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Timeline: after season 5 of elite. And seasons 2 of young royals.
Las Encinas has new director finally. Benjamin was going crazy lately so new one wanted to be better, progressive, more open to new ways she can give those kids knowledge. Considering her predecessor it was pretty easy. She decided that some collaboration with best schools all over Europe would be great. That’s how they ended up with around 20 royal kids from Sweden coming for two weeks visit. Together with quite famous young crown prince of Sweden. They already had experience with royalty, though she wasn’t around at that time, but she hoped that everything will be fine. Coming here she heard stories about Patrick’s and some boys that not around anymore games, but turns out kid was just fine. Did not bring any havoc, just skip a lot of classes and stick to his boyfriend. In any case it was other kids who give her daily headache. Anyway she will deal with few more potentially difficult teenagers and then send them all together to that private school in Sweden.
“Patrick, we are late!” Ivan was nagging his boyfriend to come down already. They was sleeping at his place and the fact that Cruz gonna take them to school was low key uncomfortable for all three. Maybe that was what keep Patrick that long in Ivan’s room.
“Give boy some time, Ivan” his father was scrolling through his phone and missed judging look his son send his way. Carvalho junior wanted to remind Cruz that said ‘boy’ is his boyfriend and ex-lover of the older man, so no comments from him are acceptable, but then he heard footsteps. Patrick was coming down, looking incredibly comfy in his white sweater. His facial expression was really soft those weeks, like overconfident Patrick never existed. Maybe that was truth. It always was mask behind which hided sensitive Angel. Sadly this mask was ripped off most brutal way.
“I’m ready” he said smiling lightly, looking somewhere between Ivan and floor.
“Good, beauty” Ivan smiled back brightly and kissed his boy. He enjoyed doing that now when he finally accepted himself.
“And you both are going to be officially late” they heard Cruz’s voice and sound of him leaving the house. Dynamic between them was strange, especially since they all share a house, but they together put this aside after that night. Patrick needed to be away from his house after Samuel’s dead and Carvalho’s was more than ready to shelter and help him.
Ride was mostly quiet. Cruz was trying to ignore boys by talking with his manager over the phone, while Ivan was mostly just looking at Patrick, who stared out the window lost in his thoughts. It was his usual behavior this days and Ivan was monitoring him closely just in case.
They in fact was late, but since Benjamin out of the office it did not meant that they can be denied an entrance. They was going through empty halls holding hands.
“Are you fine?” Ivan asked quietly.
“Yes. Why?” Patrick was quite as well, though he smiled at the question.
“Just making sure” Ivan smiled back.
They have reached their class and saw that Mrs. Fernandez was already there.
“Sorry, we are late” Ivan said for both of them entering the class and flashing apologetic smile.
“Take a seat, please, we are having a little testing”.
Ivan nod and turn right only to see that their table was occupied by two unknown boys. One of them looked him in the eyes, soon followed by another one. Checking whole room he noticed that there was more new faces and few old was missing.
“Ivan, Patrick, you are losing time now” professor tried to hurry them up.
“Our sits are taken” Ivan said questionably.
“Then take another one, please”.
The problem was: Patrick always sits with him now. And there was no fully free tables.
“But…” he wanted to argue, but Mrs. Fernandez look said everything he needed to hear.
Patrick smiled at him and squeezed his hand lightly.
“Sit with Issa, okay?” Ivan said quietly, walked him to the table and kissed his boy again.
Issa smiled to both boys and just with her eyes promised Ivan that nothing will happen with his treasured boyfriend. All this scene was closely monitored by new boys in the class.
The thing is: Patrick wasn’t comfortable with most of their classmates, even though he are repeating the year and most people here didn’t really knew him or Samu. He was trying to forget the tragedy and move on while some of them were looking and whispering behind his back. That’s why he stick with Ivan, not even with his sisters.
They missed last week cause of Cruz’s game (he decided that they in need of distraction and little trip to Paris would be perfect for it) so they did not know about their school new exchange program. By the way jealousy in Ivan saw this trip as his parent attempt to shower Patrick with attention, failing to remember that it was pretty usual for Cruz to drag him around for his games and now he just silently include Blanco in this; even after everything what happened between them trying to see him as another son.
During the testing Ivan was checking on Patrick every five minutes, noticing that one of new boys was low key doing the same. Ivan did not like that.
After 10 minutes test was done and professor ask everyone to turn off the tablets in English which is unusual for her cause her class always was in Spanish.
“I hate to repeat myself, but for those who missed — we are showing our hospitality for students from royal school in Sweden Hill…” she struggled with name until another voice pronounced strange sounding word.
“Hillerska”. It was one of the boys who occupied their table. Quite pale with really light brown eyes.
“Yes, thank you, Wilhelm” she smiled at him. “And all of you going to Sweden after two weeks with them. We tried to notify your parent Ivan, but apparently failed. Thought I don’t think he will have a problem with this program. And Patrick” she waited until said boy looked at her “Cruz Carvalho is officially no one to you, so he can’t just take you out of education process. Please, visit principal after this class”.
“Yes, sorry” Patrick felt a little embarrassed, if only this woman knew what Cruz used to be to him and what he is now.
After the class Ivan walked him to principal office where she explained him that they have already contacted his father’s lawyers that keep up with every legal issues of them now, allowing somehow them stay in Madrid and continue to use their fathers money (though Patrick basically moving to Carvalho’s did not even touched any of his cards). There were still 10 minutes before beginning of next class when they have reached it. Those new boys were already here, but this time they occupy Isa’s table, though girl definitely was not against, standing close to them and lively talking about something.
“Hi, Isa. Sorry we had no time to talk after first class. How was your week?” Ivan go to her and friendly kissed her cheek. Patrick did the same, still feeling a little shy acting that touchy with her, but since he become unsepareted with Ivan he low key created connections with everyone significant to him. It was his coping mechanism.
“It was great. No actually, it was pretty lonely without my favorite couple around. But look I found new one!” She pointed at those new boys. For no reason Ivan did not like them.
“Sorry that I did not talked to you as always. Just…”
“Yeah, I know. Paris is really romantic city and you lost it with Patrick around”.
Ivan looked at her judging while Patrick only chuckle. He in fact was actually interested in new boys. First time in months he wanted to create new connections. For a moment old Patrick Blanco take over control: he sat on his place backwards facing them and smiled as he’s used to.
“Hi, I’m Patrick. I grew up in London but I’m originally from here. This grumpy overprotective cat over there is Ivan. Aren’t he is hot? Brazilian, son of Portuguese football star” Patrick introduced them in English.
“And your boyfriend” Ivan added fast in English as well. He forgets how it is to be around flirtatious Blanco, it was hard while they was still friends. Now it hit even harder.
“Are you jealous? Baby, I was fighting to be with you, it will be not so easy to get ride off me” Patrick smiled up at him, this time switching to Spanish. It was pleasing to hear Ivan openly calling them boyfriends and seeing him jealous, even though last time it almost destroyed them even as friends.
That moment between them was broken by one of the boys light chuckle.
“Do you speak Spanish?” Patrick amusingly asked.
“Well, apparently it is my time to introduce myself. Again” boy with more tanned skin said, looking at Isa at last word. “My name is Simon. I was born and raised in Sweden by Swedish father and in fact Spanish mother. So indeed I can speak Spanish. And me and my sister is the only not royal kids in Hillerska. We just incredibly smart.” He said it in English, but little smile that reached even his eyes said that he can repeat it at least on both his parents languages.
“Aren’t he’s adorable?” Asked Isa, making Simon chuckle again, shyly looking into table. “And this is crown prince of Sweden! Wilhelm” girl continue even more excitingly, hugging quiet boy over Simon.
“I thought you are taking your time away from any type of royalty now?” Patrick asked.
“Did you not hear what I said before? They are my new favorite couple cause you leave me completely alone for a week!”
“You’re a couple?” Ivan speak first time in minutes.
“Yes, we are” answered Wilhelm. He looked more reserved than Simon. Patrick definitely liked fellow Latino little more.
“In fact it is pretty refreshing to see someone who are not aware about us” Simon said and got kinda pained look from Wilhelm and apologizing from Isa.
“What?” Asked Patrick feeling that they are missing on something here.
“They were going through their own crazy drama at that time” Isa said to new boys kinda apologizing for him.
“Interesting whose drama is more crazy” said Simon.
“Wanna bet mine” answered Patrick, rolling his eyes.
Class was almost full now. It was about time for professors to come and start a lesson.
“Hey, wanna maybe hang out after last lesson together?” asked Patrick, feeling like socializing today.
“We can, probably” answered Simon. “If you have nothing against hanging out with scholarship kid”.
“Baby, my sister dated one” Patrick said that before he can think better. They barely talk about Samuel now. Feeling looks from Isa and Ivan, he added fast to just move this possible topic away: “And I slept with one as well, before this one” he shoot look towards Carvalho, smiling very brightly.
Simon only chuckle, not knowing how touching theme of Samu and Omar was to Patrick.
Lesson starts soon after. Ivan and Patrick occupied their table, with Wilhelm and Simon just behind them. Ivan was as usual monitoring Patrick closely, his boy looked more alive than he used to be those days in school. Ivan was not jealous, no. If anything there is more reason to be jealous with his father at home than there with those new boys. Just for last months he saw smiling Patrick only inside his bedroom. Even not so much in any fancy restaurant that he take him. He did not even go clubbing after that night. So it was nice to see him wake up from his haze, but a little painful for his pride that it wasn’t him who make that happen.
After class Ivan messaged Cruz that they are going to Isa, so he can not wait for them. Cruz only asked if Patrick want it, and after receiving positive answers said that this is good and “have fun, boys!”. Ivan found this very unacceptable, but swallowed it. They will have long journey to find actually comfortable ground for all three of them to stand on. But Cruz is a family, closest person in a whole universe and Patrick might be love of his life. So it will take a lot of work.
At midday they all squeeze into Isa car and in twenty minutes found themselves in her club with gin and tonic in their glasses. Patrick and Simon clicked really fast and moved to couches to decide whose life was more messier in terms of relationships.
“So when I first time spotted him in a hallway I felt like my prayers was finally heard. Like is it that much to ask? Just a nice boy with a hot body and smile of an angel. I was heartbroken at that moment. And felt blessed. Thought he broke my heart even harder in fellow months. But here we are now. Trying to make it work” Patrick was sharing after third glass.
“What happened?” Simon was really invested.
“First Madrid heartbreak or Ivan’s one? Actually I can explain both. First after moving there I fall in love with Ander, he moved away now. But he was with Omar, scholarship Muslim boy. In a month I found myself in a threesome with them.” At that moment Simon audibly gasped. “Then it apparently broke them apart and I thought I won, though it is bad, I know, but I wanted to be loved too, you know, I believed we will live happily with Ander, but he saw me as a fuckboy and the only reason why he broke up with Omar is to be free. I learnt it hard way — seeing him with another boy. He did not want me as person, only as a body from time to time. Just one of them. Ask and they are all ready in said bed. After that Omar approached me wanting to help. He knew what I wanted and felt bad seeing how Ander hurt me with his ignorance. That is how I found myself picturing my life with Omar. So naive of me” Patrick chuckle but it was dim and lifeless. “He was so gentle with me, we wanted the same and maybe it was supposed to work if not Ander, who steal Omar back to only throw him away again. But I was already aware that we are not meant to be, so we just hooked up from time to time after Ander moved away. I was kinda not believing in a relationship after all those triangle situation. But then Ivan happened.” Patrick smiled so soft at that moment. Looking at his boy who was standing at bar, staring into nothing.
“You love him” said Simon, looking in that direction too.
“I am. Yes. I wanna say that we are perfect together, but we go through so much shit cause of each other”
Simon was looking at his new friend expecting him to spill the tea. Patrick noticed it and eagerly continued:
“So he was considering himself straight back then. And feelings for me he tried to convert into feelings for my twin sister. Though we look nothing alike. She is kinda slutty. Me probably too. But long story short he was sleeping with her while spending days with me. Taking me to places, learning what I like or not. Touching me as friends should never do. Then after me making move he would push me hard. I tried to be friends, really, cause he is important to me. But he would lead me in and then push again. It was our circle until I was so hurt that I found comfort in second best thing after Ivan on this planet — his father. Cruz was just so nice to me, and listened to me as Ivan used to, he saw me and understood me while no one cared. And he was single anyway”.
For a moment there was deafening silence. “What do you mean?” Simon asked confused.
“I slept with his father” Patrick said simply like it was quite normal thing.
“Wow… I mean… Wow, I’m in loss for words in any language I know”.
“Wait until you learn that now we all live together and we skip last week of school cause Cruz take us with him to Paris”.
“This is like really crazy novella or something” Simon looked like he needed a minute to process it. Maybe a hour actually. Or whole week. “And wait, aren’t his father are professional football player?” Patrick only nod, taking another sip of his gin. Maybe it is alcohol, but he was proud of himself.
“Wow, man. I’m impressed. And concerned. It is not another treesome of yours?”
“No. Cruz as grown up made all of us talk and sort things out. He thought I was with him only cause Ivan hurt me, though it is not true. I just wanted to move on and I was once again desperately looking for love”.
After what felt like minutes of silence Simon quietly asked “Do you love Cruz?”.
“It is different love. I’m sad that he is left out. He is just so nice. Why they both happened to me in one universe?” He sadly looked at Simon, genuinely searching for answer.
“I don’t know, man. That’s fucked up. I just hope all of you will find a way to happiness from this”.
“Do you think I’m not happy?”
“You are, but there is still pain in you eyes when you talk about Cruz”.
Patrick only smiled a little, feeling like Simon understood him perfectly. It was nice.
“Let’s move this theme and I will say — congrats, you tried both famous footballer and his hot son. In some way it is a win-win situation”.
Patrick laugh out loud this time.
“Look at yourself, you snatched whole crown prince! Going to be his partner-king in the future? That’s a win” Patrick raised his glass to cheer for it.
“If only…” whisper Simon.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” Patrick asked, seeing how his friend lowered his gaze and drown it in the glass.
“Apparently it is my time to share my drama” he smiled, but it was bitter.
“So as you know I from regular family. Or even lower class, my father is alcoholic and mom do everything to rise me and my special sister. So we’ve always knew we needed to take studying seriously and it paid. We transfer into Hillerska. It was fine, I did not made friends, but I was here for knowledge. Other kids there will have future anyway just cause of their last names. And then there was rumor that second on that time prince will enroll. After he was kinda beaten up in a night club” Simon still found it funny.
“Actually I recall news like that”.
“Yes, he was a bad boy kinda” Simon chuckle again, thinking about Wille’s reputation at that time and how he turned out to be basically scared kitten.
“I was a little curious about him, but nothing more. If anything he definitely was someone who didn’t need a school in my eyes. Like come on, he is a prince. But surprisingly he reached to me, he agreed on my hating social class system arguments and actually he did not live up to his reputation. I saw how he is lonely despite people around him, how quit he is with everyone, but not me. No one can help and not become a little love sick before real prince. Even though I thought I had immunity” Simon smiled, looking at his Wille at another side of the room.
Patrick looked at how eyes of his new friend was full of stars and found it beautiful. Did he looked the same looking at Ivan? He really hoped so.
“So what happened? Hate cause you are a “commoner?” Patrick asked.
“If only that…” Simon in a second lost all color and light that fill his face previously.
He was quiet for some time and Patrick started to feel himself really uneasy. “Look, if you don’t want…”
“No, I’m just thinking… I’m… We were outed. Brutally. At the very beginning. Like we were probably on experiment phase only. And our first ever sexual encounter was filmed.”
“Wow! Filmed like… It wasn’t any of you?” Patrick was shocked.
“Yes, they filmed it through the window. Don’t do it on the first floor” Simon tried to joke, but both boys didn’t want to laugh.
“So it leaked somehow? Or used to blackmail?”
“It was posted online”.
“Ouch…”
“Later we learn that his cousin did it”.
“What the fuck? Family member? Are they hate each other cause of the crown or what?”
“Apparently yes”.
“But you are together. Means you withstood it?”
“First Wille was pressured by family to deny it was him. And he did it. You can clearly see only my face. And only other students know it is his room. He promised to my eyes not deny it and then did it. I learn about this as others — online. It was so painful! And mom wanted me and my sister come back to regular school while my face was in all news. I understood Wille, he was scared, under pressured, but he really hurt me. We weren’t together for months after. I even was seeing another guy. I wanted to move on so badly. But I loved him. Still love. I was still in Hillerska. And it was hell. Wille was so cold and distant with everyone. He wanted me back, but he can’t be open and I did not want to be secret. And said cousin was there too. His tuition paid by crown family and my own sister had affair with him”.
“That is so twisted, man… Now I’m in loss for words. Are this cousin here too now?” Patrick was ready to fight that unknown boy.
“No, he is in next year. Maybe you can see him where your class visits our school. If they don’t send them somewhere, cause there is only so much space in this small private school.”
“If anything I hope he is hated here” Patrick would plan to destroy this crown cousin while in Sweden. He have two more week to come up with perfect plan.
“Hey, boys, you stopped gossiping already?” Isa come to them, dragging Wilhelm, while Ivan come willingly behind. “We were supposed to hang together!” She made her way between them. Wille sit close to Simon and they meekly smiled to each other. Ivan was still somewhere not here mentally, so Patrick sit him on his right and snuggle closely, enjoying his boyfriend’s warmth. “What are you thinking about?”
“Hm? No, nothing, beauty” Ivan snapped out of his haze and kissed Blanco on the head.
“Please, don’t lie to me. I see…” Patrick pulled back, closing on himself. He always was sensitive towards things like lying and all recent events made him vulnerable on top of that. He hugged himself, feeling so small and weak.
“Hey, no, Patrick, I just… I just don’t wanna put more bad thoughts in your head. And it is just so stupid, really!” Ivan put his glass on the table and tried to reassure his boyfriend, drawing shooting circles on his back.
“You don’t talk to me anymore. We only go to dinners, spend time in pool, watch Netflix and have sex. We don’t talk. You always think about something. I see!” Patrick was spiraling down fast, was it alcohol or the fact that he just live through the best moments of his life talking to Simon and was faced with not rainbow reality again is not important. Especially seeing how in love new boys are, he suddenly felt like loosing Ivan. Again.
“No, Patrick… How long did you felt like that?” Ivan was scared seeing how fast did his boyfriend’s mood change.
“Hey, look at me” he turn Blanco to face him “I love you, you hear me?” He did not care that other three was staring at them in silence.
“But why? You can not really love me, I did not deserve it anymore. Samu… Samu dead cause of me!”
“You… Was you thinking about this all those months? Baby…” Ivan was shocked. Was his boy carrying it with him every day? Ivan hugged him close, not knowing what to do.
“It is not your fault, it was your father. You tried to help and you called for help. You are another victim, Patrick” Ivan tried to put this words into Blanco’s head, cause it was true. He looked at Isa asking for help.
She saw it and understood immediately.
“Baby, look at me” she moved close and sat on her knees before hugging boys. Patrick looked at her, still resting his head on Ivan’s chest. “You are a good person. I’m so mad at everyone who hurt you. You deserve all the love. And believe me, Ivan despite rough start with you can’t live a day away from you” she smiled. No one expected that this day will end with crying Patrick. He looked so much better during the day.
“Hey, I don’t know what had happened, but I’m sure you are good person and Ivan loves you. And Isa too” Simon tried to reassure his new friend.
“It is… I just… It is about that scholarship boy. He…”
“Do you wanna talk about this?” Ivan stoped him, making sure that Patrick wants to relive it.
“Yes, I think I need to let it out. Maybe it was wrong to carry that for that long” Patrick looked at his boyfriend feeling like he is doing the right thing finally.
“Samu was my twin sister boyfriend. She may cheat on him, but I know that she loved him. I did not like him. But only because he was close to my father. He was son my father wanted to have. Even though I knew he did not love him the same as me, I knew he would manipulate and use him as he always tried to do with me. But Samu always was there to be this perfect son and my father rub it into my face regularly and I childishly was jealous, I felt being stranger in my own house. It was period where I fall for Cruz…” He stoped to meekly look at Ivan. But Carvalho now was just surprised that Patrick apparently talked about his father to Simon. “My father was meeting Samu at our… his house. Alone. I was cornered by Cruz and Ivan that night. So I come back home earlier than anyone expected. I saw Samu in the pool. Full of blood. I did not call for help immediately, Samu was still alive, but I froze. My father said that he loved me that moment. Maybe first time in my whole life.”
“Your father manipulated you. You are child when you with him, Patrick. And this man had his string on you. That night you broke from his control completely, when you called girls and Omar.”
“Omar hates me…” Patrick whisper.
“Omar doesn’t hate you. He just wanna forget. Maybe one day he will be back” Ivan said. Obviously he did not know what Omar thought now, he never was close with said boy, but now he wanted to set Patrick free from that accident. If anything he would prefer for Omar to never come back.
“I’m so sorry you go through this” Simon said, feeling so bad for that beautiful broken boy. When he saw Patrick first time at morning he thought that there was sadness in his eyes, that replaces only when he looked at Ivan. Now he saw the reason.
“Thank you for listening. It’s okay if you don’t want to be friends anymore” Patrick smiles sadly.
“No way, I like you” Simon laughs lightly.
“Should I be concerned?” Suddenly Wilhelm get into the conversation. He probably did not get much cause conversation was mostly on Spanish, but he did know a little and last Simon’s sentence he did understand perfectly.
“Don’t be silly” Simon smiled at him.
And Ivan first in this day felt grateful to have those two here. Patrick was smiling, opening up.
“I’m so sorry I was shitty boyfriend, baby. I should talk to you every day. I was just… I thought you did not want to remember, so I was just trying to fill your days with good things only. But, please, if you don’t want to go to restaurants, or spend day in the pool, or especially have sex just say it. I hate feeling like I forced you…”
“No, Ivan, I want to do all this thing with you. You never, hear me, never forced me”. It was like damage control, cause Patrick really did not mean it like that previously. Ivan currently was light of sun in his dark reality. So he softly kissed him trying to put all his feelings into that touch.
“This is sweet, but someone is here single, so please stop rubbing your love onto my face, babes” Isa stand up and started to fill up their half empty glasses. “Now all for of you aware of your traumas and just make it clear for you two” she pointed with her glass at Simon and Wille “my trauma is that I was raped and even after that I did not receive much love and support from my own parents. My boyfriend crumbles under that due his own reasons and my only support became this two” now she pointed on Ivan and Patrick.
“Omg, Isa, I’m so sorry! That’s terrible!” Simon was shocked. This evening was full of polar emotions.
“No, no, I’m working on it. I’m better. I just think we show drink for connection that we all today created!”
Simon suddenly chuckles “Haha, just recently I saw some article about how people connect over a traumas and how destructive it is. And now it is us”.
“Well, we are going to be fabulous mess together” Isa toasted and all of them drink their gin in one go.
In a few hours Cruz come to collect his son and his boyfriend after some messy voice messages they had left him. He thought how tables have turn cause it is always have been him a drunk mess while Ivan was nagging him while dragging any of some party and now it is his turn. While helping more sober Ivan hold Patrick in a vertical position he is noted that Blanco first time in a weeks did not escape physical contact with him and was really smiley and relaxed even looking straight at older Carvalho. It can be just alcohol effect, but maybe he finally left their little mistake back and really moved on. But then one unknown curly boy suddenly said “now I see what you saw in them both, Patrick! Win-win!” while another unknown boy was dragging him up to Isa apartment on second floor and Patrick loudly laughed and tried to wink in that direction. So maybe no, it is clearly only alcohol and apparently there is more people than he thought aware about his great sin.
Isa then said her drunk goodbyes to both Carvalho’s and probably future Carvalho (as she started to call Patrick since tonight) and then go to help another sugar sweet couple to find a room for their liking for a night, cause now no one cared that all Swedish students must stay at their hotel and especially the crown prince.