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I’m messed up (Ticci Toby x reader)

Summary:

It takes a few moments before you hear someone approaching you, leaves crunching under its boots. You feel them kneel beside you, slowly moving the restrains. You're supposing that they're loosening them, or doing something, but you just look at the floor, where the body once was. Blood decorating the forest floor. You're unable to rip your eyes away from the spot. Even as this mystery person unties your legs from your arms.

You can feel the soreness and rope burns from being held is such an awkward position for so long. You can feel your wounds more clearly now, crying in pain, begging to be attended to, but you stay in the same uncomfortable position, zoning out. You begin to dissociate from the situation quickly, blinking occasionally was the only thing you can do.

You feel yourself being lifted bridal style, and your head finally turns to meet your rescuer. Maybe it was the shock of it all, or your dissociative mind, but when you see the mouth guard, and the goggles, all you can do is say "Hey Toby." In a raspy and grading voice, gently resting your head into his shoulder. He pauses for a moment, and twitches hard. "H-Hi (y/n)." He greets before walking off with you in his arms.

Chapter 1: A/N- HEY LISTEN

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Hey wonderful people, I wanted to give a quick warning about some of the books themes. This book heavily centers around trauma and trauma related issues. There are heavy themes mental heath issues, and a flawed main character. Themes mostly involve separation anxiety, panic disorders, and anxious attachments. If any of these trigger you, please read with caution. You are never alone, if you need someone to talk to, my DM's are always open for you lovely people. If you don't feel comfortable talking to me, please call '988' this is the international Association for suicide prevention. They're open 24hrs and they cover languages English and Spanish.

With that out of the way

It's also going to be quite a big book and a very slow beginning. I will be updating every Wednesday. Please don't forget to vote and comment 🫶🏻