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Sunghoon tried his hardest to convince himself that it was not a big deal. Ilang oras lang naman ang gugugulin niya every weekend. Ano naman kung medyo nahihirapan siya sa physics at kailangan niyang magpaturo kay Jake na top 1 ng buong batch nila at long time crush narin ni Sunghoon simula grade 7? Hindi naman siguro big deal ‘yon.
Okay, maybe it was a bit of a big deal. First year college na sila at wala paring ganap sa lovelife ni Sunghoon. Akala niya ay simpleng high school crush lang, pero ano ba naman at hanggang kolehiyo ay sinusundan parin siya ng tadhana. Granted naman na parehong pamantasan pa rin ang pinasukan ni Sunghoon pamula high school hanggang ngayon.
Puro nalang Jake, Jake, Jake! Hindi na siya naka-move on sa lintek na Jake na ‘yan.
“Tutoring lang naman,” sambit ni Heeseung habang pinapaikot ang bench batch na pula sa hintuturo niya. Isa pa rin si Heeseung na hindi maalis-alis sa buhay ni Sunghoon. Simula yata kinder ay magkasama na silang dalawa. “Hindi naman kasal ‘yun, pare. Huwag kang masyadong kabahan.”
Sunghoon leaned back on his chair and crossed his arms across his chest as he scanned the entire classroom. Hapon na, at ang ilang mga estudyante ay nagsisi-alisan na.
“Si Jake kasi ‘yun, brad,” sabi pa ni Sunghoon habang pinapanood ang lalaki na magbura ng mga nakasulat sa blackboard. “Tagal ko nang crush ‘yun. Baka matameme ako kapag andun na kami.”
“Sus!” Hirit ni Heeseung at sumalta sa upuan dahil may dumaan silang kaklase na nagwawalis. Nilapit ni Heeseung ang bibig sa tenga ni Sunghoon at may binulong sa tenga ni Sunghoon. “Ayaw mo ba n’on? Masosolo mo siya? Maamin mo na rin ‘yang matagal mo nang kinikimkim.”
Agad namang namula ang pisngi at tenga ni Sunghoon nang sabihin ito ng kaibigan. Sinamaan niya ng tingin si Heeseung bago niya niligpit ang gamit at sinakbit ang Jansport na bag.
“Kapag sa kalokohan talaga, ang galing-galing mo.”
Humalakhak si Heeseung at bumaba na sa upuan, ang mga kamay ay nakasuot sa bulsa ng kaniyang slacks. “Hindi naman kalokohan ‘yun! Gusto mo rin naman, sinasabi ko lang sayo.”
Sunghoon scoffed and rolled his eyes before lightly shoving Heeseung away who just laughed in return. “Ewan ko sayo. Una na ko.”
“Hindi na tayo mag ko-COD?”
“Hindi na muna. Mag-aaral ako. Ingat, tol.”
Tumango lang si Heeseung at kinindatan ang kaibigan bago ito naglakad sa may likod ng classroom para damputin ang gabok gamit ang dustpan na hiram nila sa kabilang section.
Sa may harap ng classroom dumaan si Sunghoon dahil may ilang naglalampungan sa may likod.
Kadiri, isip ni Sunghoon, ngunit agad din itong binago. Hindi kadiri, wala lang sa lugar.
Nilampasan niya si Jake na katatapos lang magbura ng chalk sa blackboard at ngayon ay nagbabalak nang ipagpag ang eraser sa labas ng silid-aralan.
Gusto ni Sunghoon na magpaalam ngunit kinabahan siya at nahihiya. Hindi sila ganoon ka-close ni Jake. Medyo nakaka-intimidate pa ang aura nito dahil medyo tahimik. Wala rin namang ibang dahilan si Sunghoon para kausapin si Jake bukod sa tutoring session nila, at ayaw namang magmukhang atat ni Sunghoo sa gagawin nila ng weekends.
Hindi pa nakaka-yapak sa labas ng classroom si Sunghoon ay narinig na niya ang pangalan niya na tinatawag. He turned around and saw Jake, medyo malawak ang ngiti at medyo baliko pa ang salamin. Hawak niya ang dalawang pambura sa magkabilang kamay at lumapit kay Sunghoon.
“See you on Saturday?” Sabi pa ni Jake. “Kahit mga after lunch ka na pumunta kasi baka hindi ako magising nang maaga. Kapag naligaw ka, chat mo lang ako. Okay?”
Ngumawa si Sunghoon ngunit agad din naman siyang tumango. “Ah, oo, sige. See you, Jake.”
“Okay! I’ll message you later!”
*****
Malaki ang bahay ni Jake. Malawak ang hardin sa unahan at may swimming pool pa sa bakuran. Dalawang palapag ito at nasa may dulo ng bahay ang kwarto ni Jake. Kung hindi pa tinanong ni Sunghoon sa katulong nina Jake kung saan ang kwarto niya ay matatagalan pa lalo ito.
Pag-akyat ni Sunghoon sa hagdan ay napansin niya ang samu’t saring medal ni Jake na naka-frame at nakasabit sa dingding at ang ilang mga trophy na nakapatong sa lamesa nang makasalta siya ng second floor.
Valedictorian, With Highest Honor, MTAP Overall Champion, Best in Mathematics, Best in Science, at kung ano-ano pang mga achievements at certificates ang nakapalibot sa bahay ni Jake. May ilan pang certificates galing Kumon at ilang review centers. Kung wala lang sa huwisyo si Sunghoon ay iisipin niyang isang museum ito. Sa dami ba naman ng pangalan ni Jake na naka-display sa dinging.
“Katok ka lang, hijo,” Sabi ng katulong na nagpupunas ng vase sa may hallway. “Andiyan si Jake sa loob. Pero kapag nagtagal at hindi sumagot, pumasok ka na sa loob. Baka nakikinig na naman ng music habang nag-aaral.”
Tumango lang si Sunghoon at inayos muna ang sarili bago kumatok. Ayos lang naman siguro ang bihis niya—maong na shorts at simpleng puting t-shirt na nakita niya sa cabinet. Sakbit din niya ang kaniyang backpack na palagi niyang dala-dala sa school.
Kumatok si Sunghoon sa pinto at hinintay na buksan ito ni Jake. Lumipas ang ilang segundo bago narinig ni Sunghoon ang pagpihit ng doorknob at ang pagbubukas ng pinto.
“Uy,” sabi ni Jake habang sinusuot ang damit niya. Napaiwas pa ng tingin si Sunghoon dahil diretso ito sa exposed na tiyan ni Jake habang inaayos ang kaniyang kamiseta. “Sorry, I slept in. Pasok ka loob.”
Mas malawak na binuksan ni Jake ang pintuan para makapasok si Sunghoon. Agad na napansin ng bisita ang pagtugtog ng kung anong rap song sa Beats na speaker ni Jake na nakapatong sa kaniyang study table.
Maraming libro ang notebook ang nakalahad sa lamesa ni Jake. Nakapatong din dito ang itim na salamin ni Jake na madalas niyang ginagamit sa school. Naglakad si Jake papunta sa may lamesa niya para suotin ito at nginitian muli si Sunghoon.
“Is it okay if we study here sa kwarto ko?” Tanong pa ni Jake. “Usually kasi dito ako nagre-review, but it’s okay if you want to change locations.”
“Hindi, okay lang,” agad na sagot ni Sunghoon. Marunong din naman siyang mahiya. Ngumiti lalo si Jake at tinapik ang swivel chair na katabi niya. Agad na umupo si Sunghoon at umupo rin si Jake sa sarili niyang upuan.
“Music’s too loud?”
“Ayos lang.”
“Okay. If it ever distracts you, let me know.” Sunghoon just nodded. “Anyway, dala mo test paper mo sa physics quiz natin nung nakaraan? I just need to see how well you know the topic.”
Binuklat ni Jake ang sariling notebook sa physics at tiningnan ang ilang test paper ni Sunghoon sa subject na iyon. Kumuha siya ng green na ballpen at may sinulat rito. Sinilip ito ni Sunghoon ngunit hindi niya masyado makita.
Jake chuckled when he noticed Sunghoon tried to lengthen his neck. “You’re not gonna see anything if you don’t move closer to me,” sabi pa niya. “Usod ka rito sa tabi ko so you can see.”
Nag-alinlangan pa si Sunghoon pero tumawa lang si Jake at inabot ang ilalim ng swivel chair ni Sunghoon para mapalapit ito sa tabi niya. Mukhang wala lang kay Jake ang pagliit ng espasyo sa pagitan nilang dalawa, pero halos mahilo na si Sunghoon sa dami ng tumatakbo sa isip niya.
Ang lapit ni Jake, ang bango pa ng amoy at pogi pa niya tingnan habang nakakunot ang noo. Minsan ay kinakagat pa niya ang labi habang iniisip ang isusulat sa test paper ni Sunghoon.
Pinanood ni Sunghoon ang paggalaw ng labi ni Jake habang binabasa nito ang mga questions sa problem set. Matagal na niyang napapansin ang labi ni Jake. May pagka-makapal, maganda ang hugis, at palagi pang may bahid ng lip balm.
“Sunghoon?”
Tumigil sa pagpapantasya niya si Sunghoon nang magtama ang mata nilang dalawa ni Jake. Ngumawa si Sunghoon at bahagyang lumayo sa lalaki, ang atensyon ay nasa alarm clock na ni Jake na nakapatong sa mesa.
Jake found this amusing because Sunghoon was always so rambunctious in the classroom, his laughter emitting from the back of the room to the front. Seeing Sunghoon in this state, him looking small despite the difference in body build, caused Jake to somewhat enjoy the flush of crimson spreading on Sunghoon’s cheeks and ears.
“As I was saying,” pag-uulit ni Jake at nilagay sa pagitan ng lamesa ang papel ni Sunghoon. “Tama naman yung mga formulas mo, I think you just get confused as to where to put the values… tapos ito, sa conversion din. May trick ako dyan eh. I’ll teach you.”
Pinanood ni Sunghoon si Jake na magsulat ng table sa gilid ng papel at tinuro ang trick niya para mabilis niyang maalala yung mga values for conversion. Tinuro narin ni Jake iyong mga problema na namalian ni Sunghoon para malaman ni Sunghoon kung paano niya nakuha ang tamang sagot.
“Easy right?” Tanong ni Jake at tumango naman si Sunghoon dahil nage-gets na niya yung mga sagot na pinagkamalian niya. Magaling mag-explain si Jake at encouraging din. Mas lalo tuloy ginaganahan si Sunghoon na sagutan ang problem set.
Makalipas ang halos isang oras ay nag-inat si Jake at tiningnan ang orasan niya. “I’ll get us snacks lang. Continue answering, you’re doing great.”
Lumabas na si Jake sa kwarto niya habang magpatuloy naman si Sunghoon sa pagsagot ng practice problems na ibinigay ni Jake sa kaniya. Medyo nahihirapan siya sa ilang tanong kaya kailangan pa siyang tulungan ni Jake, pero may mga tanong din naman na madaling sagutan.
Sobrang immersed si Sunghoon sa pagsasagot niya ng problem set kaya hindi niya napansin si Jake na bumalik mula sa kusina dala-dala ang isang tray na puno ng meryenda para sa kanilang dalawa.
“Good job—”
“Ay!” Agad na lumingon si Sunghoon kay Jake na nakayuko nang bahagya para makita ang sinasagutan niya habang hawak-hawak pa rin ang tray ng snacks nila. “Sorry, nagulat ako.”
Jake chuckled and winked. “S’okay.”
Binaba ni Jake ang tray sa lamesa kung saan walang nakakalat na mga papel ang mga ballpen. Tiningnan ni Sunghoon ang laman ng tray—dalawang bote ng tubig at dalawang pakete ng Zest-O, meron ding dalawang flavors ng rebisco at ilang piraso ng pritong saging na saba.
“Tapos ka na?” Tumango si Sunghoon. “Alright. Patingin?”
Binigay ni Sunghoon ang papel niya at tiningnan naman ito ni Jake. Jake smiled as he slid the tray of snacks towards Sunghoon, urging him to eat as he checked the paper.
Tahimik lang si Jake habang chine-check ang mga sagot ni Sunghoon. Tanging ang tunog lang ng pagbubukas ni Sunghoon ng pakete ng rebisco, ballpen sa papel, at ang Kendrick Lamar na kanta mula sa speakers ni Jaks ang tanging naririnig sa kwarto.
Sunghoon watched as Jake murmured the questions as he read them. Jake would sometimes brush his thumb against his lower lip habang iniisip kung anong formula ang gagamitin. Pansin ni Sunghoon na minsan ay didilaan at kakagatin niya pa ito tuwing nakaka-encounter ng medyo mahirap na mga tanong.
There was a certain aura that Jake emitted whenever he’s focused on something. Crush niya man o hindi, hindi na maitatanggi ni Sunghoon na ang pogi talaga ni Jake. Matalino pa.
“I can feel you staring.”
Nagtama ang tingin ng dalawa at kaagad namang umiwas si Sunghoon. Jake chuckled and propped his chin on his palm while his elbow was resting on the desk. His slender fingers tapped against his cheek, eyes boring straight to Sunghoon’s flustered ears.
“You need help with that?”
“Hm?”
Jake didn’t elaborate more, and instead looked below the desk, right at Sunghoon’s crotch. Agad na namula si Sunghoon at inikot ang upuan niya, para ngayon ay nakatalikod na siya kay Jake.
Puta, isip ni Sunghoon. Hindi niya alam ang gagawin. Hindi na niya ito maitatanggi dahil nakita na ni Jake na tinitigasan si Sunghoon. Hindi rin niya naman magawang mag-isip ng mga palusot dahil alam niyang hindi ito kakagatin ni Jake. Hindi naman tanga si Jake.
Narinig niya ang paggalaw ng swivel chair ni Jake at ang mahina ngunit malalim na boses sa may tenga niya. “You need help with that, Sunghoon?”
“H-hindi!” Agad na umiling si Sunghoon at dinampot ang bag niya bago tumayo at lumayo kay Jake. Nakaharang na ngayon ang Jansport na bag sa harapan ni Sunghoon. “Ano… pwede na ba akong umuna? Baka kasi ano—uh, mahirapan ako pauwi.”
“Ipahahatid kita sa driver namin,” nakangiting sagot ni Jake.
“Ano kasi… tumatawag si mama.”
“Your phone is on vibrate. If she did call, we would notice it right away.”
Dinilaan ni Sunghoon ang dila niya at umiwas ng tingin. Bakit lalo pa yata siyang ginaganahan? Mali! Isip niya. This isn’t exactly how he intended this day to go. At lalong hindi niya pinlano na ganito pa ang sitwasyon nilang dalawa.
Oo nga at napansin siya ng crush niya, but at what cost? Sa lahat ba naman ng oras kung kailan pwedeng umiral ang libido niya, ngayon pa kung kailan nasa bahay siya ng longtime crush niya.
Jake must’ve noticed the way Sunghoon’s brows furrowed, that’s why he let out a soft sigh. “You have the option to say no, Sunghoon. I’m not gonna force you to do anything you don’t want. We can just stick to studying and pretend nothing happened. I’m sorry.”
Jake returned checking Sunghoon’s paper habang si Sunghoon naman ay tahimik lang na nakatayo. He exactly didn’t want to leave—medyo nahihiya lang siya.
Bumalik na si Jake sa pagsulat sa papel ni Sunghoon gamit ang green na ballpen niya. Kinagat ni Sunghoon ang labi habang nag-iisip ng gagawin. Natural lang naman na mangyari ‘yun, pangaral niya sa sarili. Pero sa harap ni Jake? Parang mali, pangontra pa niya.
Sunghoon returned back to his chair and set his bag down. Nahihiya siya talaga, pero pinapanood niya si Jake habang nagche-check ito ng solution niya.
Sunghoon’s eyes trailed from Jake’s fingers, up to his eyes, to the nose, then lips, and soon he found himself trailing his gaze lower. Hinayaan ni Sunghoon na bumaba ang tingin hanggang makaabot ito sa bewang ni Jake, at bumaba pa nang konti hanggang pudya.
Sunghoon gulped when he noticed the tent forming in between Jake’s legs. Tangina, isip niya. Hindi naman siguro siya ang dahilan, pero parang ang weird naman kung titigasan si Jake nang basta-basta na lang.
‘You need help with that?’ Nag-play sa utak ni Sunghoon ang sinabi ni Jake kanina. Hindi naman siguro masama na sumubok, hindi ba?
Masyadong tahimik si Sunghoon na nakikipaglaban sa isang dilemma sa loob ng kanyang isipan na hindi niya napansin na tumigil na si Jake sa pagsusulat at pag-uusapan na sana ang kanyang mga sagot.
“Sung—”
Agad na hinarap ni Sunghoon ang upuan ni Jake sa kaniya, dahilan para maguhitan ng mahabang green na tinta ang papel ni Sunghoon. Nagulat si Jake at napataas ang dalawang kilay habang nakakapit sa lamesa ang isang kamay, at ang kabilang kamay naman ay nakapatong sa handrest ng upuan para hindi siya matumba.
“Sunghoon?” Jake tilted his head and watched as Sunghoon got up from his seat before sinking down in front of Jake, kneeling before him. Sunghoon kept his eyes on Jake’s lower region, causing Jake to release a shaky laugh.
“Hey,” tawag pa ulit ni Jake at umusod pauna. Inabot niya at inipit ang buhok ni Sunghoon sa likod ng kanyang tenga, saka ibinaba ang mga balingkinitan na daliri niya sa jawline ni Sunghoon hanggang sa umabot ito sa baba nito. Jake gently lifted Sunghoon’s face, forcing him to look up so their eyes could meet. “Look at me.”
Sunghoon looked like he was in a daze, and Jake would be a fool not to admit that Sunghoon looked hot. However, he shook his head and smiled warmly, patting Sunghoon’s cheek with three gentle taps. “You don’t have to do anything. I’m sorry for putting you in that situa—”
“Gusto kita, matagal na.”
This might not be the ideal way to confess your feelings to someone, but Sunghoon was growing tired of beating around the bush. Five (or was it six?) years of pining for someone had already made him so desperate. Ano naman kung nakaluhod siya ngayon sa harap ni Jake habang hinihintay ang sagot niya? It doesn’t matter.
“What?”
“Matagal na kitang gusto,” diin pa ni Sunghoon. “Since high school. Hindi ko alam kung type mo ako—o kung lalaki ba yung type mo, pero type kita. Matagal na.”
Ngumawa si Jake habang nagsi-sink in ang sinasabi ni Sunghoon. Matagal na kitang gusto. Para bang naglalaro ang mga salita sa utak niya.
Jake shook his head and laughed as he flipped his hair, his hands reaching up to Sunghoon’s cheek to cup them.
“Bakit hindi mo agad sinabi?”
“Hindi ko alam kung paano lalapit sayo…”
Jake chuckled. “You’re cute.”
Hindi marahas humalik si Jake, but every move of his lips signified that it will not be long until he runs out of patience. He tugged and smoothed out Sunghoon’s hair as they kissed, emitting a soft whimper from the man below him. Sunghoon felt Jake smile as they kissed, and soon he felt Jake’s tongue enter his mouth, exploring him, almost lapping him up.
“Mmm,” Jake hummed against the kiss.
A spark of confidence surges through Sunghoon’s bloodstream and he found himself detaching himself from Jake and instead pressed kisses down his neck. Jake groaned and tilted his head to the side, allowing more access to Sunghoon’s wet mouth.
“Oh, fuck.” Kinagat ni Jake ang labi niya para hindi siya umungol nang ganoon kalakas nang maramdaman niyang kagatin at sipsipin ni Sunghoon ang balat sa may leeg niya.
Gamit ang isang kamay, inabot ni Jake ang remote ng speakers niya at lalo pang pinalaksan ang patugtog nito habang hinahalikan siya ni Sunghoon sa leeg. Naramdaman ni Jake ang paghila ni Sunghoon sa damit niya, kaya bahagyang humiwalay si Jake kay Sunghoon para hubadin ang striped niyang long-sleeves. Napasama sa pagtanggal niya ang salamin niya, pero agad din naman niya itong nasambot.
He placed the glasses on top of the table while Sunghoon continued to kiss his body. Para bang bumubuhos ni Sunghoon ang ilang taong pent-up frustration sa bawat halik na dumadapo sa balat ni Jake. He needs to feel more of him. Hindi makuntento si Sunghoon.
Ngumisi si Jake nang maramdaman niyang lumusot ang hinlalaki ni Sunghoon sa waistband ng sweatpants niya. Jake held Sunghoon’s cheek and looked at him. Halos napamura na si Jake sa itsura ni Sunghoon ngayon—rosy ears and cheeks, swollen lips, hazy eyes. Sino ba naman ang hindi malilibugan sa nakikita niya?
“Have you tried this before?”
“No,” Sunghoon admitted. “Ikaw lang yung nagustuhan ko sa buong limang taon. So I didn’t—I haven’t…”
Jake’s brow raised and a cocky smirk was plastered on his face. “Really? But you touched yourself before?”
“Oo.” Sunghoon felt his bulge tighten against his pants. “Jake, please,” ungol ni Sunghoon nang umangat ang paa ni Jake at tumama ang lulod nito sa kaniyang ari. Jake hummed in approval before giving Sunghoon a sickly-sweet smile.
“Please what?”
“Please let me suck you off.” Namula na lalo ang pisngi ni Sunghoon. “I’ll be good to you.”
Napamura nang mahina si Jake nang marinig iyon mula kay Sunghoon. Sino ba naman siya para tanggihan si Sunghoon? Jake was kind. Kinawit ni Jake ang kanyang daliri sa ilalim ng waistband ng kanyang sweatpants at itinapon ito sa kung saan sa paligid ng silid bago hinaplos ang kanyang sariling paninigas. Suot pa rin niya ang kanyang boxers, ngunit hindi nag-aksaya ng oras si Sunghoon sa paglalagay ng mga halik sa panloob na hita ni Jake.
Nakaawang ang bibig ni Jake habang palapit ng palapit si Sunghoon sa kanyang ari. Pinagmasdan niya si Sunghoon na nag-aalinlangan na nilalaro ang kanyang boxers bago ito hinubad. Jake’s dick sprang up, warm and with adequate girth, the tip leaking with precum.
“Nanonood ka ng porn?” Tanong ni Jake.
“M-minsan. I kinda know how but I haven’t… hindi ko pa na ta-try.”
Jake could melt. “Tap me three times if it’s too much, ‘kay?”
Tumitig si Sunghoon habang pinulupot ni Jake ang isang kamay sa kanyang tite, pinahiran ang precum sa paligid ng ulo gamit ang kanyang hinlalaki at dahan-dahang binomba ito pataas at pababa. It only took Jake a raise of his brow before Sunghoon leaned over and took his dick in his mouth. Jake gasped at the feeling, his back relaxing against the chair as Sunghoon slowly took him in his mouth.
“Basang-basa ‘yang bibig mo ah? Feels so good, Sunghoon.” Jake giggled and patted Sunghoon’s head. Sunghoon didn’t talk, and instead took all of Jake in his mouth, his hand wrapping around what can’t be fitted inside.
“Just bob your head up and down for me, baby,” panghihikayat pa ni Jake. Sunghoon did as he was told, causing Jake to roll his eyes out of pleasure. “That’s it.”
Sunghoon didn’t have a praise kink—or at least, that’s what he thought. Iba lang talaga siguro kapag si Jake na mismo ang nagsasalita. Jake’s voice sounded deeper and lower kaya’t lalo lang nalilibugan si Sunghoon. He decided to take Jake fully in his mouth, gagging on his cock as he attempted to take him whole.
Pakiramdam ni Jake ay nasa paraiso siya. Napakasarap ng pakiramdam ni Sunghoon sa kaniya. His movements may be sloppy and drool spills out every now and then, but Jake loved how messy it looked. Sunghoon had always presented himself neatly at school. Who knew he could get down and dirty just for a dick?
Napasinghap si Jake ng marahas na hininga nang maramdaman niyang hinahaplos ni Sunghoon ang kanyang panloob na hita habang dinilaan niya ang kanyang tite. Hindi na nakayanan ni Jake, at hinawakan ang mukha ni Sunghoon at nagsimulang igalaw ang kaniyang balakang. He needed release.
“Shit, shit,” pag-uulit ni Jake habang patuloy ang paggalaw ng balakang.
Si Sunghoon ay patuloy na naduduwal sa tite ni Jake at nagsimulang tumulo ang mga luha sa mga kaniyang mga mata. Jake kept himself alert for Sunghoon’s taps, but it didn’t come. Instead, Sunghoon palmed himself through his jean shorts as Jake continued to fuck his mouth.
“Oh shit,” Jake’s hips staggered as his high came. He let out a strained moan as he felt his own release, hands limp on Sunghoon’s head as his body relaxed. Hindi nagtagal ay humiwalay narin si Sunghoon, breath ragged as he laid his head on Jake’s thigh.
“You okay?” Malambing na tanong ni Jake at tumango naman si Sunghoon. Jake grabbed a tissue from his dispenser and angled it towards Sunghoon’s mouth. “Wait… tissue, spit it out.”
Hindi sumagot si Sunghoon at pinakita lang ang dila niya kay Jake. “Fuck,” sambit ni Jake at inangat ang baba ni Sunghoon. “You swallowed? Bitter ‘yun, baby.”
“Hindi mo first time?” Tanong ni Sunghoon at tumawa naman si Jake.
“No… not really.”
“Hindi halata,” sabi ni Sunghoon at umupo na muli sa swivel chair niya. “I mean, kapag sa school. You don’t look like… ano—I don’t know what I’m saying, sorry.”
“Well I don’t go parading around the school hallway boasting about how I like having mouths around my dick, baby.” Jake gave him a sheepish grin. “That doesn’t matter now anyway, you’re better than all of them combined.”
“Sus,” sambit ni Sunghoon at tinago ang ngiti niya. Jake chuckled and pulled Sunghoon’s chair closer to him using his feet.
“Oo nga, I mean it.” Jake pressed a tender kiss on the tip of Sunghoon’s nose. “Can I take care of you, now? I promise I’ll do it well.”
*****
“Ah—mm!”
“Sorry, sorry!” Bulong ni Jake habang ipinasok niya ang isang daliri sa loob ng butas ni Sunghoon. Nasa sahig sila, natatakpan ng mga unan ang malamig na tiles para hindi naman malamigan ang tiyan ni Sunghoon habang siya ay nakadapa.
The bed creaks, sabi ni Jake kanina. The floor doesn’t.
Kinagat ni Sunghoon ang hintuturo niya para hindi marinig ang ungol niya. Sa tutuosin ay hindi naman niya kailangang itago ang mga tunog niya dahil nagsabi si Jake sa katulong nila na mag-grocery na muna kaya naman mag-isa na sila sa bahay ngayon. Malakas din ang patugtog ng rap songs sa speaker. Wala namang ibang makakarinig sa kanila.
“Masakit?” Tanong ni Jake habang dahan-dahang pinapasok ang daliri niya sa butas ni Sunghoon.
Umiling naman si Sunghoon at binaon ang mukha niya sa unan. “H-hindi, naninibago lang ako.” Sinilip ni Sunghoon si Jake. The latter just smiled at him.
“Hi, baby.”
Tumawa si Sunghoon at tinago muli ang mukha niya. “Hello.”
Dahan-dahang ginalaw ni Jake ang kamay niya at humigpit naman ang hawak ni Sunghoon sa unan. Alam ni Jake ang ginagawa niya, kaya alam din niya kung kelan ipapasok ang pangalawang daliri, tapos ang pangatlo. The lube felt cold, but Jake’s fingers were warm.
“Lift your hips for me, baby,” utos ni Jake at inangat naman ni Sunghoon ang sarili niya. He felt Jake slide below him, their dicks brushing past each other as Jake continued to toy with Sunghoon’s hole. Jake was incredibly hard—and big , and leaking .
“I don’t have the longest fingers… but I know how to make you feel good,” Jake’s fingertips brushed against a certain spot inside Sunghoon which caused him to jolt forward. Kumiskis din ang ari niya sa ari ni Jake nang gawin niya ito. “How does that feel, baby?”
“Good,” sagot ni Sunghoon, medyo nanginginig ang hita at tuhod. Everything feels so new. “Ah—masarap, Jake.”
“Yeah? I’m glad.”
Ngumawa si Sunghoon nang gawin ulit ito ni Jake. Jake chuckled and placed a soft kiss on Sunghoon’s lower back before lifting himself off the floor and grabbing something from the drawer.
Sunghoon watched as Jake tore open the condom packet with his teeth and smoothly slid it on himself. He inched closer to Sunghoon, placed a kiss on his shoulder blades, and whispered in his ear.
“If you ever want to tap out, just tell me.”
Sunghoon nodded and anticipated. Jake kissed his whole back before teasing a finger around his hole again, causing Sunghoon to squirm.
“Okay, no need to get impatient on me,” biro ni Jake at pinantay ang tite niya sa butas ni Sunghoon. “I’d give you everything you want anyway.”
“Ngff!” Lumakas ang boses ni Sunghoon nang dahan-dahan na pinasok ni Jake ang tite niya sa kaniya.
Jake leaned forward and placed kisses along Sunghoon’s ear and neck to ease him. Eventually, Jake’s hands found Sunghoon’s own, and intertwined them together as he whispered Sunghoon some sweet nothings.
You take me so well.
It fits perfectly.
You’re so warm.
Good job.
“P-pwede ka nang umibo, Jake.”
Jake placed one last kiss on Sunghoon’s earlobe before moving his hips. “Thank you.”
Naiiyak si Sunghoon sa sakit at sarap ngunit patuloy na pinupuri siya ni Jake habang pinaghahampas niya ang kanilang balakang. Pinagmasdan ni Jake ang pag-talbog ng pwet ni Sunghoon, at paminsan ay kukurutin o minamasa ito habang pinapasok siya nito sa loob.
It might have been a bit comedic that Dance (A$$) by Big Sean was playing when Jake was pounding into Sunghoon, causing Jake to giggle in between thrust. This caused Sunghoon to let out a chuckle too.
“You’re so good around me, Sunghoon,” paglalambing ni Jake at inangat ang katawan ni Sunghoon para makasandal siya sa dibdib niya. “Talbog ka nga.”
Sunghoon bounced his ass on Jake’s cock while Jake peppered his neck kisses and played with Sunghoon’s nipple and chest. Sunghoon whined and trashed around due to the stimulation, but Jake held him firmly by the waist, keeping him bouncing on his dick.
“Ang galing mo. Continue what you’re doing.” Jake pinched Sunghoon’s nipple and licked his neck.
Hindi makasagot si Sunghoon dahil sa sarap na nararamdaman niya. Never in his life would he thought that he would be fucked so good, tapos si Jake pa.
“Fuck baby, you’re squeezing me so tight,” ungol ni Jake at hinawakan ang magkabilang bewang ni Sunghoon. “You’re near na? Sabay na tayo.”
Masarap, masarap, masarap. Masarap sa pakiramdam na kadugtong niya si Jake. Naramdaman ni Sunghoon ang pagtama ulit ng tite ni Jake sa prostate niya, dahilan para umungol nang malakas si Sunghoon at mapakapit sa hita ni Jake. Sunghoon felt his toes curl, and an uncontrollable desire to release pressed on his lower abdomen.
“For the record…” lalong lumalim ang pagbayo ni Jake. “I like you too. I’ve liked you for a while now.”
Tinakpan ni Sunghoon ang bibig niya habang nilabasan siya kasabay ni Jake. Patuloy ang paggalaw ni Jake habang nilalabasan silang dalawa. Malalim ang paghinga ng dalawa, at pawis na pawis na.
“Sunghoon—” iimik na sana si Jake nang maramdaman niyang matumba pauna si Sunghoon. With swift reflexes, Jake was able to soften Sunghoon’s fall. He landed beside Sunghoon, his one hand underneath the latter’s head to protect it.
Not that it mattered anyway, there were pillows underneath them.
“Baby,” tawag ni Jake at hinawi ang buhok ni Sunghoon. His eyes were red and he was crying. Jake felt a rush of panic. “Bakit—bakit? May masakit? What’s wrong?”
Suminghot si Sunghoon at pinunasan naman ni Jake ang luha niya. “Hey, I’m here.”
“Para kang tanga, Jake! Kailangan ko pang magpakantot sayo para lang maamin mo feelings mo sakin?!” Hinampas ni Sunghoon ang dibdib ni Jake and he turned his sniffles into ugly crying. Jake laughed and inched closer to Sunghoon, pressing a kiss on his temple as he cradled him.
“Medyo nai-intimidate din ako sayo, baby,” sagot ni Jake. “Sorry, I’m book-smart. There’s no crash course regarding this. I don’t exactly know how to confess to you. Tingnan mo, I honestly don’t know how we ended up like this.”
Tumawa si Sunghoon at pinunasan ang luha niya. Jake pressed their nose together and kissed Sunghoon’s lips, much softer and more gentle this time. “You’re addicting,” sabi ni Jake at humalik pa ulit. “But let’s get you cleaned up habang wala pa si manang.”
Sunghoon nodded and followed Jake to his on-suite bathroom so they could shower together. Sina-shampoo ni Jake ang buhok ni Sunghoon nang umimik ulit ito.
“Sabi mo hindi mo first time… so yung mga… naka-ano mo, saan sila galing?”
Jake hummed. “School, clubs, bars,” he gave an honest answer. “Friends of friends lang, ganoon. I get tested often, so you’re safe by the way.”
Sunghoon nodded and relaxed as Jake made sure not to get soap in his eyes. “Hindi ka natatakot? Na baka-ipagkalat nila?”
“Nah,” sagot pa ni Jake at hinalikan ulit si Sunghoon. “I pick people well, baby. You should know that by now.”