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Kiri watches as Spider, Lo’ak, and Neteyam talk in hushed voices with their heads close together. Recently, she has felt that Spider is hiding something from her, and talking secretly with her brothers practically proves it. But the question is: what is he hiding?
For the past few days, he has been distancing himself from her and she tries to not let it get to her, but it feels as if something is wrong. He is her best friend. The one person she can stand to be around at all times. She doesn’t want to lose him. What will she do if he chooses that he no longer wants to be her friend? Does he think their relationship is childish now that they’re grown?
She has asked her brothers what Spider is up to, but their lips are sealed. It must be a big deal with how quickly they brushed her off. They practically ran away from her! The way they acted only makes her more curious.
Her immediate reaction was to pester Spider and figure out what was going on, but that approach failed horrendously. Spider had been missing for a few hours one day, and being bored after creating medical concoctions all day with her grandmother, Kiri went out looking for him. Not too far from the village, she saw him sitting in a tree. His back was to her, so he hadn’t noticed her yet.
Wanting to sneak up on him, she made her way through the vegetation as slowly as possible. As she got closer, she noticed he was fiddling with something. It was unclear what it was, but it was small. Knowing she wouldn’t be able to see his hands without exposing herself she called out to him.
“Monkey Boy!”
Spider startled at the sound of his nickname, and almost leaped off the tree branch because of it. Never before has she been able to sneak up on him like she did that day. His senses, albeit human ones, never failed him so significantly. Whatever he was doing took all of his concentration.
“Kiri,” Spider said, sounding nervous as he began to throw things into a bag. “I didn’t see you there.”
“Yeah, no shit.” Kiri had laughed, trying to keep the mood light, but he was clearly hiding what he had been doing. She took a step closer. “What is that?”
“Nothing!” Spider squeaked out before jumping down and landing beside her in a crouched position. As he stood, he adjusted the strap of his bag, making it so it was behind him. Out of her sight.
Automatically, she reached for the bag. It had been meant to be in a teasing way, but Spider jumped back away from her in a defensive stance. It threw her off, and the embarrassment she felt at the time eats away at her again.
“Why don’t you want me to see it?” Kiri had asked, not being able to keep the hurt from leaking into her voice. “What’s going on?”
Spider’s eyes went wide at her words and he ran up to her, clearly flustered, and took her hand in his. “It’s-it’s something deeply personal, and I want to make sure I get it right before I show anyone. But you’ll be the first to know.”
Kiri bit her lip, feeling relieved that their friendship wasn’t ending, but a new fear gnawed at her. Was this a gift for a mate? In the Omaticayan culture, you present whom you want to be your mate with a personally made item. It’s meant to represent your dedication and care for them. She didn’t like that thought then, and she hates it even more now.
Spider noticed how she hesitated and gave her hand a squeeze. “Trust me.”
He was so genuine that she caved. The smile that graced his face was so beautiful that she couldn’t help but smile in return.
“You won’t regret it!” He said as he turned and ran off.
Now, it’s been a couple days and they haven’t hung out alone. She has been giving him space, but… it sucks. Never before have they spent so little time together. Kiri knows the smartest thing to do is to demand what’s going on, but he asked her to trust him. And she does, but what if it’s something she doesn’t want to hear?
They are both well past the age of choosing a mate, but neither has done so. Kiri liked that it was them two against the world. She never felt like she would find a mate. There was no one that she was interested in, or found interest in her. Spider on the other hand… he most definitely has people interested in him.
When hanging out at Hell’s Gate the past couple of months, Kiri eavesdropped on the human women’s conversations and apparently, Spider is a fine specimen. They giggle about him and Kiri didn’t understand it at first because he’s Spider, the silly human boy who is her best friend… but now she thinks she gets it.
He is tall for a human male, apparently, which is a desired trait for humans. And Kiri didn’t notice it until the various human women around his age began to openly flirt with him. He towers over them, and it looks… natural. What does he feel when he is standing next to her? She is two feet taller than him, but it has never bothered her… until now. And she doesn’t care that he is shorter than her, not at all. She actually finds it endearing. Half the time she forgets he isn’t Na’vi, but all of a sudden, she is worried about how he perceives her.
As the flirting by the human girls becomes more persistent, Kiri finds herself wanting to shove them away from Spider. The first time she felt the urge was when a girl complimented his smile and leaned into him. The discomfort that burned in her stomach made her leave early from Hell’s Gate, despite having plans to watch human movies all night, because she couldn’t figure out what was going on with her. She wonders if he even notices what is happening half the time when the human girls talk to him. He is bashful and kind, but never seems to take them up on their advances… at least not in front of her.
They’re friends, shouldn’t she want to support him in his romantic endeavors? He deserves love and a mate just like anyone else. What if he has found someone and just never told her?
She is convinced he has found himself in love and her heart shatters at the thought of it not being her.
Wait... What?
Kiri has been sitting in the communal area, and everyone looks at her as she stands up abruptly, knocking over a bowl. Her breaths are coming and going too quickly. She feels light-headed.
“Kiri?” Her mother asks, confused.
She turns and runs into the forest. Where she is comfortable and safe. A few call out to her as she leaves, but none follow. Eventually, after some time running, she gets winded and falls into the grass.
As Kiri stares up into the canopy of trees and catches her breath, she allows the thought she has blocked off for so long, to bleed through: She is in love with Spider. What comes with that thought are nerves that come with the unknown of the future, but also the comfort of accepting a part of herself she has always known was there.
The past couple of months make sense now, with her realization. The way she couldn’t stop staring at his face, as if she was seeing him for the first time. How she would blush and look away if parts of his body intrigued her. How she never wants to be parted from him and that makes her the happiest she has ever been. That she has the urge to kiss him… a lot.
But, now she is sure that Spider doesn’t love her back with the way he has been acting.
“Kiri?” Spider’s anxious voice calls out for her. He must have seen her run and followed. Does he know her secret?
“Here,” she calls out meekly as she sits up and tucks her legs into herself.
Spider comes through some bushes and immediately comes to her side. “Are you okay?” His eyes look all over her. He’s making sure she isn’t hurt.
“Why do you care?” The words come out as a snarl, and Kiri immediately regrets it as Spider leans back in shock. She can’t let her jealousy take over. It’s not Spider’s fault. She looks to the ground and sighs. “I’m sorry.”
“No,” Spider says, causing Kiri’s head to snap upwards to look at him. He looks pained.
Automatically, she reaches out and puts her hand on his leg to comfort him.
“You’re right,” he states. “I haven’t been a good friend lately. And I’m sorry. There were better ways to handle what I’ve been doing.”
“Is it time for me to know what you have been doing?” Kiri inquires. “I don’t like that it’s making it so we aren’t friends like normal.”
Spider seems jittery at her question, but a small smile graces his face. “Let me show you tonight. Come to Hell’s Gate just as the sun goes down and I will tell you everything.”
What could this possibly be? It can’t be a girl, because how would he “show” her that? Kiri is confused, but very intrigued.
“You promise, Monkey Boy?” She asks with a smile of her own.
“I promise.”
Spider ends up helping her stand and they walk back to the village together. She can’t stop taking side glances at him. A couple months ago, he shaved off his locs and now his hair has grown out wavy. It reaches his eyebrows, and the way it fluffs out at the ends makes it look so soft. Kiri has to constantly resist running her hands through it.
The afternoon sun reflects off his hair, making it practically glow. Blond is an unusual color, with the Na’vi all having black hair, but she knows it’s also rare in humans. He has lived on Pandora his whole life, and yet, she still spots her fellow clan members and humans staring at his hair.
She can’t fault them because it’s mesmerizing. She likes the color…. a lot. It’s fitting for him; representing his light-heartedness and kind soul.
As they join Lo’ak and help care for their Ikrans, Kiri wonders If he will grow it out again, and if so, would he let her braid it?
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Waiting for the sun to go down are the longest hours of Kiri’s life. Spider said he had to go once they finished caring for the Ikran’s, and she didn’t want to let him go, but resisted. He promised that she would know everything tonight, so she only has to wait.
She took this time alone to contemplate. It might be the scariest, and simultaneously the easiest, thing she has done, but she has decided she will confess her feelings to Spider.
All that occupies her thoughts is him. And until she does confess, she will always be wondering. She will wait for him to show her what he has been hiding, and then will bite the bullet.
She doesn’t want to think about if he doesn’t love her back, but she has to be prepared. It’s either now, or never. And if he doesn’t love her in a romantic sense, she knows their friendship will last lifetimes. She wouldn’t give that up for the world.
As it turns to dusk, she is practically vibrating with nervous energy.
“What’s up with you?” Neteyam asks as he comes to stand next to her near the fire.
“Nothing,” Kiri says, hoping that she looks calm and normal. She checks the night sky: it’s time. Without a word, she begins walking in the direction of Hell’s Gate.
“Wait,” Neteyam calls after her. “Where are you going?”
“That’s for me to know and you to find out!” Kiri calls back without looking. She begins following the path through the trees to Spider’s home away from home. She can walk this in her sleep with how much she visits.
When she enters the main entrance to the ship, Spider is already there and Kiri is shocked to find him in human clothes. He wears a white t-shirt that shows off his muscles and she has to make sure not to stare. His pants are dark green like the forest, but she smirks when she sees he isn’t wearing shoes.
Never before has he looked so human. At first, it entices her, wanting to explore their differences, but then sudden fear courses through her. Has he decided he wants to go back to Earth? The only thing that stops the question from spilling from her mouth are blue markings painted on his skin. He wouldn’t paint them on his skin if he was planning to leave Pandora.
Kiri admires the design Spider has chosen. He often switches up how the lines are painted across his body, but tonight is one of her favorites. It looks like spikes or slashes across his face, starting at the edges along his hairline and jaw. It makes him look dangerous, and she likes it.
“What has been so important it has taken my best friend from me?” Kiri says, quirking an eyebrow.
She expects Spider to tease her back, but instead, he looks anxious. It’s so different from his usual demeanor that it throws her off. Maybe this is something really bad and she should be worried.
“Come with me,” Spider grabs her hand, almost urgently, and tugs her along as he hands her a mask. It will provide suitable air for her, which allows her to stay inside the human spaces for more than a few hours.
He winds them down the hall within the ship to places even she hasn’t explored. When she thinks they will be moving forever, he finally stops in front of a door she doesn’t recognize. Spider takes a deep breath and opens the door. Kiri gasps at the sight before her. It’s a smaller room, but it’s designed beautifully.
The whole ceiling is clear and curved, like a dome. It allows you to see all the stars in the night sky. They shine brightly, giving the room a slight white glow. It’s darker than Pandora is at night, but it’s not hard at all for Kiri to see.
“How come you have never shown me this before?” She laughs in awe. When there is no answer, she looks at Spider and finds he is already looking at her. The luminescent lighting of Pandora’s fauna at night has always emphasized the beauty of his face, but right now, it’s tenfold. His clear skin has a blue tinge to it. The markings on his face almost look like they could be real.
Realizing they have been staring at each other without saying anything, Kiri feels a blush begin to creep up her neck. Thankfully, you can’t tell when a Na’vi does. She always enjoyed it when Spider’s face would get flushed, and was often the cause of it. She assumed it was out of annoyance or frustration, but now standing here with him, she isn’t so sure.
Kiri averts her eyes and then spots what she failed to notice before: Spider had set up a place for them to lay and look at the stars.
“Why?” Escapes past her lips as he begins to lead her over and has her sit on the soft blanket created with Omaticaya materials. It is large enough for both of them to lay on it fully. Did he make this?
What is going on?
Spider walks over to the blanket, but is still standing. Kiri looks up at him, awaiting her answer. He pulls something out of his pocket, and then sits next to her, so close their heads almost bump into each other.
He grabs her hand and places the item into it. She holds it up and finds it’s an intricately made necklace. A gasp escapes her at how beautiful it is. She can see the time, patience, and dedication that has gone into creating it.
“This is why I have been absent the last couple of days.” Spider starts, seeming shy. “I have had this idea to create this for you, but it took weeks to get all the materials and then when I started crafting it, it took up all my time and energy. I wanted it to be the best for you.”
The necklace is longer, which lets Kiri know that it won’t cover her mother’s necklace, which she wears almost constantly. The fact that Spider took that into account makes her heart feel like it’s going to burst. There are an array of different stones and beads, but at the center is what she finds most interesting. There is what appears to be a ring. Attached to the ring is a dazzling dark red rock that she has never seen before.
“Thank you,” she says in a whisper. She is holding back tears. She leans forward and pulls Spider in for a hug. She holds him tightly, hoping to convey her emotions. As they separate she gently grabs the side of his face keeping him in place as their foreheads touch.
“Anything for you,” Spider says, a term he uses often. It’s usually said in a joking manner, but now she can feel the power behind it. He pulls back to look at the necklace in her hands. “I chose items from all of our favorite places, and things that reminded me of you.” He touches the dark red rock that is at the end of the ring. “This is a gemstone from Earth called a ruby. Norm let me take it. He said that it was one of Grace’s favorites.”
Kiri is overwhelmed by Spider’s gesture and only wants to kiss him. How can she show him how much this simple act means to her? She looks into his russet brown eyes that almost appear black in the dark lighting, resembling the gemstone, and is overcome with love. It’s coming off of him in waves, crashing into her.
“I made you this, because… I love you, Kiri.” He grabs her hand in his. “I have loved you since the beginning of time and I will love you past the end. Will you be my mate?”
Kiri knows her mouth is open in shock, but she can’t help it. This is more than anything she could have dreamed up. Spider loves her. He wants to be mated for life. The tears she has been holding back spring to her eyes and begin to fall.
“Yes, my Spider,” Kiri says softly and full of emotion. She squeezes his hand. “I love you with all I am and all I will be, and I want you as my mate.”
Tears come to Spider’s eyes as he clasps the necklace on her, and she likes the weight of it on her chest. His hand comes upwards and gently traces the side of her face. “You are so beautiful,” he whispers. Kiri’s heart beats erratically at his words and soft touch. His thumb brushes over her bottom lip as he holds her chin. “Can I kiss you?”
Yes. Kiri thinks automatically, but words fail her because of how shocked she is, so she nods enthusiastically. Spider smirks at her reaction and then together they move forward until their lips meet. It sends a shock through Kiri’s system. She has never kissed anyone before, but she knows that Spider is the only one who could make her feel this way. There was never anyone else and there never will be.
After a couple moments of a chaste kiss, Spider swipes his tongue over Kiri’s lips, and she opens up for him. One of his hands goes to her waist and the other grabs her by the back of the neck, pulling her into him more. His warm hands on her skin makes it feel like she is melting, so she grabs his muscled shoulders for stability.
They spend a good chunk of time exploring each other’s mouths, which builds Kiri’s confidence. She doesn’t know how Spider will react, so she chooses to go slow. Tenderly, she begins kissing to the side of his mouth and continues until she reaches the corner of his jaw near his ear. His breathing is heavy and his hands grip her tightly, letting her know he likes what’s happening, so she continues.
Kiri gently nibbles on his earlobe before kissing down his neck. She feels his adam's apple bob as she begins to suckle the soft skin below his jaw. He leans back, allowing her more access. As she grabs his waist and pulls him closer to her, he lets out a groan she feels vibrate in his throat.
Oh. Heat pools in her stomach at the sound. She wants him to make that sound again. She wants to be the reason for that sound.
She pulls away from his neck to look at him, and his eyes flutter open slowly. The brown of his eyes, framed by long lashes, look at her in amazement. She has always compared his eyes to the ground; the source of life that builds all around them, what brings stability to the world. He has always been that to her. The one she could always depend on for support.
Never before has she seen him like this. It brings butterflies to her stomach. He looks at her like he wants to eat her up. It’s the look she has observed in nature; when a predator has found its prey. It brings excitement to her. He wants her.
“I want you to make that sound again,” Kiri says shyly. “I liked it.” Her hands go to the hem of his shirt and slowly begin pulling it up, seeing how he would react, and Spider practically rips it off and throws it away from them. It makes her giggle softly.
Spider sticks his tongue out at her and she kisses it away. Before they get too immersed in kissing each other again, she pulls back. Spider quirks a brow at her, and in answer, she holds his face with her left hand. It feels right with how well he fits in her embrace. She uses her right hand to run a finger over his eyebrow.
Eyebrows are a facial feature they share, which makes them different from the native Na’vi. Kiri’s fingers move and run over the roundness of his ear, which is very different from hers. She has always been fascinated by their differences, it’s why they connected in the first place. They are both oddities in this world, yet with each other, they fit together perfectly.
Her fingers run down his sharp jaw until she is holding his button chin, a part of him she has always admired. It’s another distinctly human feature, something that isn’t experienced in the Na’vi gene pool. Kiri also finds it interesting that human males grow hair, which they call beards, all across their faces, but she has never seen it on Spider.
For a while, he would shave his whole body to fit in with the Na’vi, but recently has stopped. Kiri was shocked when she began noticing the hair all across his body. It intrigued her because of how different it is. Although, he still keeps his face clean-shaven. Sometimes, she thinks she can see small hairs coming in around his lips and chin, but they’re always gone the next day. Maybe she can ask him to grow it out one day, just to see.
Now with his shirt off, Kiri can explore him further. And it’s not like she hasn’t seen him without a shirt. It’s actually weirder seeing him with a shirt on; something he usually only does when he is at Hell’s Gate alone. Despite noticing the hair across his body before, she never allowed herself to look so closely at him.
His hair is lighter, and sometimes isn’t visible, but grows darker in certain spots. It’s mostly visible on his arms, which she gently runs her fingers over until she reaches his chest, where there is another patch. There is a trail of it on his stomach which continues below the hem of his pants. She traces the hair starting at his belly button and Spider’s stomach flexes as he sucks in air.
“You are strong,” Kiri notes about Spider as her eyes roam the muscles across his body.
“I have to keep up with you guys,” Spider jokes. It makes Kiri smile because he has put in a lot of work. He has proven himself time and time again. Keeping up just fine. His greatest setback is not being able to breathe the air.
Spider bites his lip, and Kiri wants to kiss him again. His hands come forward slowly, and Kiri sees he is going to unclip her top. She leans in to give him better access.
“So we’re even,” he teases, but the moment the top is off and all that is left is her mother’s necklace and the one he made her, he goes quiet, taking in the sight before him. Clothing has never been a big thing for the Na’vi, but he has never seen her without something covering her chest.
She begins to feel nervous as he only continues to stare. What is he thinking? Then his hands come forward, running over her collarbones. She shivers at the light touch. His hands slide down her arms as he sits forward on his knees and kisses her, hard.
Kiri can’t stop the moan of delight that comes out. His hand moves to cover one of her breasts. It feels so good. Because of her high emotions, her kuru springs to life, wanting to connect with what she cares so deeply for. Spider is her mate. It doesn’t matter that they cannot connect like Na’vi couples usually would. They have Ewya as their witness.
As Spider teases her nipples with his thumb, Kiri giggles. It kind of tickles. She grabs her braid and brings it forward, separating from Spider to put her kuru between them. As he stares down at it, his expression turns sad, and Kiri knows why.
“I want you to know—” Kiri begins, wanting Spider to understand. “—that even if we can’t make tsaheylu, you are my mate and nothing can change that. You are a human, and I was born of an Avatar, we do not have to follow all the rules of the Na’vi. What matters most is how we feel and what we want. And I want you.”
“I want you, too.” Spider whispers.
Jokingly, Kiri brings her kuru forward as if to tickle Spider’s chest, but it latches onto his skin. They both freeze; stunned at what has happened.
“Has this… ever happened before?” Spider asks, not taking his eyes off where her kuru is connected with him.
“I-I hear your heartbeat,” Kiri says in amazement. “No, I feel it.” Wanting to test this further, she pulls back on her kuru and moves it to the back of his neck. Where his spine meets his skull. “May I?”
Spider nods eagerly, just as curious as her.
Kiri closes her eyes and places her kuru against his warm skin. It latches on, like before, but this time she feels even more. There is his heartbeat, steady as a beating drum, but also his mind. She feels the love he has for her, and it leaves her breathless.
“Kiri,” Spider whispers as he brushes her hair back from her face, getting her to open her eyes. “I don't know how… but I feel you. I think it's on a basic level, but we are connecting.”
Kiri is at a loss for words. She doesn’t know if The Great Mother accepts all humans, or just Spider, but the ability to do this with her mate has her smiling ear to ear. A bonus to an already powerful connection.
She launches herself at Spider and when their lips connect, she feels like she’s melting. Spider lets out a moan as she grabs his pants. As Kiri begins to fumble with the button, he grabs her. With a strength she didn’t know he possessed, he flips them over so she is on her back. The blanket is soft against her skin.
Seeing Spider looming over her sends her nerve endings on fire. He is straddling her stomach. The tsaheylu withstood the roughness of their interaction and stayed connected.
“Why did you stop me?” Kiri asks, curious about his actions.
Spider kisses the tip of her nose before leaning back with a smirk. “I want to try something with you, first.”
Kiri lets out a quiet yelp in surprise when he takes one of her nipples in his mouth. The warmth and wetness feels good, making her nipple taut. He doesn’t let the other go unnoticed; switching his mouth over to it, too. Her hands run up and down her sides as she arches her back, wanting more.
“Is this—” Kiri lets out a moan, “—what you wanted to try?”
Spider comes forward and kisses her. He peppers her face with kisses and it makes her giggle. After a few moments, he pulls back with a smirk. “Not quite.”
Kiri raises an eyebrow as she watches him move backward. He slowly kisses down her stomach as he goes, and when he gets close to her loincloth, she lets out a hum of satisfaction. Her body likes where he is headed.
He settles himself between her legs and kisses the inside of her thighs as he removes her loincloth. She sucks in a breath at feeling the air hit her bare center. Nobody has seen this intimate part of herself, and out of shyness she begins to close her legs, but Spider grabs them and pushes them back, opening her up to him fully.
“Don't hide from me, not now,” he says, and then his mouth is on her.
Oh. It’s different from her attempts to get off with her own fingers. It’s much better.
His tongue slides through her folds, and when he reaches her sensitive nub, Kiri jolts. Spider only laughs at her action, but then stays focused on that one spot. He is like a starved animal eating its first meal, and it only turns Kiri on more.
She attempts to watch him go down on her, but it feels so good she has to lean back and close her eyes. To hold herself steady, her hands go to his hair. It’s soft, and the perfect length to grab onto. He lets out a groan as she tugs on it, and the vibrations from the sound feel good against her.
Her tail seems to have a mind of its own as it flicks to the side of them, but then wraps around Spider’s abdomen and holds on tight.
Kiri feels something at her entrance and realizes Spider is pushing his fingers into her. He begins to slowly pump them, and combined with his tongue, she feels like she is on fire. As his fingers pick up speed, she knows she is reaching her climax. Her skin begins to light up. And she is shining as she reaches her peak. All she can do is make incoherent sounds and grip his hair like a lifeline, keeping him pressed to her.
As she comes down from her climax, she rocks her hips into Spider’s face, to make the sensation she is feeling last as long as possible. When she can’t handle it anymore she pulls away and closes her legs, loving the feeling of her pulse spreading throughout her.
She tries to speak, but Spider shushes her as she climbs over her, smiling.
“You taste so good,” Spider is all he says, and crashes his lips to hers.
They kiss deep and slow, savoring each other. Kiri can taste her juices on his tongue and it only turns her on more. She wants to do the same for him. This time, it's her turn to flip him on his back and they continue kissing as she does just that.
Kiri presses her hand over the bulge in his pants and Spider lets out a moan as she slowly rubs up and down. His hand comes over hers, putting a stop to her movements. Does it not feel good? Had she mistaken his noises? She looks up at him in confusion and clenches her legs at the sight of his flushed face and glazed eyes. She feels hungry for him.
“Uh- you don't have to.” Spider swallows as she feels the bulge beneath her hand twitch. “We can wait.”
“Do I look like I want to wait?” Kiri says, growing impatient as she licks her lips. “I want you to feel how you made me feel. I want you to see the stars and feel absolute bliss at the hands of the one you love.”
Spider’s jaw has gone slack at her words.
“Can I continue?” Kiri asks, giving him a smirk.
He quickly nods his head and seems to watch in awe as she unbuttons his pants and slowly pulls them down. She is frustrated when she realizes there is another layer to get to what she wants. Spider helps her by pulling his underwear down and tossing it to the side.
Kiri can only stare at his member. It’s beautiful. It’s taut, which she thinks means it’s ready. It’s long, longer than she thought a human could possess. The round tip just reaches his belly button as it rests above his stomach. She also notes the patch of hair at the base of it, what purpose does it serve?
Gently, Kiri wraps a hand around it and loves how soft and warm it is. She can feel his pulse as she squeezes slightly, which causes Spider to moan. Her hand covers over half of it and she runs her thumb over the tip to find it wet. She spreads the juices and it glistens in the low light.
“What should I do?” Kiri whispers, and she notices that Spider is breathing erratically.
“Move up and down.” He says breathlessly as she begins to do as he says. His hands grip the blanket and his eyes clenched shut. He bites his lip as she goes fast. “Oh, fuck.”
Kiri smiles, liking how she is making Spider feel. She loves when he swears. Wanting to do what he did for her, Kiri leans forward and licks the tip, which makes Spider jolt.
“Do-do that again,” he says, “but put your whole mouth over it.”
Kiri begins swirling her tongue over the tip, deciding she likes how it tastes, before slowly taking him in her mouth. She makes sure to protect it from her teeth and as she gets towards the base, Spider lets out a moan that spurs her forward and she takes his whole cock in her mouth.
“Fuck,” Spider says, as his hand comes forward and runs through her hair. “Now, move up and down.”
Kiri obliges and begins sliding up and down, liking the sounds Spider is making and the way his hands are running over her. She knows her own juices are still flowing because of how turned on she is. She throbs for him.
“Kiri, I’m close,” Spider stutters out.
Wait, she doesn’t want this to be over. She wants to cement their love for each other with the connection of their bodies. She needs him inside of her. In one swift movement, she climbs over him and holds the tip of his cock to her entrance.
“Can I?” She pleads.
Spider nods his head in answer.
“Go slow–” he begins, but she takes him all at once and the moan he lets out as she hits his hips is like music to her ears.
She shudders at how good he feels. Slowly, she rises up and then back down. He fits perfectly.
Spider’s hands run up her sides before resting on her chest. He gently pinches her nipples as she begins to bounce up and down on him. She throws her head back from how good it feels.
Wanting to be closer to him, she leans forward, pressing their chests together and kisses him. Spider’s arms come around her upper back and pull her into him tightly. It’s sloppy and their teeth clash as she attempts to keep fucking him, but it’s everything she has ever wanted.
Her tail runs up and down his legs before wrapping around his thick thigh for stability. It helps her get a faster pace, and she knows she is chasing the feeling that Spider gave her with his mouth, only now it feels… more. As she attempts to go at a speed to get what she needs, whining for her release, Spider stops her.
“I want to try something,” Spider says, and he sits up on his elbows. “Hold yourself steady.”
With ferocity she has only ever seen warrior Spider possess, he pounds into her. She can hardly breathe from how good it feels and has to grip his shoulders for stability. Her bioluminescence reflects all across Spider, lighting him up in blue as a tingling spreads throughout her body.
Her kuru shakes with the movement of their bodies, but the connection doesn’t break. The tsaheylu makes them one. Connected mentally and physically. She can feel how good Spider feels and can see it on his face. It's a mix of pure bliss and hard work, and Kiri feels the same way.
He is beautiful.
She can feel the familiar build in her stomach that happened earlier, and with each fast stroke from Spider, it is only heightened.
“Kiri, I-I am going to…” Spider doesn’t finish his sentence as his eyes practically roll back into his head as he lets out a low groan.
Something explodes within her, igniting her. It’s the best she has ever felt. The orgasm hits even harder than the one from before. Together, Spider and she are overcome by their euphoric states. Once they come down from them, they don’t move. Instead, relishing in each other’s breaths and bodies. They cling to each other. She wants him inside at all times now, always filling her.
After some time of cuddling with him inside of her, Kiri pulls herself off of him and whimpers at the separation. But then she is curious to see a light liquid coming from Spider and herself. She swipes up a dribble of liquid from his tip and tastes it. It’s not bad, slightly salty. She mainly likes it because it’s Spider.
She looks at him and sees he is staring at her with his mouth slightly agape as he breathes heavily. “That’s what helps make babies, for humans.” Spider clarifies.
“I like that it is inside of me.” She gives him a soft and quick kiss before pulling away slightly. “Thank you, my Monkey Boy.”
“Anything for you.” He repeats from earlier.
She now realizes that all the times he has been saying that phrase, he was really saying “ I love you”.
Spider grabs her face in his hands and pulls her in for a deep kiss. The press of their naked bodies only reminds Kiri of what they have done, and it makes her hum in satisfaction. She cannot wait to do this again with her mate.
They kiss for a while, but then they get cleaned up with Spider’s shirt and get partially dressed. Kiri has to get some air from her mask, but then they snuggle together on the warm blanket as they look up at the stars. They talk about their past and their future together, and everything in between.
Despite Kiri being much larger, she is curled into Spider with her head on his chest. After an hour or so, the steady beat of his heart and his soft breaths make her sleepy. Her Kuru is still connected to him, and through the tsaheylu she can feel his own satisfying exhaustion.
This is her home, with Spider. He is the love of her life; her mate.
If someone told her what was going to happen tonight, earlier today, she wouldn’t have believed them, and is now beyond happy at the way it has gone.
Spider presses a lingering kiss to her forward as she closes her eyes. The combination of the warmth from his arms around her, the weight of the necklace, and the sweet soreness between her legs, gets her to drift off into a peaceful sleep. She dreams of him.