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I have a disease where I'll die if I don't see Kochou

Summary:

《我有一种见不到蝴蝶就会死的病》的翻译版,头一次尝试了一下翻译有大量日语名词的文……翻译的不好请不要打我
This is my first time trying to translate an article full of Japanese nouns. Please don’t get mad if I did a bad job.
The title of the text serves as its introduction.

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1.
In the region around Yoshinagawa roams a female ghost, her whereabouts elusive, with a ghastly penchant for feasting on the hearts and livers of handsome men. Oyakata-sama has dispatched men to investigate time and again, but each mission met with grim outcomes: some Demon Slayers never returned, while those who did fell into violent emotional swings, consumed by anxious obsessions. Within days, they all wasted away in profound melancholy, their lives cut short.

In the end, the only recourse was to send a Hashira. Yet the ghost cared nothing for women, making Love Hashira and Insect Hashira unnecessary for the task. Wind Hashira is irritable and Flame Hashira is passionate—both seem easily stirred emotionally. Stone Hashira, perpetually tearful, and Snake Hashira, who refused to unwrap the bandages masking his face, failed to meet the ghost’s standards as a lover of fine looks; and Mist Hashira, still too young, left uncertain whether the ghost harbored a predilection for boys.

After weighing all options, Water Hashira emerged as the most fitting choice.

Oyakata-sama laid out the reasons to Giyuu in his usual formal manner, added a parting reminder: “Even the few who returned before perished from the aftereffects. Giyu, do not forget to report to the Butterfly Mansion for an examination first upon your return.”

Giyuu, as usual, replied in a deep voice, "Understood," then vanished into the night in a flash.

2.

Giyuu arrived at Yoshinagawa, but before he could even catch a trace of the ghost, a group of madams from the pleasure houses swarmed around him. They grabbed at him with eager hands, and the cloying stench of thick face powder clogged his nostrils, nearly smothering all his senses.

No wonder they swarmed: that vividly patterned haori, the crisp uniform, a face handsome enough to turn heads, and that wooden, tongue-tied air—anyone would peg him as a pretty, wealthy guy who is easy to deceive.

After years of slaying demons, dancing on the edge of a blade had become second nature, yet he’d never encountered a scene like this.

“What a handsome young man,” cooed one. “Come to our veranda—surely you’ll find a lady to match you.”

“Get your grubby paws off him, you old bat! We spotted him first!”

Giyuu felt confused. Why were they yanking him this way and that? He hadn’t the faintest clue what they wanted. As a man, his upbringing had never included a lesson on “guarding one’s chastity,” yet the situation stirred an unaccountable sense of panic in him.

In a daze, he was shoved into one of the pleasure houses. Staring at the carved screen before him, his soul echoed with three questions: *Who am I? Where am I? What am I doing here?*

From behind the screen glided a courtesan, her face powdered white, lips painted crimson. Her layered kimono skirts trailed like a waterfall across the floor, her full, scented shoulders bared to the air; one flutter of her lashes was enough to make a man’s blood race.

Surely, beauty like this was what upheld the prestige of such an establishment.

She lifted Giyuu’s chin with her folding fan, her voice coquettish: “Why won’t you speak, sir?”

In an instant, a flash of aquamarine blade light sliced through the air, severing the hand that held the fan. Yet she seemed not to care, as if such things were commonplace. She just smiled, soft and slow, while a new hand sprouted from the stump, smooth as if it had never been lost.

Giyuu’s grip on his Nichirin Blade tightened.

This was a demon—and one who’d feasted on many. She must be his target.

“How ungentlemanly,” she chided. “A little tenderness is how you win a lady’s favor.” Her movements were swift; in the blink of an eye, she was behind him. Her new hand stroked his cheek, and she breathed into his ear, “Won’t you talk to me? I have my sorrows too.”

Giyuu struck backward, driving his blade into her.

When the courtesan realized he truly meant to kill her, she threw herself into his arms. Giyuu grabbed her by the hair and lifted her, only to find her shape shifting into Shinobu Kocho’s.

Shinobu’s slender frame looked tiny in the courtesan’s garments, the fabric slipping to reveal a wanton expanse of skin.

“Who knew you’d prefer such a woman?” she purred, her hands coiling around his neck as she leaned in for a kiss. But before her lips could brush his cheek, her form snapped back to normal.

Her head rolled to the floor, its eyes fixing on the man with a look of loathing.

“To kill even the woman you love—are you even human? You’re the demon!”

Giyuu finally spoke his first words tonight: “You are not the woman I love. And I am no demon.”

The demon tried to spew more curses, but Giyuu paid her no mind and turned to leave.

Watching her wear Shinobu’s face, make that expression, speak those words—it sent a chill down his spine more unsettling than any ghost story Shinobu had ever told him.

A cool night breeze dispersed some of the cloying perfume clinging to his clothes. Giyuu let out a long breath.

Lucky he’d acted quickly. Otherwise, he might have vomited right there in the room.

3.

The kasugai crow flew ahead with tonight’s battle report, winging its way back to the Ubuyashiki estate. Giyuu, following Oyakata-sama’s instructions, first made his way to the Butterfly Mansion for an examination.

Shinobu had already heard about his mission from Oyakata-sama, but she hadn’t expected him to finish so swiftly.

After all, this demon had killed quite a few of their comrades—Shinobu had figured it’d be a tough opponent. Yet there wasn’t so much as a scratch on Giyuu.

“Good evening, Tomioka-san,” Shinobu greeted, holding an oil lamp and smiling softly. “How are you feeling? Anywhere not quite right?”

“I’m unharmed,” Giyuu replied. “I feel fine.”

“Come on in and sit. I need to draw a little blood for tests—it might take a bit.” Shinobu pulled out a chair, gesturing for him to sit, then selected a relatively fine needle.

Giyuu stared at Shinobu’s face and frowned slightly.

“Is that look of yours meant to be disdain for me, Tomioka-san?” Shinobu asked.

“It’s not disdain. The demon I met tonight took your form.”

“That sounds like quite the tale. And then what happened?”

“She tried to kiss me. I cut off her head.”

Shinobu blinked, her smile staying gentle as she quietly rummaged in the medical kit and pulled out the thickest needle there. Without a word, she jabbed it sharply into the vein on his arm.

Giyuu frowned again. “When you draw blood, it never used to hurt.”

Shinobu’s expression didn’t waver. “You’re misremembering. It’s always stung like this.”

She flicked the needle a few times, injected the blood into a vial, then used a cotton swab to spread some onto a slide, which she placed under the microscope.

“Mr. Tomioka, I can say for sure—you’ve been hit with a Blood Demon Art,” she said, looking up from the lens. “This one’s tricky. I might not have an antidote ready quickly, so you’d best stay at the Butterfly Mansion for now. That way I can keep an eye on you. Are you really not feeling anything off?”

Giyuu looked surprised. When had that happened? When the demon touched him? Or when she breathed in his ear? He’d had no idea.

Pressing a cotton ball to the puncture site, he nodded, then shook his head. “The spot where you stuck me hurts more than usual. Is that from the Blood Demon Art?”

“Oh my,” Shinobu said, her tone innocent, “who can say?”

4.

The next day, two entries appeared in Giyu’s medical record:

Patient has no visible external injuries. Blood tests show positive for residual Blood Demon Art; it is recommended that he remain at the Butterfly Mansion for observation.
Addendum: The patient appears to have sustained severe brain trauma. He should maintain a balanced diet and reduce his intake of salmon daikon.

5.

During the first two days at the Butterfly Mansion, Giyuu ate heartily and looked perfectly healthy. Though his blood tests remained positive, there was no visible sign of anything wrong with him at all.

He hadn’t had his beloved salmon daikon for three days. After dinner on the third day, he’d been in such a hurry to pack his things and leave that he suddenly collapsed in the courtyard. The sky was pitch-black, and Koya Kiyoshi, passing by, tripped over him before she even noticed. Glancing back to see the Water Hashira lying on the ground, she nearly jumped out of her skin.

But Shinobu and Kanao were both away on a mission and had been gone all day. Kanzaki Aoi and the other girls hurriedly carried him inside and sent a messenger crow to notify Shinobu. By the time she rushed back, Giyuu’s face was deathly pale, his lips were bluish, and his entire body was drenched in sweat.

Shinobu pressed her hand to his forehead and was startled by how cold he was.

These symptoms were identical to those of the previous affected Corps members.

No—that wasn’t quite right. The others had first experienced extreme mood swings, then recurring nightmares and convulsions, progressing to shock, with body temperatures consistently lower than normal. The anti–Blood Demon Art drugs became less and less effective on them, and finally they died of heart and lung failure.

The whole process took about two weeks. Giyuu hadn’t gone through any of those earlier stages. He shouldn’t have been in danger yet.

Shinobu instructed the girls to get hot-water bottles ready. Then she quickly prepared a dose of Blood Demon Art suppressant. Her fingers trembled as she injected it into his vein. She didn’t know if it was the medicine or sheer effort, but after working all night, Giyuu finally woke up around noon the next day.

He stretched, loosened up his joints, and seeing nothing felt off, he walked out.

Giyuu knocked on Shinobu’s door. When she opened it, he saw the bloodshot veins in her eyes and the dark circles beneath them.

“Shinobu, did you run into a tough demon last night?” he asked.

“No.” Shinobu rubbed her reddened eyes. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m fine. No problems at all,” Giyuu said. “Actually, I meant to say goodbye last night, but I forgot why I ended up staying an extra night.”

Shinobu pressed her fingers to her temples in frustration. “You went into sudden shock. Your heart rate dropped to 50 beats per minute. The Blood Demon Art concentration in your blood was three times higher than before, and your body temperature was extremely low. I honestly thought you wouldn’t survive the night.”

“But I did survive,” Giyuu said.

Shinobu took a deep breath and said helplessly, “Tomioka-san, you can’t leave yet. The fact that you even woke up is a medical miracle. No matter what, you can’t leave the Butterfly Mansion until the Blood Demon Art is completely cleared from your system.”

Giyuu thought for a moment and asked, “Kochou, so… can I have salmon daikon now?”

“No, you can’t.”

6.

In the following days, Shinobu had to draw blood once every hour. Since a swordsman’s hands were important, she chose to take the blood from Giyuu’s earlobe instead, leaving tiny red pinpricks all over it.

“Oh my, Tomioka-san, after treatment, maybe you can wear earrings on your ears like Tanjiro,” Shinobu mused, tapping her chin with a mischievous grin, “Previous patients all had bouts of wild mood swings. Honestly, I’ve been looking forward to seeing you go through fits of joy and sorrow too. Such an interesting Tomioka-san—I’d want to study you immediately.”

Giyuu clutched both his ears, gazing at Shinobu with a rather aggrieved, resistant expression.

Without the Water Hashira’s strength, the demon-slaying missions were even heavier than usual. Soon, Shinobu had to return to battle.

Before leaving, she instructed the children at the Butterfly Mansion that Tomioka’s Blood Demon Art concentration had dropped significantly these past two days, stabilising, but to be safe, they must still test his blood hourly. If an emergency arose, they were to send word at once and inject the potion she’d prepared in advance.

This time Shinobu went on the mission with the Wind Hashira. After a long night of bitter fighting, they finally cut off the demon’s head.

As the sky began to pale with the first light of dawn, she saw a messenger crow flying toward them in the distance, and her heart sank.

“Kochou Shinobu! Water Hashira Tomioka Giyuu is critically wounded! The medicine didn’t work! Hurry back to the Butterfly Mansion! Hurry!”

Sanemi shouted, “Hah? What’s going on with that damn Tomioka?”

Shinobu felt a throbbing at her temples. She turned at once and sprinted toward the Butterfly Mansion. “It’s a long story. Tomioka-san was hit by a Blood Demon Art—his condition’s unstable. Anyway, we need to get back as fast as possible.”

Sanemi caught up with her. “You’ve been fighting demons all night—can you even keep going?”

Shinobu said, “Shinazugawa-san, there’s no helping it. We’re Hashira. We always have to carry more.”

“How about this,” Sanemi said, rubbing his nose a little. “I’ll carry you on my back. I’m faster than you. You can rest a bit. That idiot Tomioka can die for all I care, but I don’t want to see Kanae’s little sister struggling.”

Shinobu froze for a moment, then smiled. “Then thank you very much.”

7.

 

Even with Sanemi’s help, by the time Shinobu rushed back to the Butterfly Mansion, daylight was already streaming in. She hurried into the infirmary in long strides. The girls there had done everything they could; when they saw her return, they looked at her as if she were their savior.

“You all did very well. Aoi, stay here and assist me. The rest of you go get some rest.” Shinobu placed her hand on Giyuu’s wrist. His pulse was still very weak.

“Aoi, what were Giyuu’s blood test results for the past hour?”

“It’s four times the normal level. We injected the medicine but couldn’t control it,” said Kanzaki Aoi worriedly, holding a tray.

“Go brew a bowl of wisteria decoction,” Shinobu instructed.

She also prepared a drug to increase his heart rate. Before injecting it, she tested the concentration of Blood Demon Art residue in Giyuu’s blood once more. To her surprise, it had dropped significantly.

Shinobu held Giyuu’s hand, sitting at his bedside, staring at him in disbelief.

She hadn’t even done anything yet—just rushed back and run one blood test. That was all.

A thought flashed through her mind. She set the syringe aside and simply held both of Giyuu’s hands in hers. Soon, color began returning to his face, and the chill in his hands slowly faded.

When Aoi came back with the medicine, Shinobu put a finger to her lips, signaling for silence, and had her set the bowl aside.

More than half an hour later, Giyuu opened his eyes.

He turned his head. The girl beside him was still holding his hand, apparently so exhausted that she had fallen asleep on the edge of his bed.

Giyuu tried to pull his hand back but hesitated, afraid of waking her, so he let her keep holding it.

Before long, Shinobu seemed to fall into a nightmare. Her brows knit tightly, and her body trembled. Giyuu had no choice but to wake her.

“Kochou, wake up. Kochou.”

She woke to find Giyuu watching her with concern, and suddenly her eyes grew wet.

“Giyuu-san, I’m so glad you’re okay.”

“Don’t cry. I’m fine,” Giyuu said. “Also, can you let go of my hand?”

Shinobu let go at once. “Giyuu-san, you had another episode yesterday, did you know? The good news is—I have some new ideas about your condition.”

“What is it?”

“I suspect the Blood Demon Art you’re afflicted with is connected to me,” Shinobu said. “You mentioned before that demon turned into my appearance, right?”

Giyuu nodded.

“This time, the medicine Aoi and the others used on you was the same as what I used last time. The only difference is that back then I was the one touching you. Same this time: when I came back and held your hand, your condition improved rapidly. Blood Demon Art isn’t something you can explain with common sense, so I’m guessing that physical contact with me suppresses the residual effect in your body—or might even eliminate it entirely.”

Giyuu immediately perked up. “How long do I need to stay in contact?”

“That I can’t guarantee. It’s only a hypothesis,” Shinobu said with a sweet, sly smile. “Last time, other girls did the blood tests for you, and I didn’t even see you for a whole day, but you were fine. Maybe even just meeting face-to-face has some effect.”

Giyuu suddenly clasped Shinobu’s hand earnestly, looking deep into her eyes.

A blush bloomed on Shinobu’s cheeks. Flustered, she stammered, “Eh? Eh? Giyuu-san!”

“So… can I hold Shinobu’s hand while eating salmon daikon?”

Shinobu didn’t stop smiling. She gripped his hand tightly in return and said gently:

“For the sake of your health—absolutely not♡~”

8.

“Shinobu, you just called me Giyuu-san, didn’t you?”

“I did no such thing.”

“I heard it.”

“You were hearing things.”

“Then can I call you Shinobu?”

“Do as you please, Gi-yu-u-sa-n.”

9.

After a week of testing, Shinobu reached a series of conclusions.

(1) Regular face-to-face meetings and skin contact can keep the concentration of the Blood Demon Art in Giyuu Tomioka’s body at a relatively low level, but neither can completely eliminate its effects.

(2) If they go more than 3 hours without seeing each other, the Blood Demon Art concentration in Giyuu’s body will gradually rise. After 12 hours, it reaches a level that causes shock. After 18 hours, his heart rate drops below 50, putting his life in danger.

(3) Both skin contact and simply meeting can lower the Blood Demon Art concentration in his body, but skin contact reduces it at 2.5 times the rate of just meeting.

(4) If meeting frequently is impossible, looking at a photo of the other person can also have a suppressive effect, but this method is only safe for up to 48 hours.

(5) The Blood Demon Art in Giyuu’s body is not impossible to eliminate completely, but it is extremely unusual and will require testing all 4,352 available medicines one by one.

Shinobu presented the experiment report to the Master, who said kindly, “You’ve worked so hard lately.”

Looking at the Oyakata-sama's gentle smile, Shinobu thought to herself that she’d rather die than tell anyone that in order to produce that report, she’d had to hold hands with Giyuu for two whole days—almost making eating, sleeping, and even going to the bathroom impossible.

10.

Giyuu was ready to return to battle again. Before he left, Shinobu tossed him a pocket watch.

“Giyuu-san, remember to check it often. Don’t go dying on the battlefield just because you weren’t paying attention—I still need to make you the antidote.”

Giyuu took it. Where the clock face should have been was a photo of Shinobu smiling. He hung the watch around his neck and said, “Thank you. I’ll look at it often.”

“Wait a moment.” Shinobu stepped forward, tucked the watch inside his uniform collar, and carefully buttoned it up for him one button at a time. “Don’t let anyone else see it. I don’t want people getting the wrong idea.”

Giyuu didn’t quite understand what she meant by “the wrong idea.” Tilting his head, he asked, “Is this okay now?”

“It’s okay now,” Shinobu said. “May you have good fortune in battle.”

“You too. Good fortune in battle.”

11.

Wait a moment—Ms. Mitsuri Kanroji, the kind-hearted Hashira passing by, has something to say.

“Aya, that day I saw Shinobu-chan give Tomioka-san a gift! She tucked it so sweetly right over his chest, how romantic! And she even buttoned up his uniform for him, and they said goodbye like they didn’t want to part… it made my heart go thump-thump, all fluttery and shy!”

In an unnoticed corner of the world, this story—certified by the Love Hashira herself—about the Water and Insect Hashira secretly falling in love quietly spread through the entire Demon Slayer Corps... but that, of course, is another tale.

“Ara, that day I saw little Shinobu give Giyuu-san a gift! She so thoughtfully tucked it right against his chest—it was so romantic! She even buttoned up his uniform for him! Then they said such reluctant goodbyes... honestly, my heart was going ba-dump ba-dump just watching them. It was so embarrassing and sweet!”

In an unnoticed corner of the world, this story—certified by the Love Hashira herself—about the Water and Insect Hashira secretly falling in love quietly spread through the entire Demon Slayer Corps... but that, of course, is another tale.

12.

The Water Hashira was finally well enough to take on a mission again (or at least that’s what everyone thought). Naturally, for his first assignment back, he’d be sent out alongside other Hashira. Unfortunately, Shinobu—who normally partnered with him—had been busy running herself ragged over his condition, leaving a backlog of other missions she had to handle. She simply couldn’t go with him.

The Flame and Love Hashira, who got along with him a little better, were also tied up with their own work. In the end, he was paired with the one Hashira he got along with the worst: the Wind Hashira.

“Actually,” Lady Amane gently advised them, “this is a chance for the two of you to reconcile. Oyakata-sama hopes you’ll put aside your differences and learn to get along.”

Faced with Amane, neither of them dared to protest outright, but Sanemi’s rarely seen dark pupils were rolling toward the heavens, while Giyuu’s expression looked as lifeless as a salmon daikon’s salmon.

Their opponent was a Lower Moon demon. Against two Hashira, it wasn’t much of a fight, but Sanemi still took a long slash to the arm.

After killing the demon, Sanemi spat on the ground and tore off part of his uniform to bandage it.

“Tch. I’ve done worse to myself before.”

Giyuu didn’t say anything. He simply pulled out his pocket watch and glanced at it.

“What the hell are you looking at?” Sanemi leaned over, and Giyuu quickly tucked the watch away.

“What is that thing anyway? You’re guarding it like it’s treasure.”

Giyu replied flatly, “You can’t see it.”

“I didn’t even say I wanted to see it!” Sanemi roared. “Keep it to yourself then!”

They traveled back together, both of them starving after fighting all night. When they passed a restaurant, they went in to get something to eat.

Along the way, Giyuu kept pulling out that pocket watch. The moment Sanemi looked over, he’d stuff it away again. Sanemi’s irritation was reaching its limit. By the time the waiter was about to serve their meal, Giyu had pulled out the damn thing again—and Sanemi, his patience long gone, snatched it from him.

“Look look look! What’s so damn important?! You’re not gonna die from showing me!”

Giyuu still clutched the watch tightly. “Shinobu told me not to let anyone else see it.”

That did it. Sanemi’s fury erupted. He slammed the wooden table in half with his blade and shoved Giyuu hard. Giyuu’s grip slipped, and the watch fell open, revealing the photo inside.

A young woman with a bright, mischievous smile and sparkling eyes—who else but the Insect Hashira, Shinobu?

“You bastard! I should’ve just left you to die back then! Fighting’s no problem for you, but you holed up at the Butterfly Mansion all this time just to make a move on her, huh?”

“I wasn’t trying to make a move on Shinobu.”

“Hah! You call her that sweetly and say you weren’t?”

“Actually,” Giyuu said with his usual blank face, “I have a disease where I’ll die if I don’t see Shinobu.”

Sanemi’s raised fist froze mid-air. His face went from pale to green, then to red, and finally settled into an expression like his IQ had just been insulted.

“TOMIOKA GIYUU! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

13.

Later, the Water Hashira received the Butterfly Mansion’s bruises-and-sprains treatment package, the Wind Hashira got their anti-swelling-and-pain relief package, and the Ubuyashiki Estate received a compensation bill from the ramen shop owner for damages to the establishment.

14.

When Shinobu went to apply medicine to Giyuu’s injuries, he said in a pitiful voice, “Shinazugawa started it.”

Shinobu patted his head. “Giyuu-san is so good. Giyuu-san did so well. Should I praise you, Giyuu-san?”

For Giyuu, sarcasm was perhaps a bit too advanced a rhetorical device, so he took her words as genuine praise.

Later, this is how Kanao described it to Tanjiro and the others:

“Water Hashira-sama had no expression at all, but for some reason, it felt like there were little flowers blooming in the background behind him. It was honestly chilling.”

15.

A few days later, there was another Hashira meeting. This time, the focus of the discussion was that the Hashira should get along like true comrades, like brothers and sisters—no more fighting or brawling.

After the meeting ended, Kyojuro came over. Shinobu, as usual, greeted him politely with a smile, and he, in turn, greeted her in his usual booming, drum-in-the-eardrum voice with cheerful enthusiasm.

Congratulations! Kochou! When are you two planning the wedding banquet?

Wait—wedding banquet?

Shinobu blinked in confusion. “What wedding banquet?”

You and Tomioka haven’t planned one? !Tomioka hasn’t even suggested it? !My parents said they’d be delighted to help out!!!

Now everyone’s eyes turned to Shinobu and Kyojuro. Shinobu had no idea what was going on anymore and wished she could just crawl into a hole. She turned to look at the other party in this rumor—and found Giyuu wearing his usual vacant, clueless expression.

“I’m getting married?” Giyuu asked, pointing at himself, thoroughly baffled.

Sanemi, red with fury, brandished his sword at Giyuu. “Hey! You two, no matter how fast things move, premarital sex is still off limits!”

“Oh, oh! Shinobu, so you have gotten that far?” Mitsuri chimed in, eyes sparkling with curiosity, helpfully pouring fuel on the fire.

Worst of all was Oyakata-sama himself, who also smiled gently and said: “Giyuu, Shinobu, everyone truly wishes you both happiness.”

“W–wait a second! There’s nothing like that between me and Tomioka-san! I don’t even know what you’re all talking about!” Shinobu turned bright red, raising her voice as loud as she could. “Tomioka-san, say something too!”

Giyuu immediately understood. He took two steps forward.

“Yes. I just have a disease where I’ll die if I don’t see Shinobu.”

The room erupted in cheers and applause of congratulations.

Shinobu felt all the blood rush to her head. Her breathing grew labored. A white flash filled her vision.

Ah… Sister? Mother? Father? Are you here to take me with you?

Just before she completely lost consciousness, she heard Mitsuri shouting:

“Oh no! Shinobu fainted from happiness!”

Everything went black for Shinobu as she passed out completely.

16.

When Shinobu woke up, Giyuu wasn’t there. It was Kanao who was taking care of her.

She grabbed Kanao’s shoulders urgently and asked, “How far have the rumors about me and Tomioka Giyuu spread?”

“The version I heard is… Tomioka-san spent every night at the Butterfly Mansion without returning to his own quarters. You gave him a keepsake pocket watch as a token of your love. Then at today’s Hashira meeting, Tomioka-san proposed to you, and you were so moved you fainted.”

“What in the world...” Shinobu closed her eyes, massaging her forehead with a bitter smile. “You’d all heard this already, hadn’t you? Why didn’t anyone tell me?”

Kanao blinked innocently. “I thought you were the kind of person who doesn’t like having private matters talked about behind your back. Besides… everyone already knew.”

Shinobu patted her own cheeks to calm herself. “Where’s Tomioka right now? I’m going to find him.”

“He’s probably drinking with the other Hashira… and with Tanjiro and the others. Uzui-sama said they should properly celebrate the last of his single days.”

Shinobu’s anger surged. She hurriedly slipped on her wooden sandals, threw on her haori, and stormed out the door.

17.

When Shinobu arrived at the little tavern they all frequented, Giyuu was already thoroughly drunk. Tengen and Zenitsu were egging him on, trying to get a look at his pocket watch, but he stubbornly refused to let go.

“No. Shinobu said… I can’t show anyone.”

Seeing this, Shinobu felt a complicated mix of emotions.

Sigh… Giyuu-san is still like this. So clueless and earnest—how can anyone feel at ease about leaving him alone?

Tomioka! Shinobu’s a good girl! You have to treasure her! Cheers!” That was Kyojuro, raising his cup and promptly forcing another full drink down Giyuu’s throat.

Giyuu could no longer sit up straight. He slumped over the table, staring at the pocket watch. As he kept looking, he suddenly began to smile and started slurring his words.

“I used to look at her… to get better… but lately, I just want to see her… always want to see her… it’s like… some other sickness? I don’t know if it’s for treatment… or just ‘cause I want to see her.”

At that moment, Tanjiro noticed Shinobu standing silently in the doorway. He nudged Giyuu.

“Giyuu-san, Shinobu’s here to see you.”

“Oho! Not even married yet and already henpecked,” someone jeered.

Giyuu saw Shinobu and staggered over to her. Someone in the crowd shouted for them to kiss. His bleary eyes locked onto her as he cupped her face.

Shinobu looked at him. In those deep, unfathomable blue eyes, there was nothing but her reflection.

She nearly forgot to breathe.

Giyuu gave his head a violent shake, mumbling “can’t… can’t,” before collapsing onto her.

Shinobu ended up with the drunkard slung over her shoulder, facing the awkwardly silent room.

Meanwhile, the main culprit for all this was fast asleep like a sack of potatoes, utterly oblivious to the mess he’d caused.

18.

When Giyuu sobered up, he found himself still at the Butterfly Mansion. Shinobu was sitting there watching him calmly, but there was a definite… hint of schadenfreude on her face.

“Giyuu-san, you're finally awake. Do you remember what you did last night?”

The headache from his hangover hadn’t subsided, and besides, he’d blacked out completely. Giyuu rubbed his head and shook it.

“All right then—let’s give you a little hint.” Shinobu smiled slyly and tapped her own lips. “Guess what you did?”

Giyuu stared at the gesture, struck as if by lightning.

“I… kissed you?”

“Ah, so you haven’t forgotten everything,” Shinobu said with a bright, teasing smile. “And it wasn’t just a kiss—it was a forceful public one. So rough, too. Look, my lips are even a little swollen.”

Giyu’s gaze dropped to her lips. They *were* slightly red and puffy.

He drew in a deep breath, then unsheathed his Nichirin sword, face solemn.

“In that case—”

Shinobu quickly pressed a hand over his to stop him. “You mustn’t, Giyuu-san! Isn’t this when you’re supposed to say something about taking responsibility?”

Giyuu looked genuinely confused.

“Take responsibility… doesn’t that mean I should die to prove your innocence?”

“That’s really not necessary,” Shinobu sighed. Then she tilted her head thoughtfully. “If you want to apologize—remember two years ago? We helped a girl named Yae. After the mission, we had dinner at a little place down the mountain.”

Giyuu furrowed his brow, rummaging through his memory for the name Yae. It took him a solid two minutes before he finally caught hold of a faint recollection.

“Was it at Northern Inn Station?”

“That’s right! I’m impressed Giyuu-san remembered.” Shinobu clapped her hands lightly in delight. “I want you to take me to eat there again.”

“That’s all?”

“That’s all.”

Compared to committing seppuku, taking Shinobu out for a meal was an absurdly cheap price to pay. Giyuu agreed immediately, promising to go there with her again when the first snow fell that year.

19.

There was still over a month to go before winter set in. After missions, Giyuu still had to take out Shinobu’s photo to look at it. He still went to the Butterfly Mansion whenever he could to get his blood tested, held hands with Shinobu while brewing medicine, and sometimes even be seen walking around hand in hand.

After all, the rumors had already gone so far as to claim they even had a child—so holding hands felt like no big deal. No one would find it strange anymore. Occasionally, some Corps members would shoot them poisonous glares, but over time everyone got desensitized.

A little salute, a little hand-holding—we’re all just good friends.

20.

When the first snow fell, Giyuu and Shinobu arrived hand in hand at the izakaya in Northern Inn Station.

Giyuu couldn’t help thinking back: the last time he’d come here, he’d been eating salmon daikon. But when was the last time he actually got to eat salmon daikon?

As he mused, Shinobu smiled and pushed a bowl of salmon daikon toward him.

“Can I eat it?” Giyuu stared at the dish, swallowing hard.

“Eat up. The daikon’s stewed until it’s soft—just how you like it, Giyuu-san.

Afraid she might change her mind any second, he immediately stuffed two huge mouthfuls in, his cheeks puffing out like a chipmunk.

Ish my...illnesh...okay?” he mumbled, mouth full.

“No problem at all, Giyuu-san. In fact, your illness was cured already.”

Giyuu stared at her in shock. The piece of daikon in his mouth fell back into the bowl.

“When did that happen?”

“About a month ago.”

“And the medicine I was testing?”

“It was konpeito candy.”

“The blood samples?”

“Balsam flower juice.”

“The salmon daikon?”

“You could have eaten it the whole time.”

Giyuu was speechless for a moment. He turned his face away like a sulking child and stuffed in two more bites of fish.

“Giyuu-san is just too cute,” Shinobu giggled. She reached out with her free hand to poke him gently in the back. “I always want to tease you a little. Besides… you were really happy, weren’t you? Even though coming once every two days would have been enough, you kept showing up at the Butterfly Mansion every single day when you didn’t have a mission.”

When Giyuu stayed silent, Shinobu continued:

“Actually, that day… you didn’t really kiss me.”

Giyuu blinked at her in surprise.

“Uzui-san and the others kept egging you on to kiss me. You walked all the way over with your nose practically touching my face… then just shook your head and fell asleep. What was it? Did you think I’m not attractive enough?”

“Shinobu isn’t an unattractive girl,” Giyuu mumbled, his ears turning red.

“Then why didn’t you kiss me?”

Giyuu avoided her eyes. “Because… I shouldn’t do that when I’m not in my right mind. And… I didn’t know if you’d want me to…”

“Wow. That’s surprisingly pure of you, Giyuu-san. I’m actually a little touched,” Shinobu said. “You know, I heard you that night. You didn’t just come to the Butterfly Mansion to get treatment—you really wanted to see me, didn’t you? What do they call it? Drunk words speak sober thoughts?”

“Just one last thing, Giyuu-san.” She leaned in close, her eyes glittering as she looked at him.

“You’re perfectly healthy now. No more illness. You know I have a pretty terrible personality—I like teasing you. You also know everyone around you tricked you into giving up your favorite salmon daikon for four months.”

“Given all that, do you still want to hold my hand?”

As she spoke, she lifted their clasped hands between them, fingers tightly interlaced.

Giyuu squeezed even tighter and said, “Of course.”

“Because I really do have a disease where I’ll die if I can’t see Kochou.”

 

fin.

 

1.The Courtesan Demon’s Blood Demon Art is a powerful charm spell plus the ability to turn into the victim’s ideal type. If she manages to sneak a kiss while they’re distracted, the target will fall completely in love with her. She’s actually a very formidable demon, especially since she’s so good at running away—unfortunately, she ran into our utterly oblivious Giyuu, who just didn’t get it at all. (Tragic.)

2.Shinobu’s nightmare is that both her sister and Giyuu die right in front of her.

3.Shinobu’s lips were actually red because she’d eaten spicy peppers.