guard muttered. “stop at the line.”
dex furrowed his brow, staring down at the painted stripe across the floor. “what is this?”
“welcome to your new digs.”
he shook his head again, harder now, breath catching. “no. i was told—” he swallowed, throat dry, voice rising sharp. “i’m supposed to be—”
a shove at his back. he stumbled, restraints clanging, pushed past the line, through the doorway.
the door slammed shut. the guard’s voice muffled through the steel, “welcome to gen pop, agent poindexter.”
silence. then noise. not from the guards, from inside.
the weight of eyes. prisoners turning, staring. men built on rage and routine, eyes tracking his orange jumpsuit, the thick restraints. fbi. traitor. easy prey.
dex’s face shifted, fear pinching his features, breath stuck shallow. then the sound started, the static buzz, rising in his skull, a thin ringing dissociation that filled his ears until the world bent. the light overhead flickered, faces blurred.
the blue haze crept in. not calm, not safety, but the cold, glassy mode he fell into when he had no other choice. bullseye. the mask he wore when he couldn’t afford to be dex anymore.
he stood in the middle of the floor, wrists bound, mitts clamped, eyes locked forward. the prisoners watching him became outlines, targets, pieces on a board. he couldn’t move, couldn’t act, but his mind was already clicking into place.
and inside, beneath the hum and the haze, one thought repeated itself steady as a pulse. survive this. survive this. survive this.
he was a target painted in orange.
dex didn’t lift his head. he couldn’t afford to. his eyes stayed fixed on the concrete floor, his jaw clamped tight. leather restraints bit into his wrists and arms, pressing so deep that his skin burned where the buckles dug in. his fingers twitched uselessly inside the padded gloves, aching for something, anything, he could use as a weapon.
the hum in his ears was sharp, rising with every sound that broke against him. voices hissed from the cells.
“holy shit, that’s him.”
“bullseye.”
“nah, man, that’s poindexter. fbi. i remember that face.”
“same thing. psycho freak.”
laughter echoed, jagged and mean.
dex kept moving, led by the guards who steered him down the tier. his body was straight, every muscle locked rigid, but inside his chest something churned. he could feel the heat of their eyes on him. some with curiosity, others with the raw, hungry stare of men who wanted blood.
every step felt like a countdown. he had spent years on the other side of this. he’d walked these same corridors in a suit, badge on his belt, weapon holstered at his hip. then, he was the one who delivered the prisoners. now, he was meat in their house.
and they knew it.
“yo, poindexter!” a voice barked out, sharp enough to cut through the noise. “remember me?”
dex didn’t look. but he knew the tone. it was the voice of a man waiting for a reaction, a man who had measured his time in here by the face of the agent who cuffed him.
another voice followed, hoarse with cigarette rasp.
“hey agent, where’s your rifle now, huh?”
fingers clanged against bars. metal rattled, boots pounded on concrete. the noise swelled, spreading like fire down the block.
the guards kept walking, their silence hard as stone, but dex could feel the shift. the way the air grew tighter, sharper. he couldn’t run. couldn’t fight. not bound like this.
his thoughts looped, jagged edges cutting into themselves. he was surrounded. restrained. defenseless. if one of them got close enough, even one, it would be over before he could react.
he tried to force his breathing even. numbers. one-two-three-four. one-two-three-four. he clung to it like a lifeline.
a prisoner spat through the bars as he passed. it landed on his shoe, slick and warm. dex’s jaw twitched, his head tilting just slightly, the way it always did when anger rose too fast. but he swallowed it back. he had to.
the guards shoved him forward. his cell was waiting. small, gray, empty.
“inside,” one barked.
dex obeyed, stepping through the threshold. the door slammed behind him, locking out the noise but not the weight of it. the voices still bled through the walls, jeering, whispering his name like a curse.
bullseye.
poindexter.
cop.
psycho.
he sat down slowly on the cot, leather creaking as he shifted. his restraints pressed tight across his chest, his hands useless at his sides.
the hum in his ears grew sharper, louder, until it was almost a shriek. he closed his eyes. saw faces. men he’d taken down, men he’d killed. saw the press calling him a monster. saw matt murdock’s voice in his head, sharp and steady. you can’t control yourself.
he forced his eyes open again. the walls swam with shadows, bars of gray and blue cast from the corridor lights.
he thought, fleetingly, about how easy it would be for them to get him here. one crack in the routine. one guard slipping. one prisoner slipping through.
he was a weapon stripped of its trigger. a blade wrapped in dull leather.
and every man in gen pop knew it.
——
the first night in gen pop bled slow, the kind of night that stretched into eternity.
the block had quieted, but not with peace. it was the thick, coiled silence of men waiting, planning, whispering in the dark. dex lay on his cot, restraints biting into his torso, wrists, and hands. the leather pinched every time he shifted, making his arms throb, muscles twitching under the forced stillness.
his ears picked up everything. the distant coughs. the drag of feet across concrete. the scrape of metal against metal as someone tested the reach of their bars. and threaded through it all, his name, hissed low like a threat.
he stared at the ceiling, breath measured, chest rising and falling like a machine trying not to stutter. his whole life had been about control. control of the angle, the throw, the shot, the trigger. but now, he had nothing but his body. bound. boxed in.
and they knew it.
it started just past midnight. a guard’s boots echoed, passing through, then faded. the moment the sound was gone, whispers rose, and so did the hair at the back of dex’s neck.
the sound of a cell opening. it was subtle, a hiss of metal on metal. too subtle for most. but not him. his head turned toward the noise instinctively, eyes narrowing in the dark.
shuffling footsteps padded closer down the tier. heavy. purposeful. a shadow broke across the bars of his cell.
“look at you,” a voice sneered. raspy, soaked in hate. “all trussed up. fbi golden boy. psycho freak. thought you were untouchable.”
dex didn’t answer. he sat up, slow, deliberate, restraints pulling tight against his chest. his eyes flicked, cold and assessing. calculating distance, weight, angles, even with no weapons in sight.
the man stepped inside. he was broad-shouldered, scarred face cut by the harsh overhead light. dex recognized him instantly. a dealer he’d arrested years ago, someone who’d screamed his name in a courtroom as the cuffs closed on his wrists.
“payback time,” the man hissed.
he lunged.
dex shifted, body low, side-stepping the bulk of the attack. the restraints made it clumsy, slower than his usual precision, but instinct took over. the man’s hand shot for his throat, and dex dropped his shoulder, ramming into his attacker’s ribs.
they both crashed against the cot, frame groaning under the weight. dex’s bound fists slammed forward, not with freedom but with force, leather-wrapped, blunt, but still deadly in the way he used them. he drove the heel of his hand upward, cracking against the man’s jaw. once. twice.
the prisoner snarled, spitting blood, and slammed dex against the wall. pain shot up dex’s spine, but his eyes stayed steady, calculating. every strike had to count.
he twisted his body, forcing the weight to shift. then, with a sharp, brutal motion, he hooked his arms, still bound, around the man’s neck. the leather straps dug into both of them as dex wrenched down, locking the man’s head against his shoulder in a crude choke.
the prisoner thrashed, fists pounding into dex’s ribs, but dex only tightened his hold. his breathing was ragged, his body screaming from the restraint, but his focus didn’t break. he leaned back, pulled harder, felt the desperate gasps turn shallow.
a loud crack, and then, silence.
the man’s body sagged, sliding heavy to the floor. blood trickled from his mouth, catching the dim light.
dex stayed still for a moment, chest heaving, eyes fixed on the crumpled body at his feet. he could hear the murmurs already starting down the block. prisoners awake, whispering. watching.
he just killed him. bound like that. jesus christ.
the hum in dex’s ears surged, not from panic but from something colder. instinct. survival. that razor-edge clarity that always followed the violence.
he sat back on the cot, restraints creaking. eyes forward. waiting.
the guards would come soon, dragged by the noise, the whispers, the inevitable alarms. they’d see the body. they’d see him sitting there, leather straps across his chest, blood smeared across his freckled face.
and they would know.
even bound, even stripped, dex wasn’t safe to contain.
——
the cell smelled of iron.
the man’s body lay crumpled near the bars, one arm twisted underneath him, face slack and wet with blood that had pooled dark against the concrete. in the silence after, dex sat on his cot with his restraints biting into him, eyes locked on the corpse. his breathing had slowed, but the hum in his ears lingered, a low and steady drone that blurred the edges of everything.
he hadn’t slept. couldn’t. the night stretched like wire, too taut, too sharp. every time he blinked he saw the arc of the fight replaying, the angle of the man’s jaw snapping back, the precise moment the body went limp under his grip. muscle memory. the same detachment as a sniper pulling a trigger. except this time there was no distance. no scope. no rifle. just him, bound like an animal, still finding a way to kill.
and that fact sat with him, heavy.
he leaned forward on the cot, wrists tugging against the straps as he stared. the body was cooling now, skin pale under the flicker of the overhead bulb. dex’s eyes traced the details the way other people might study a painting. the small shudder that still lingered in the fingers from rigor, the slow seep of blood drying into rust at the edges.
there was no remorse. none. only the gnawing itch of paranoia crawling under his skin. he’d been the one to drag men like this away before. he’d been the one walking prisoners down corridors, the one with the gun, the badge, the authority. and now, now he was the spectacle. the target. a prize for every pair of eyes pressed against the bars across the tier.
snickers drifted through the dark from the cells. whispers. a few low laughs. someone muttered bullseye like a curse, someone else like a dare. he caught every sound. every word drilled into him. they weren’t afraid of him anymore. not like they should be. they smelled blood in the water.
his body twitched with the need to move, to pace, to run, but the restraints kept him anchored. so he sat instead, knuckles flexing against the leather until they went raw, jaw clenched so tight his teeth ached.
hours bled by. shadows shifted across the floor as the night thinned toward morning. dex kept his eyes open, wide, fixed, scanning the cellblock over and over. any scrape of boots in the distance. any cough that might signal movement. any creak of bars that might mean someone else coming for him. sleep wasn’t an option. not here. not now.
is this what it feels like, on the other side?
he’d never asked himself before. never cared. he was the weapon, the force, the inevitability. but now, locked in, disarmed, waiting, it pressed in on him. the vulnerability. the knowledge that someone else could step into the cell, try again, and maybe next time he wouldn’t be fast enough.
the thought made his skin crawl.
the lights hummed brighter when morning came, buzzing with a fluorescent cruelty. footsteps echoed, heavier this time, multiple pairs. guards. dex’s eyes flicked from the body back to the door, muscles coiling even though he knew he couldn’t move far in the restraints.
they paused at his bars. one of them gave a low whistle at the sight of the corpse. another just smirked.
no reprimand. no barked orders. no punishment. just an exchange of looks, the kind men gave when they’d already decided the outcome before the game began.
dex knew then, fisk’s hand was still on him. the guards weren’t going to stop it. they were waiting for the wolves to finish their work.
and all he could do was sit in the stink of blood and steel, wide awake, every nerve screaming, the hum in his head rising like static until it drowned out almost everything else.
the clang of the gate jolted the silence.
boots scraped the concrete as four guards stepped in, two in full riot padding, two in standard blues. the smell hit them first, blood gone metallic in the stale air. one of the padded guards gave a sharp grunt when his flashlight beam slid over the corpse.
“christ,” one muttered, kneeling to check the pulse even though it was obvious.
dex sat on the cot, shackled wrists resting on his knees, back straight. he hadn’t moved since the body went down, not really. his eyes tracked every step they made, flat and unblinking. it wasn’t the rage of a man caught or cornered. it was colder, quieter. a predator who’d already decided.
when the nearest guard bent low to grab the body by the arms, dex’s head tilted just slightly, like a curious animal. and then his gaze locked.
dead-on.
the guard froze. his hand tightened on the corpse’s wrist, but his breath snagged. he tried to shake it off, grunting as he dragged the body back, but his jaw twitched under the helmet’s shadow. the other guards noticed, how he wouldn’t quite look at dex as he passed.
dex let it happen. let the stare linger. slow, deliberate. he knew the effect. he’d seen hardened men crumble under that kind of silence before. it wasn’t bravado. it was inevitability.
when the body was finally hauled out, leaving a smear across the floor, one of the unarmored guards cleared his throat too loud, like he needed to fill the room with something other than the buzzing quiet.
dex didn’t speak. didn’t move. just followed them with his eyes until the cell clanged shut again.
the rest of the morning crawled.
——
gen pop had its rhythm, shouts from down the tier, fists banging on bars, the occasional bark of a guard, but dex sat apart from it, still bound, still restrained. he studied everything. every flicker of movement in the hall. every inmate pressing their face to the bars to catch a glimpse of him.
whispers carried. his name passed like a current, bullseye, bullseye, bullseye. some hissed it with glee, others with a kind of sharp fear, like invoking a curse.
and still he sat, the restraints cutting into his wrists, staring back at them one by one until they looked away. some laughed to mask it. others sneered. but enough of them broke eye contact too fast, enough of them flinched, that the shift was there. the weight of him pressed out into the block.
he thought about the old days, walking these same corridors with the badge clipped to his belt, pistol holstered, authority unquestioned. then, prisoners had looked away out of duty, out of regulation. now, it was different. now it was fear, real fear, beginning to pulse under the bravado.
the guards felt it too. they walked heavier past his cell. one wiped sweat from his brow when he thought no one was looking. another tightened his grip on the baton whenever dex’s eyes found him. they tried to play it cool, tried to laugh, but their tells betrayed them.
dex catalogued it all, filing each reaction away with the precision of a marksman.
the hours dragged. breakfast had come, sliding trays under the bars, but dex hadn’t touched it. he just sat, jaw working, chewing the inside of his cheek, eyes locked on the far wall where the body had lain hours before.
time bent in that place. morning bled into midmorning, the block swelling with noise and then falling quiet again. dex barely moved, conserving himself, listening, measuring.
by the time the buzz of movement shifted toward midday, guards checking in, prisoners stirring for the next rotation, the hum in his head had sharpened again.
lunch was coming.
and with it, the first real test.
——
the lunchroom door buzzed and groaned open, the kind of sound that traveled through dex’s bones. fluorescent light flooded in, harsher than the cellblock, a sterile white that made the chipped plastic tables gleam like they’d been polished in grease. the noise inside was immediate, layered, trays clattering, men shouting, laughter that was sharp enough to cut.
dex steps over the threshold with his wrists cuffed, the thick band across his chest holding his arms close to his sides. the leather hand-covers are gone this time, too impractical for eating, but the cuffs bite into his wrists, leaving skin raw, purpled. the restraint across his torso keeps him from spreading his arms wide, keeps him compact, boxed in. an animal on display.
he scanned the room as he entered, cataloging faces like a database sparking to life. predators, opportunists, old grudges wrapped in jumpsuit orange. everyone in the room knows who he is, and what he’s done. some hate him for being fbi. some hate him for being bullseye. some just want a shot at bragging rights, the story of “i was the one who took him down.”
the tray slides into his hands, wet plastic, lukewarm food that smells of grease and bleach. something gray pretending to be meat, a heap of potatoes that glisten with pooled water, a scoop of peas gone dull with overcooking. the tray rattles when he carries it, his hands unsteady, not from fear, but from the energy running under his skin. a sensory nightmare. the slap of trays, the smell of sweat and ammonia, the echo of voices all too loud, all too close. he doesn’t sit right away. he scans. catalogues. registers. the lines of potential threats, the distance to the door, the rhythm of the guards’ glances.
a voice broke through. too close.
“need a hand with that, pretty boy?”
a prisoner sidled near, the smirk lazy, eyes raking over him. dex didn’t look at him. his jaw flexed once, a twitch barely visible. he shifted his tray, ignoring, and slid onto a bench at the edge of the room.
then, another voice, colder. deeper. familiar. “poindexter.”
dex’s eyes flicked up, and recognition hit like a spark. an agent. or what used to be one. he’d worked beside this man field jackets, briefing rooms, long nights under fluorescent buzz. now the face was thicker, swollen by years inside, a beard patchy, skin yellowed around the eyes. prison had stripped him hollow and rebuilt him in rust.
the agent sat across from him, uninvited. “never thought i’d see you in here,” he said, voice a rasp, low enough for only dex to catch. “fisk runs this place now. runs everything.” he smirked, yellowed teeth flashing. “guess you finally figured out what happens to the loyal dogs.”
the words dropped heavy. dex’s tray shifted in his hands, beans sloshing against the edge. fisk. vanessa. her promise ringing false now, echoing back. she said she’d get him out. she said he mattered. but here he was, chest bound, dumped in the pit. a target. meat for slaughter.
his breathing sharpened, nostrils flaring. the buzzing in his skull was rising, drowning out the lunchroom noise until all he could hear was the agent’s laugh. he saw the dots align, fisk wanted him erased. vanessa had played him like all the rest. she used him, the same way fisk used him. they all did.
something curdles hot in dex’s chest. a tight coil snapping free.
the agent leaned closer, his voice slick with mock sympathy. “you were useful once. now you’re just a story we tell.”
the ex-agent doesn’t see it coming. dex lunges, sudden and brutal, tray clattering to the floor, peas scattering like marbles, as his fingers shot forward, hooked, and jammed into the former agent’s eye sockets. a wet scream tore through the cafeteria, piercing over the clatter of metal and voices. dex’s face didn’t change, no flare of anger, no smile, just clinical precision, pressure applied until the man’s head snapped back against the table and his scream cut short in a wet gurgle.
the room froze. forks hovered midair. a hundred pairs of eyes locked.
blood drips down dex’s fingers. he’s breathing heavy, sharp exhales through his nose, the band around his chest pulling with each inhale.
blood was pooling across the table, warm and fast. the agent’s body jerked once, then went slack, eyes a ruined cavity. dex pushed him aside with the restraint-bound weight of his shoulder like he was clearing debris.
a laugh, nervous, sharp, cut from nearby. the pervert from before, emboldened, trying to cover his fear. “damn, sweetheart—”
he bends, slow, deliberate, picks up the cheap plastic fork from his tray. the tines glint under the fluorescent lights. a throw. quick, clean. it spins once, twice, before burying into the pervert’s throat. the sound is wet, the gurgle of air fighting past blood. he clutches at it, stumbles, and crashes over the table. shouts erupt.
“crazy bastard.” a man two tables over, big, yellow teeth. he stands, swagger in his shoulders. “bet he don’t last the week.”
another voice joins. “yeah, tough guy can’t even eat without his little jacket.”
they both charge at him and dex pivoted on the restraint, chest heaving against the belt. one came low, dex dropped an elbow across the base of his skull, the crack sharp. another lunged, dex’s fingers closed on the sharpened edge of his own tray, swung it like a blade, catching the man’s cheek open. blood sprayed across the table, dotted the orange fabric of dex’s jumpsuit.
silence fell heavy.
he stood among the wreckage, three men bleeding, one body ruined beyond recognition, others staring from a distance. his breathing slowed, steadying as his eyes lifted. he scanned the room, deliberate. one by one, meeting gazes until heads dropped, eyes broke away. the cafeteria went quiet in his orbit.
dex’s stare lingered on the guards at the back wall. they hadn’t moved. hadn’t shouted. hadn’t raised batons. one shifted his weight, hand flexing near the taser at his belt, but when dex’s cold eyes locked on him, he froze, sweat visible at his temple.
dex sat back down, the ruined tray beside him, blood still dripping from his hands. he didn’t eat. he just stared ahead, jaw tight, the silence around him spreading like fire in dry brush.
and in that silence, he knew. survival here wouldn’t come from alliances. it would come from fear.
——
the yard is gray, muted, like the sky itself has been drained of color. the concrete stretches wide, fenced in with high chain-link topped by rolls of razor wire that catch the pale light. prisoners cluster in packs, smoking, lifting weights, circling each other in unspoken hierarchies. dex sits alone on the bleachers, the restraint across his chest stiff against his ribs, his cuffs still biting into raw wrists. he doesn’t move much. doesn’t need to. just his eyes shift, cataloguing, measuring.
he feels the press of the place against his nerves, the stench of sweat and iron, the scrape of shoes on cement, the rasp of chain-link rattling when someone leans against it. it’s all too loud, too close, and his skin itches with the constant, jagged input. his brain ticks through it in mechanical bursts: entry points, sightlines, guard rotations, blind spots. the fence. the yard gate. the towers. every piece a number, a variable in a larger equation.
escape isn’t impossible. nothing ever is. but he knows the obvious way out isn’t the real way out. not for him. fisk made sure he’s trapped inside this machine with no straight lines. general population wasn’t a mistake. it was strategy. punishment disguised as process. vanessa’s promise dissolves in his mind, sour, bitter. she used him. like everyone else.
a voice cracks across the fence behind him. low, sharp. “dex.”
he doesn’t turn right away. lets it hang, lets the tension stretch. then his head shifts, slow. eyes narrowing.
tammy hattley. her face is older, drawn tight with the weight of everything she’s lost, but her eyes are the same. calculating. broken in places she tries to cover with steel. she stands on the women’s yard side, close enough that the chain-link is the only thing between them. her knuckles curl around the metal, whitening.
dex doesn’t say anything. just stares.
she speaks first, voice cutting through the buzz of the yard. “i heard what you did in the cafeteria.” a pause, like she’s weighing her words. “you’re making them scared of you. good. that’s the only way you’ll live in here.”
he watches her. memories sharpen. her turning against the bureau. the look on her face when he pointed a gun at her, when he threw it and she went down. she should be dead. the fact that she isn’t gnaws at him like an unfinished job.
her voice lowers. “fisk has his hand in everything. guards. cells. food. he wanted you here. wanted you to burn slow. he’ll never let you leave alive.”
the words crawl under his skin. he already knew it. but hearing it confirmed stirs something sharp.
dex leans forward on the bleacher, the band across his chest creaking with the movement. his voice is calm, almost too calm. “you sound like you care.”
hattley’s jaw tightens. “i don’t. but i know him. i know how he works. he’ll keep squeezing until there’s nothing left of you.” her grip on the fence shifts, restless. “unless you find a way to turn it back on him.”
he stares at her, unblinking. behind his eyes, the plan begins to stitch itself together, thread by thread. not just survival. control. fear is a tool, and he’s already sharpened it. now it’s leverage. information. alliances. weapons. everything can be a weapon.
he lets the silence stretch, makes her fidget against the fence. then he says, quiet but cutting: “i don’t need advice.”
her face flickers, guilt, anger, grief, all of it flashing through before she steadies herself. “then don’t make the same mistake i did.”
she steps back, swallowed by the cluster of women behind her.
dex sits still, eyes fixed on the space where she was. the yard hums around him, but it’s background noise now. inside his head, the calculations spiral. every guard’s step, every prisoner’s stare, every sound of metal and concrete, he feeds it into the machine of his mind. his pulse steadies, not calmer, but sharper. he’s not just surviving.
he’s hunting.
the restraint digs into his chest as he exhales, a faint smirk tugging at his mouth.
the game has already begun.
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the rest of the day stretches on like a test of endurance, and dex feels every second of it grind across his nerves. rikers hums with a rhythm he already knows, though he’s on the wrong side of it now. when he worked fbi detail, escorting prisoners, he learned the steps of the dance, movement times, guard rotations, who eats first, how lockdowns snap into place. ten years don’t erase that. rikers doesn’t change. it’s too big, too bureaucratic. a machine that just keeps grinding. and dex has always been good at breaking machines.
he spends the yard time and the hours after mapping it out in his head. exits. choke points. where the weak spots in coverage will be. he watches the guard towers and knows exactly when the spotlight sweeps won’t line up. he counts the guards on rotation. catalogs which ones keep glancing at him, nervous, and which ones stare too hard, eager, trying to measure when fisk’s orders will pay off.
still, knowledge isn’t enough. not here. not with fisk’s shadow inside every wall. he can feel it, the guards’ eyes too cold, too deliberate, like they’re waiting for him to slip, waiting for him to die. general population wasn’t a transfer. it was a sentence. vanessa’s promise shatters in his mind again, jagged and poisonous. she never intended to free him. she dangled hope like bait, just long enough to keep him in line. like the rest. like everyone always does.
he clenches his fists until the leather bites.
inside, the air is worse, thick with sweat, metal, overcooked food that clings to the walls. dex keeps his hands folded in front of him, wrists still locked, the chest harness stiff against him. he doesn’t fight it. he doesn’t need to. he lets the restraints do the talking for him, the image of a man too dangerous to trust with his own hands.
in the common area, he picks his mark. a thinner inmate, nervous eyes, tattoos that speak louder than his voice ever could. dex doesn’t need to threaten him outright. he just sits close enough that the man feels the weight of his presence, every quiet second stretched until the silence becomes unbearable.
dex doesn’t move, doesn’t look at him, just lets his silence do the work until the man fidgets and blurts. “you’re… you’re bullseye, right?”
dex turns his head. slow. his stare pins the man like an insect. the prisoner stumbles, tries to backtrack. “i didn’t mean—i just—word gets around. you don’t wanna be in here. nobody does.”
his voice is high, too fast. dex tilts his head, studying him, cataloguing the nervous tremor in his hands, the darting eyes. weak. malleable.
“you talk too much,” dex says softly.
the man swallows hard, nodding. dex leans forward just enough that the restraint creaks against his chest. “tell the guards i want murdock. matt murdock. he’s the only one i’ll talk to.”
the man blinks, confused. dex doesn’t blink back. his voice cuts like glass. “repeat it.”
“y-you want… murdock. matt murdock. the lawyer.”
dex’s lips twitch, almost a smile. “good. say it loud. say it so they hear. and if you don’t…” he leans in just enough that the leather strap across his chest creaks, smirking, his voice dropping to a whisper sharp enough to cut. “i’ll make sure you stop breathing without ever laying a hand on you. you won’t even see it coming.”
the man nods, jumps up, and scurries away.
the murdock plan is simple, brutal. goad matt into hitting him hard enough to land in medical. from there, the path opens. kill the guards, strip a uniform, walk out. risky, yes. bloody, yes. but it plays to his strengths. violence is the only language this place understands, and it’s the only one he speaks fluently.
still, dex knows murdock might not come. matt’s too careful, too moral. maybe too tired of him. maybe he won’t bite the bait. so dex turns to contingency planning.
plan two. chaos. he knows how fast a riot spreads, how a single spark in the mess hall or in the yard can ripple through the entire block. guards flood to the violence, protocols lock them into predictable patterns. during the noise and panic, the infirmary becomes vulnerable, doctors panicked, guards stretched thin. he could ride the chaos straight into the med wing, choke out a guard, strip him down, and walk out. use the blind spots he remembers, north corridor, the west yard gates. no one looks too hard at a guard when everything’s burning.
plan three: solitary transport. he remembers the van schedules, the way they shuffle high-risk inmates for hearings, appeals, psych evals. he’d only need a sliver of opportunity, one weak guard, one poorly checked lock. once outside the walls, it’s a straight shot. and dex doesn’t miss.
plan four: bait a guard, snap his neck, use his keycard before anyone notices. every plan ends in blood, but blood doesn’t bother him.
he builds each plan in layers, redundant, overlapping. the machine in his head clicks through every angle until he can see it play out in flashes of blue, his inner world sharpening the edges of his survival.
but the thoughts that bite deeper are the ones he can’t shove into strategy. vanessa. he can still hear her voice, still see her eyes when she promised him escape, a clean slate. the promise was the only thread he clung to when the world collapsed around him. now it unravels, and he sees it clearly. she never meant it. she used him like fisk used hattley, like hattley used the bureau, like the bureau used him. everyone uses him, until he breaks.
the rage builds hot in his chest, but he keeps his face smooth, blank. only his hands twitch against the restraints, the stimming creeping back, knuckles flexing and tightening. he forces himself to breathe through it, his mind flipping back to the structure of the prison. numbers and lines. weak points. weapons.
what bothers him is time. he doesn’t have much. every day in gen pop is a countdown. prisoners who want revenge. guards who want to please fisk. the walls themselves seem to breathe his death sentence.
by the time lights-out rolls in, dex hasn’t eaten. the food was inedible anyway, its texture like damp cardboard, the smell a sensory knife twisting in his skull. he sits in the dark, eyes wide open, cataloguing every sound, the rattle of chains, the distant coughs, the guard boots on the floor. he imagines each as part of a larger equation.
the night creeps in. the cell closes in with it. dex lies on the thin mattress but doesn’t close his eyes. he won’t. sleep is weakness here. sleep is an invitation. instead he lets his mind work, turning over the map of rikers, the faces of the prisoners, the rhythm of the guards’ boots. dex stays awake, blue haze humming in his head, piecing together every path. every escape. every death he’ll need to make it happen. every detail matters. every breath is a calculation.
and under it all, the drumbeat of certainty. he will not die here. not for fisk. not for vanessa. not for anyone.
he’s going to cut his way out, one way or another.