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“Is this okay?” Charlie asked Nick after removing his lips from his boyfriend’s neck.
They had been making out mearly seconds before Charlie had moved his mouth to the warm crevice of Nick’s neck. Charlie suddenly felt the hands around his waist and strong rugby thighs stiffen at the new contact.
That lead Charlie to asking his question. They hadn’t discussed activities outside of kissing other than the hickey Nick left on his neck a few days ago.
Charlie had assumed returning the favor was only fair until he saw the genuine fear and hesitation on his boyfriend’s face.
“Uh…Yeah” Nick let our a breathy and weary response. Charlie slowly backed his head further away from where his mouth had just been connected to his boyfriend.
“That didn’t sound very sure” Charlie responded suddenly worried he had pushed his boyfriend too far. Nick stared at him with wide blown pupils and a flushed cheeks. Charlie couldn’t tell if his boyfriend was turned on or scared, maybe both he thought.
“Sorry, I do like it, it’s just I-’m not sure I’m ready to do anything more than kissing” Nick breathed out maintaining intense eye contact with Charlie. Okay at least he is communicating Charlie thought as a slight blush climbed up his neck. Charlie swallowed before his own body began to stiffen.
“Oh,… I didn’t think we’d do that” Charlie mumbled out quite embarrassed. He did want to do that with Nick, eventually, but regardless of the fact that he was currently straddling Nick, he didn’t think they would do anything outside the realms of kissing.
Apparently their communications skills got swallowed in the heat of the moments. Nick’s blush that had started in his cheeks began creeping down his neck and to his chest.
Charlie began lifting his leg in an attempt to dismount himself from his boyfriend. He didn’t get very far before the large rugby hands holding his waist grabbed on tight keeping him in place.
Charlie had been hovering all night trying to avoid any intimacy they hadn’t previously discussed. Charlie looked at his boyfriend with confused eyes as he felt the hand on his hips tighten a second time almost forcing Charlie to fully sit in Nick’s lap.
He might have been a good runner but his thighs didn’t compare to the strength of Nick’s rugby arms.
“Wait” Nick breathed out through his teeth when he saw the confusion on Charlie’s face. Nick was looking at Charlie with the exact same look he had thirty seconds ago. Wide eyes, a cross between fear and what Charlie thought he could identify as lust.
“C-an we just keep doing what we were d-doing before I made it awkward?” Nick mumbled into Charlie’s upper stomach. Charlie’s dark bushy eyebrows scrunched up in confusion.
“What?” Charlie asked. Nick didn’t remove his face from Charlie’s stomach before he began to asked the question again.
Nick didn’t even get two words out before Charlie grabbed Nick’s face with both hands and tilted his head to make direct eye contact with his boyfriend.
“To me.” Charlie said softly. Nick’s blush became impossibly deeper as he repeated himself.
“Can we just keep doing what we were doing before I made it awkward?” Nick breathed out. He didn’t stutter this time, but his voice had turned into almost a whisper.
“I thought you didn’t want to go any further?” Charlie asked sincerely while still holding Nick’s face encouraging his boyfriend to keep eye contact. Nick’s eyes flashed across the room for a second before hesitantly returning to Charlie.
“I-I don’t know what I want” Nick said quite vulnerably. One of Charlie’s hands shifted from Nick’s face to his hair lightly scratching Nick’s scalp trying to comfort him. Wether Charlie realized it or not that action only contributed in Nick’s inner conflicting dialogue.
“Well why don’t we stop until you do know” Charlie said while continuing to run his fingers through Nick’s hair. Nick closed his eye and took a deep breath, relishing in the feeling of Charlie’s fingers.
Nick shook his head in protest before tightening his grip on Charlie’s hips. The confusion returned to Charlie’s face and in that moment Nick wish he had the will power to tell Charlie he was just as confused as him.
Nick didn’t know how to use his words in this moment and even if he did he didn’t know what he would say.
So Nick decided to act on instincts alone. His grip on Charlie’s hips tightened impossibly tighter as he was using that contact as an anchor.
For a second he wondered if he was going to leave a bruise. Charlie didn’t seem to mind he seemed preoccupied with Nick’s well being. Nick tugged downward on Charlie’s hips causing Charlie to finally settle in his lap as he had been hovering all night.
When the contact had happen Charlie let out a surprised yelp and Nick buried his head in Charlie’s chest letting out an embarrassing groan. Charlie tried to wiggle away from his boyfriend confused about the conversation they just previously had about not wanting to go any farther.
“Nick, hun, you said you don’t want this” Charlie said trying to remove himself from Nick’s lap as he could feel Nick half hard-on beneath him. Nick again held Charlie’s hips in place not wanting to lose the friction he had been craving all night despite his fear.
“I-I” Nick started to say, but his mind was blank. He genuinely couldn’t put into words what he wanted, what he needed. All he knew is that he enjoyed the current friction currently being created and he didn’t want it to stop.
“Nick I need you to use your words.” Charlie stated firmly. Nick swallowed deeply in his throat before shaking his head ‘no’. Nick’s hips let out a few involuntary thrust up into Charlie’s hips causing an involuntary gasp and moan to escape from Charlie’s mouth. After a few more thrust from Nick, he finally found the courage to speak.
“Pl-ease” Nick almost whimpered. Nick’s blush was still very apparent across his upper body and Charlie watched him intently trying to find any sort of verbal communication from Nick. A few heavy breaths were exchanged between the boys before Nick began to speak again.
“Pl-ease, can we k-keep going” Nick breathed out as lust began to completely cloud his brain. Charlie tried to lift himself again from Nick’s lap trying to prevent anything from happening that Nick wasn’t ready for.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea Nick, you seem conflicted hun. I’m okay waiting Nick, I don’t want you to make a decision that you are going to regret latter because you are caught up in the moment.”
Charlie let a few comforting strokes cross through Nick’s hair and Nick couldn’t stop the groan that left his mouth. Charlie slightly flinched realizing his actions were not creating a clear mind for Nick. It was probably creating the opposite. Charlie removed his hands from Nick’s hair and let them loosely drop at his side.
“N-no” Nick whined. Charlie had never seen Nick act like this before and if he wasn’t currently concerned he would have found Nick’s neediness amusing.
“N-o” Nick let out again with a bit more assertiveness. Nick took a deep breath trying to clear his head or at least show Charlie he wasn’t full blinded by his lust. Nick loosened his grip slightly on Charlie’s hip before clenching again, regrounding himself.
“I w-want to keep go-ing” Nick said, a level of lust and certainty behind his words. Charlie was looking intently into Nick’s eyes trying to find the fear and doubt that had previously been on his boyfriends face. Nick could see the concentration on Charlie’s face and Nick let out another
“Please.” Breathy, but no stutters, and sure of himself. Charlie stared at Nick a little bit longer before releasing a sigh and a defeated
“Okay.”
As soon as the word released Charlie’s lips Nick wrapped his arms around Charlie’s waist, hugging and holding him down at the same time.
He ground his hips up into Charlie’s a few times letting the moans fall out of his mouth. The embarrassment slowly leaving, becoming clouded by lust. Nick glanced back up at Charlie and noticed his boyfriend had a deep frown on his face.
Nick immediately stopped his movement. His arms were still firmly wrapped around Charlie, but the thrusting had stopped. He was fully hard, and found it quite difficult to shift his attention, but he wanted Charlie to enjoy this too.
“Charlie” Nick said in a husky voice. Charlie’s seemed to snap out of his daze and his eyes shifted to Nick’s.
“Do you want this?” Nick asked genuinely. He realized while he was caught in his own lust he didn’t even stop to see if this is what Charlie wanted. Nick felt the tension in Charlie’s body release.
“Of course I do….” Charlie said then his eyes shifted downward.
“…..I’m just afraid you don’t” he mumbled insecurely. Nick let a deep frown fall on his face.
“Why would you think that?” Nick asks confused as he glanced down and his fully hard erection that was clearly formed by Charlie.
“Because you said you didn’t!” Charlie said as he slightly raised his voice. Nick was taken back by Charlie’s slight outburst but he now understood where Charlie’s hesitancy came from. Nick grabbed Charlie’s face with both hand reversing roles from earlier.
“I do, Charlie.” Nick said certainly with a slight nod.
“I was just scared… I am scared, but I want this. I do. Please.” Nick’s please had come out more of a whine and it was Charlie’s turn to blush at Nick’s begging. Charlie stared at Nick for a moment before deciding his boyfriend really did want this. A slight smile swept across Charlie’s face and he gave a slight nod.
“I like it when you beg” Charlie said now with a bit more confidence. Nick began to blush again and buried his face into Charlie chest. Nick let out an embarrassed groan as he said
“Please don’t make me.” Charlie let out a small giggle as he ran his fingers through Nick’s hair again. Nick didn’t even try to hold back his moan this time and Charlie giggled again.
“Do you like that?” Charlie asked through his slight smirk. He gave a little tug on Nick’s hair as Nick looked up at Charlie with dazed eyes, a slight smile, and nodded slowly. Charlie let out a slight hum as he leaned in to kiss his boyfriend. The act that had started this whole miscommunication seemed much dirtier than it was 15 minutes ago.
Nick was quick to send his tongue into Charlie’s mouth while biting his lip simultaneously. It was Charlie’s turn to groan and it allowed Nick to begin thrusting up towards Charlie once again. His movements were quicker, harder, and more sure of himself. Now that he knew that him and Charlie were on the same page he didn’t want to hold back.
Nick was doing most of the work thrusting up into Charlie and pulling Charlie’s hips down frantically to meet his. It felt so good. Even if he wanted to stop he don’t think he could. His mind was clouded with Charlie. Charlie. Charlie.
Nick slide his hands up from Charlie’s hips to up under his shirt around his waist. He could feel Charlie’s abdomen flexing and twitching every time Nick would grind extra hard or change the pace. Nick’s eyes snapped to Charlie’s abdomen and was suddenly memorized by the movement. He wanted to see more.
“Can I take it off?” Nick breathed out as his pace quickened.
“What?” Charlie asked just as dazed, caught up in the moment to even realize what Nick was asking.
“Can I take it off? Please?” There was that begging again Charlie thought as he followed Nick’s gaze down to his abdomen. It was then he realized Nick was asking to remove his shirt.
Charlie hesitated before giving a shaky nod. Nick knew Charlie struggled with his body and he tried to remind Charlie everyday how much he appreciated his body in one way or another.
“I need you to say it Charlie.” Nick stated with his hands already shaking around the bottom hem of the shirt. Charlie took a deep breath.
“Yes” Charlie said nodding again.
“Yes what?” Nick responded more firmly. Charlie swallowed the lump in his throat before stating
“Yes, you can take off my shirt Nick.” Nick let a soft smile fall on his lips before he gave Charlie a quick ‘I’m proud of you’ kiss on the cheek and began to remove the shirt. The shirt was quickly discarded across the room followed by his own.
Nick just starred. Charlie was so hot he thought. Charlie lightly wacked Nick’s chest.
“Don’t stare!” Charlie exclaimed. Nick didn’t even flinch and he never removed his eyes from Charlie’s chest. Nick let out another hum before he leaned in to take one of Charlie’s nipples in his mouth.
Charlie had raised his hand to wack Nick again, but was halted by the pleasure he felt when Nick wrapped his lips around his right nipple. Charlie gasped and quickly put a hand over his own mouth in attempt to silence his moan.
Nick looked up at Charlie and grabbed his wrist quickly tugging it from Charlie’s mouth. Nick simply shook his head ‘no’ as he continued his assault on the other nipple.
The thrust had started again and Nick had a goal in mind.
He wanted to see Charlie come undone. He wanted to see his face, the flexing of his abdomen, and he wanted to hear all of Charlie. This time he was paying attention to what made Charlie moan the loudest.
He discovered sharp sticcato movements were the best choice. Nick sped up the pace as he had one nipple in his mouth and was flicking the other between his fingers.
It was too much for Charlie. He could feel his climax approaching. His back began to arch, the muscle in his abdomen began to tighten, and he attempted to anchor himself by clutching Nick’s shoulders tightly. Charlie knew that Nick could see his impending orgasm because he saw a smirk appear on his face.
Charlie was letting out the most obscene noises and it was encouraging Nick to get Charlie to his finish. Nick was taking it all in. Charlie’s arched back and moans rolling out of his mouth.
He watched Charlie’s Adam’s apple bob as Charlie threw his head back moaning. ‘I did that’ Nick thought. Nick continued frantically bucking into Charlie,chasing his own release and Charlie’s.
“Ni-ck you nee-d to stop, I’m about-t to cum” Nick just hummed in pleasure and picked up his pace. He raised a hand to slightly stroke Charlie’s stomach, encourage the muscle flex.
Charlie’s head snapped down to Nick’s hand and followed Nick’s eye line to his fluttering muscles. Nick’s rub turned into a slight scratch and Charlie tried to buck away from the sensation, sending his hips down onto Nick’s. Sending his pleasure from one sensation to another.
“N-ickk” Charlie choked out. Nick’s eyes didn’t leave Charlie’s body. He wasn’t about to miss any of this. Suddenly Nick leaned forward and whispered into Charlie’s ear.
“It’s okay, I got you love. Please, cum for me”
That was all it took before Charlie dug his nails into Nick’s shoulders and his whole body tensed. Nick saw it all at once.
He saw those abdomens muscles twitch out of control, he saw Charlie’s eyes roll into the back of his head, he felt Charlie’s thigh muscles clench. It was moments like this when Nick wished he had a photographic memory.
If he could, he would make Charlie cum twenty times more just to see him in such ecstasy. Charlie was still cumming and Nick could see it was overwhelming for Charlie, but Nick didn’t want to see it end.
Nick began giving light kisses to Charlie’s neck in attempt to help him come down. He was pretty sure it had the opposite effect but he continued on with his actions.
When Charlie finally did come down there was bliss written all over his face. Nick was estatic that he was the one that caused that. Charlie’s heavy breathing turned into soft breathing in Nick’s neck and he slumped slightly into Nick’s arms.
Charlie looked down at Nick and gave him a soft kiss on the forehead before whispering
“Thank you” into his boyfriends ear. Nick smiled in bliss before Charlie perked back up to say “your turn!”
Nick had almost completely forgotten his own hardness because he was so invested in Charlie. Charlie shifted the weight from his crotch to his bum, grinding his bum in circles around Nick’s hard on.
“-Char!” Nick choked out and gripped Charlie’s hips desperately. Charlie smirked and increased his pace. Nick was gasping and buried his face in Charlie’s neck breathing hot and heavy.
“Pl-ease Char-“ Nick gasped. “Please do-n’t s-stop” Before long Nick shivered as he released into his pants. It was tense and Nick tried to hid his moan in Charlie’s chest.
He didn’t want to let go of Charlie he wanted to stay there forever. Just him and Charlie and no one else. Their breathing had returned back to normal and Charlie kissed Nick’s sweaty forehead before sliding off Nick’s lap and laying next to him facing each other.
“Was that okay?” Charlie asked his insecurities slowly creeping back. Nick grabbed Charlie’s hand and looked him in the eye.
“It was more than okay” Nick grinned at his boyfriend and Charlie returned the smile. The two boys showered separately despite their previous activities and they discarded their soiled pants. Charlie fell asleep facing his boyfriend with a tiny smile lingering on his lips. Nick fell asleep shortly after lightly stroking Charlie’s cheek while whispering “I love you.”