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I'm cracking under the pressure
of trying to keep my shit together.
Cracks in my shell and cracks in my soul,
but it's not the light that shines in.
Sit at home alone, sad songs in the background
and they still don't make me whole
No laughter, no lies, but no joy or surprise.
But that's all to be expected from this road.
No road maps and no one to tell me which way to go.
Skid marks and swerves in the dark,
chasing something or is something chasing me?
I don't know now and I'm not sure I'll ever be,
but I don't know why they think they can see me.
My self is hidden and hollow, watching to see which way you'll go.
You think you're watching me, hate to break it to anyone, but that you'll never see.
Sleepless nights and battle scars are alright,
forget the lines to the play I'm supposed to write.
This is only going to be me, you see?