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It was quiet in the classroom now the kindergartens had left to go home with their parents. Miss Sasha is now cleaning the classroom for her high-school class. Now She putting color pencils in the pencil holder counting the minutes til Demi class is over so she can see her favorite class.
Every minute felt like a hour to her all she need to do is to wait. she look up to clock and sigh 'just 20 minutes left.' She thought as she went back to cleaning.
She loved her job alot she get played with the smaller children. she loved it she love seeing them smile and played with one other.
Their world was filled with pirates and mermaids she bet there beautiful pastels in it as well. Not the black and white world that was filled with violent what the world truly was.
She remembered when she do her high school classes she away dreaded doing it. Because the high schoolers were rude and disrespectful to her. even if some her classes don't it just not the same,
Like her kindergarten classes til she had the T class they acted like her kindergarten class almost to close. Of course they don't acted completely like kindergartens they still high-schooler.
But still it was adorable to her...
She away tried to asked Grace give more time with them she keep telling her no oh well. She look back to her colorful classroom all the art supplies were put up and ready to use.
She look back up to the clock only 15 minutes went by which means just 5 more minutes 'oh I can't wait to see them! I got new good art project for us to start on. I wonder if they gonna like it? of course they like it they away so accepting and kind.'
Sasha smiled when the bell finally rang she rushed out the door waiting to greet them. She just can't wait to see them than one by one they came.
Once they all settled down and calmed down enough "okay class we gonna do a new art project. We all gonna get some crayons to draw some of your best work. So I can show to the rest of school how great little artists you all are!" She said
The class started drawing she walk around the class seeing if anyone needs help she saw a hand raised it was ruby she walked over to the small robot girl "yes ruby what do you need?" Ruby looked bit unsure when she said that so she continues hoping to calm the robot down "just so you know you can tell me anything..." ruby looked a bit happy hearing that and start talking "I don't know what to draw... I want to know if you have some ideas?... I'm sorry for bothering you"
'Aw that so adorable she wants my ideas!' She thought "well I do have some artworks. That other classes did that I really like I can show to you if you want." "Oh yes please!" Ruby face screen show a lil cute smile Miss Sasha went to grab some til she hear fighting. she look to see the table with Engel and Zip are both arguing with each other
'Oh fuck they fighting i should stop them' she pick up some of the artwork she want to show ruby she feel a bit bad making Ruby. Wait but she sure the little robot can wait after the girl was so patient. She immediately went to table that Engel and zip are at. To see what the problem is " engal Zip why you both fighting"She asked
Before Engel could have a first say she add a "You go first Zip." The poor boy slumped in chair clearly dispoint Zip start "well I was minding my business til Abbie started messing with me. so I just throw a airplane at him so now engal mad at me."
After she finished with a cute pouty smile that make her look like a little grumpy puppy not the big tough dragon she supposed to be. The girl look so proud of what she said sasha don't want to ruined it. She look so cute with her little pointy teeth poking out.
But even she know she don't need to hear Engal side, to know what Zip just said was a lie. but how can she punish a sweet girl like her especially after what poor girl went through.
So she decided to fix the problem by doing what she supposed to do at start year moved Zip to her friends. Engal seems relieved that she was being moved probably she can't mess with his friend he was away so sweet.
She went to cheek Abbie to see if the poor boy was okay. She wipe his little tears telling him sweet nothing to him. The boy gave her a adorable smile to show he was fine now. After she make sure he was okay she suddenly realized she didn't check on Chip yet.
The young boy is only one that stays after the kindergarten class was finished because his mother had to do some work. and wanted to make sure the her children was safe, after school so she made a deal with her to make sure her children are safe.
Chip was still playing in the corner minding his business, but still she went to check to make sure he was okay. She walk over to him in his little corner playing with pirates toys.
Once he notices her the young boy smile brightly it might permanently blind her if she wasn't used to it already "Hi Miss Sasha" the young boy said "hi Chip! So what you playing"
The boy give a big smile while saying "I am playing the boat is sinking everybody drying someone please help game!" 'Well that was morbid' she thought but than again what she expected he was his mother child.
After she finished making sure he was okay she left going give the artwork to Ruby. Till she feel a little pull on her pants she looked down to see a small girl with bubble like hair. All the high-school students were 2 feet shorter than her, it kinda normal to look down on them but they never pull on her pants.
It was so freaking adorable...
Bubble was pulling her pant looking up with star eyes. The girl kinda look like toddler looking up. The girl eyes spark with some sort innocence in it.
The poor girl must need something she put the artworks up for a bit and go down to bubble level "what you need dear" She asked in gentle tone the girl eyes spark, she will never understand how bubble mother ever hated the young girl eyes.
they were just so adorable it was good that women was out her life and her grandmother telling how beautiful her eyes truly are. "Miss Sasha I looking for one of the crayons but I can't find it can you maybe help me please" Bubble asked in shy tone.
Miss Sasha could die of cuteness right there she was so cute if she don't have control over herself. she would pick her up gave her, the best cuddles ever but no she had to stay calm. she was a teacher not a mother... yeah she was not a mother.
"Sure Bubble what color you looking for?" Bubble eyes spark again with her fluffy tail wagging it was so cute "I think it was called cerulean frost" right after Bubble said she immediately started looking through the crayons to give the right crayon,
the young girl wanted it was hard to find it but she finally found it and gave it to the her. The way the young girl face bright when she finds it. Was one of the greatest thing that happened to her she even did a little squeak at end.
Bubble said a little thank you and skipped back to her seat Miss Sasha looked around the class. To see if anyone need help but once it seems everyone okay she grabbed the artworks walk over to Ruby.
Ruby was waiting patiently for Sasha to come back. the girl seemed bright seeing her "Hey ruby I'm so sorry it took me a while to get back to you" She apologize to the young girl feeling bad "it okay Miss Sasha I understand" ruby said 'aw' the girl was away do understanding toward others even when they don't deserve it...
Sasha showed her the artworks and the small robot would go "ooh" and "ahh" at each one but one of the artworks make the young robot tail wag "do you want me to leave this one here so you can have some more ideas in that little robot head of your" She asked in almost teasing tone poking the young girl head a bit.
The young robot nods quickly agreeing in a childlike matter. Sasha just smile at her and left her the artwork she wanted to use. After she was done she went back to her desk. Watched the children do the artwork as her mind drift away to a part of her brain.
The part of her brain that she hated the one, she can't control seeing children go on their lives made her feel jealous. Seeing they playing with one other, laughing with one other, they being completely obvious to cruel harsh world.
It made her think why don't she have her own children. Why can't she watched her own children playing, laughing, being obvious to cruel world.
She would protect her children from the cruel world. She would have played with them or help their homework. She would do anything to have one.
But for some reason God decided she doesn't deserve one. she don't understand why she can't have one but horrible people can.
People that have neglect, abused, raped, and murder children and their own can have them but she can't. She feel tears falling down her face as her mind spiral more and more.
She feels bits of her control leaving the only thing she can think how unfair it was. Yes how unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair why can't she have one. wHy CaN'T shE hAve oNe JUST ONE! she only wants only one child to protect from the world.
Why the world have to be so cruel she knows others going through worse but why just why. the world became a bit blurring and nauseous to her.
Only the thing she feels is rage raged towards the horrible people that hurt kids, the world, God itself only thing she feel is anger.
She feel a little poke her shoulder she look down to see Lana with concern look. oh yeah she was crying she look back at empty tables then look back at the clock and realized the bell went off 20 minutes ago.
It look like Zip mother been picked up her kids without saying anything. She didn't even realize all her students had left. she felt horrible what kind of teacher was she, to lose such control to not noticed her students had left.
She put her hands over her face and started to sob she just thinking how she deserves one. But she can't make sure her students went home safely.
She felt horrible maybe she really doesn't deserve one. Sasha continue to sob forgetting Lana was still there til she hear her voice "Miss Sasha please don't cry I don't like it when you sad" Lana said trying to calm her down.
Sasha feel a bit more worse being comfort by a child but only the thing. She can focus on how the girl was trying to comfort her
Lana grab a piece paper and show it to her it was the girl and her they both holding hands in what seemed to be field and having sun out.
Sasha can't help but let tears fall but instead of sadness, it was happiness she just pulled the young girl in a hug. It was warm She pulled her fingers down the girl hair, it kinda feels like the girl had not brush it.
Lana mother always told her how Lana don't brush her hair. So it could be that Lana hair feels do nice she wondered if Lana would let her.
The girl feel so small in her arms she wanted to keep her in her arms forever. she knows Lana have family but she doesn't want to let her go.
She could feel Lana trying to get out her hold but luckily the gitl was too weak. She began rock Lana back and forth like she was newborn.
That's seems stopped Lana from moving the girl eyes seems to be sleeping like she was about go to sleep in her arms. The girl look so adorable in her arms she wants to keep her from the world.
She wants keep her in her arms feeling the warmth of her child forever. Lana curl herself in ball making her look like a infant in her arms. Slowly the girl went to sleep it was so cute how her chest raised up and down. How the girl keeps her sock puppets to her.
No one was here. No one can stop her taking her away. She sure Lana Family would be very understanding if she takes her away for a bit. If they not she would make them understand.
A knock it was simple act to let her know who was at door, It was Lana mother and her boss Miss Grace who don't looked so happy with her.
Grace started "Lana and her mother have to talk with some of the teachers about her grades" "Oh she doing great in my class-""that don't include you" Grace cut her off with some venom in You. Sasha sweat drops she know she lost some control.
She awkwardly walk with Lana in her arms to her mother who was probably weird out by her. Which makes sense she was cradling her child like she was infant.
"Here you go you have very sweet child" putting Lana in her arms "um... thanks" she awkwardly say and start power walking away from her leaving her and her boss alone.
She know Grace was pissed she didn't need to look to know "Sasha" she started "what were you doing?" " I just wanted to know how it feels to be a-" Grace cutted her off again
"Let me guess you think you can play mommy to a child who already have a mother do you think her mother doing a bad job?" Sasha sweat drops she know Grace was be gonna at her she knows. Grace told her stop treating them like they were toddlers but she can't help it. They just acted like it words she said so many times.
"No!" "than stop you are their teacher not their mother so stop acting like it" Grace finished those words stung it seems Grace realized that. But didn't help when Sasha started crying instead she walked away closing the door. Leaving Miss Sasha alone to cry with no one to comfort her but herself this time
It seems like she need to work on her self control more....