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Hey guys, this is my first attempt at a fanfic so be kind when reading and commenting on it. I had no beta so any errors are my own; I want to continue it if the response is favorable. If not, well I had a good two hours writing and editing this story. The characters are my own depictions so don’t relate anything to real life. Cheers and enjoy!!!
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Adam is on his way home from the studio. It was a productive day and he is happy that he and his co-writer seemed to gel and the creative juices were flowing. He gets frustrated on days when the inspiration deserts him or he doesn’t click with the producer creatively. He looks out the window and watches other LA drivers equally aggravated by the slow moving traffic. Adam can’t wait to get home and see his boyfriend Sauli. He pictures the smile that will grace his love’s face on his arrival and how he does this little jump of excitement right before launching himself in his waiting arms.
Thoughts of Sauli cause Adam to break into a grin and his heart to skip a beat. How did he get so lucky? What had he done in his life to deserve this angel of a man? It seems the Fates were finally kind to him when it came to love. Meeting Sauli in Jenny Woo was such a coincidence that his heart clenches when he thinks of all the scenarios that could have prevented them from meeting. What if he had decided not to have a gig in Finland? What if he had decided not to go clubbing after his concert? What if Sauli had decided to stay home that night? What if he had left before he had spotted Sauli?
Adam then tries to imagine a world without his sweet Sauli; his sunny smile and beautiful ice blue eyes. He thinks of all the joy, laughter and love in his life thanks to the diminutive Finnish man and how his life would be empty without it. Most of all he remembers the passionate nights they have had and the sparks that fly when they get down. Memories of Sauli’s small but firm body, his golden tanned skin, the indents on his slim hips, his cock…he loves his cock so well proportioned and beautiful, his boyfriend loves it when he pulls the foreskin back to suck on his very sensitive juicy head, Sauli always gets overwhelmed by the sensations caused by Adam’s hot talented mouth; all these memories cause his dick to twitch and begin to lengthen.
Adam is startled from his thoughts by a loud honk coming from the vehicle behind him. He realizes that the traffic is moving again albeit at a slow pace. It seems that there was an accident from the police vehicles and policemen up ahead. It dawns on Adam that he will not make it in time for dinner with Sauli at the agreed upon time. He was supposed to be home at 7:30 pm at the latest but it looks like he will be getting home and hour or two late. He pulls his iphone from his pocket and with a frown dials Sauli’s number; it rings three times before he hears his angel’s voice.
“Baby” Sauli says in a cheery voice as he answers the phone. “I hope that you are almost home because I’m almost done preparing supper”.
“Hi honey. I am so sorry but there was an accident on the highway and it seems the roads won’t be cleared up for an hour or two” Adam replies.
“Oh”. The disappointment is palpable in Sauli’s voice. He prepared mashed potatoes, some salad and the meatballs that Adam loves and for dessert he made an apple pie. He
knows it is not the healthiest meal but they have been juicing and eating healthy for a few weeks and he wanted Adam to enjoy a nice home cooked meal without worrying about calories. He had also bought some mint chocolate ice cream in case Adam was up for it….like Adam would ever say no to ice cream. However it now seemed that dinner was ruined because by the time he got home and dinner was reheated, the mashed potatoes would be dry and lumpy and the meat balls would have lost their moisture as well.
“Baby, I’m so sorry. I know I promised to be home on time but there is little I can do”. Adam felt a pang of guilt because he has been so busy at the studio leaving Sauli alone most of the time. While he knows Sauli does not mind as he enjoys going out exploring and picking up Finnish friends from God knows where, he also knows that he gets lonely at times and wants to spend quality time with his boyfriend. Adam wishes the situation was different but its one of the things that comes with dating a singer and he knows that Sauli is able to handle the pressure.
“Its okay sweetheart, drive home carefully and I’ll see you when you get here.” Sauli replies though Adam can hear the dejected tone in his voice.
“Thanks baby and I love you so much. I have really missed you today and I can’t wait to see you.”
“I love you too. Be safe okay?” Sauli says feeling marginally better after Adam’s sweet words.
“Okay baby. Bye.” Adam replies as he hangs up. He wishes he could pick up some flowers or something to take home to Sauli but that would take more time and he is really eager to see him. He sighs and leans back in his seat, resigned to wait for the roads to clear up.
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Sauli takes the time that Adam is away to catch up on all the Finnish shows that he knows his boyfriend has no interest in watching. He is currently watching Finnish Idols but his mind is elsewhere. He knows he shouldn’t be this upset about Adam coming late but he feels lately they don’t spend that much time together and he fears the great connection they have will suffer if not nurtured. It seems that every time Adam gets home, they spend a little time having dinner and watching a bit of TV before they go to bed. While the sex is fan-fucking-tastic, usually Adam is so tired after that he falls asleep straight away only to wake up very early to check his email and get ready to leave for the studio.
He can’t remember the last time they just hang out the whole day; talking, laughing, cuddling and just being them. Adam is usually free on Sundays but they spend that time with his family and friends who also want a bit of Adam’s time. Sauli always accompanies Adam but they are in a crowd and so they end up not getting any intimate quiet time by themselves.
Sauli’s mind then wanders to the night he met Adam, he remembers their first night fondly with a smile on his face. He really did not stand a chance once Adam set his eyes on him; his boyfriend has such a magnetic personality that he was sucked in from the word go. He knew after Paris that he had left a big piece of his heart with Adam though he did not tell him at the time since they were still so unsure of what the future held. He remembers after the night they met in Helsinki, he had googled Adam and the images had taken him back. His man was gorgeous but it seemed that his lifestyle was so out there, a club kid as others referred to Adam. He studied the pictures of Adam and his then boyfriend Brad that were leaked during the American Idol process. The costumes, the make up and the wild parties…is that .what Adam looked for in a boyfriend? He had feared his lifestyle would be too tame for Adam, yes he loved going out and going on adventures with friends but he also liked peace and quiet on weekdays. He loved staying home with a good movie and a glass of wine just relaxing. Adam on the other hand seemed to love the night life regardless of the day of the week.
Sauli would not compromise himself and had decided that if they proved incompatible then he would end their budding relationship and even if it would hurt, it would be better to do so now than later when he had deeper feelings for Adam. His fears however were unfounded since the connection that Adam was so desperately looking for in the clubs and with twinks he found in Sauli and the more serious they became the less restless Adam became. In fact sometimes Sauli is the one who would insist they go out when all Adam wanted to do was stay home, watch a movie and have hot sex with his boyfriend.
Yes, Adam has come far, Sauli conceded and he couldn’t have asked for a better boyfriend. He was so intense; he literally made you feel like you were the only person in the world, especially during sex. Sauli felt consumed by him and could only hang on for the ride when Adam got in “the zone” as he liked to call it. His man was also sweet, romantic, kind hearted, intelligent and so beautiful he took Sauli’s breath away. He felt so lucky to have Adam in his life and he had really enriched his life in every way.
However Sauli begun to wonder if he was already beginning to feel a disconnect between them which worried him since Adam was still home. What would happen when he went on tour? What would become of them then? He is interrupted from his musings by the loud ramble of a car engine…Adam is home. His heart skipped a beat at the thought of being wrapped up in his tall and strong boyfriend’s arms. He eagerly rushes to open the door and waits for Adam as he gets out of his car; he is so excited that he can’t help but jump a little on the spot in anticipation of hugging his boyfriend.
Adam is so happy and relieved to see Sauli’s happy smiling face, he walks up to the door just in time to catch Sauli’s lithe body as he jumps into his arms. A feeling of peace and contentment washes over him, this right here is what he has been searching for; a man that makes his body burn with desire and makes his heart full with happiness and love. He tightens his arms around his boyfriend whose head is buried in his chest and clinging on to him for dear life. Sauli lifts his head for a kiss and his eyes flutter closed as he lowers his head eager for a taste of his boyfriend. It starts out as a chaste kiss until Sauli licks Adam’s bottom lip begging for entry. Their mouths open as their tongues meet for the first time in hours, eliciting moans from both of them. Adam’s body ignites like a flame exposed to oxygen as he grabbed Sauli’s neck tilting his head so as to be able to deepen the kiss even further; this makes his boyfriend whimper and clutch on to him even more frantically. They stop for breath but keep their lips close together as they pant into each other’s mouths.
“Fuck baby, you are so hot” Adam says as he bends slightly putting his hands under Sauli’s upper thighs and hoisting up as he stands. His boyfriend quickly wraps his legs tightly around his waist as he grabs hold of his hair and forcefully guides his mouth back to his. The noises Sauli is making goes straight to his aching cock, he can feel the precum making a damp spot on his briefs. He loves how crazy Sauli makes him and he growls into the kiss when his boyfriend nibbles and licks his upper lip.
They both seem to realize at the same time that they are making out on the porch and they can easily be seen by his neighbors if they are looking. They laugh breathlessly as Adam sets Sauli on the floor though he quickly takes his hand and leads him into the house. Sauli gives Adam a quick peck on the lips and heads to the kitchen as Adam takes off his boots and hangs up his jacket.
“Honey, I’m going to freshen up and change out of this shirt” Adam says as he heads to their bedroom.
“Okay baby, I’m just reheating dinner; it will be ready in a few” Sauli yells out his response.
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Adam moans appreciatively as he finishes the last of his pie and ice cream. He thanks the Universe for sending him a boyfriend who can cook such tasty meals. The food was a little dry for his liking but he was so hungry and it tasted really good. He will probably regret all the dessert he has eaten in the morning but for now he wants to savor the meal his boyfriend made just for him.
“You can stop exaggerating now” Sauli says as he rolls his eyes. Adam has been moaning through out the meal making Sauli almost jealous of the food for causing his man to sound like that.
“Babe that was hands down the best meal I have had in a while. Seriously thanks for doing this for me; it was exactly what I needed.” He leans over and gives Sauli a kiss to express his gratitude.
“Well you can thank me by doing the dishes. I’m going to run a bath for us.”Sauli replies cheekily as he dashes for the stairs making his way to their bedroom. He knows Adam hates doing the dishes and he chuckles when he hears his boyfriend grumbling under his breath. He hopes that they can have some relaxing time in the bath and touch base since they did not get to talk much over dinner.
He takes out some towels and heads to their master bathroom where they have a large tub; he runs the water and adds some bath salts. Next he takes out the scented candles that Adam’s mum bought for them and lights a few placing them strategically to create a warm glow in the bathroom. He turns the lights off and starts to undress as he waits for his love to finish up in the kitchen. Just as the bath is filled to the brim, Adam walks into the room smiling when he sees his already nude boyfriend.
“Are you starting off without me?” Adam asks with a mischievous glint in his eye.
“Never” Sauli replies as he crosses the room to stand before his man and starts pulling his shirt over his head. Adam assists him since Sauli can’t reach all the way up; they silently work together ridding Adam of every stitch of clothing. Sauli steps into his lover’s arms and tilts his head angling for a kiss; Adam happily obliges him and it’s as if a spark has been ignited between them as the kiss becomes more demanding and hungry. Adam grabs Sauli’s supple ass cheeks roughly, squeezing them before lifting him slightly causing their naked cocks to rub against each other. Their mutual groans echo through the empty room as their dicks twitch and jerk, precum leaking freely down their erect and hard shafts.
Sauli pulls away first and instructs Adam to get into the tub; he does so enjoying the hot water soothing his sore muscles and leans back against the ledge. Adam intently watches as Sauli climbs in after him and straddles his hips causing some water to spill over the brim of the tub, but they do not notice as they are too consumed watching each other. Adam rubs his hands up and down his boyfriend’s sides lost in those beautiful blue eyes; the stare lasts for a few moments before Sauli’s voice breaks the silence.
“Adam, do you know how much I love you?” he asks.
“It can’t be as much as I love you baby, trust me. You are the light in my sometimes dark world; my joy, my heart, my muse, my future, my everything.” Adam answers with such conviction that Sauli feels overwhelmed by the intensity of his declaration. He leans forward wrapping his arms tightly around Adam as he buries his face in the crook of his neck. He feels a rush of love and affection rushing through his body for this man…this man who has become his whole world.
They hug for a while, holding each other so tightly it’s a wonder there are no broken ribs. Soon though their needy cocks remind them of their desire to express their love physically. They start kissing passionately, tongues dueling fighting for control. Adam grabs Sauli’s ass pushing him against his own groin as Sauli begins to grind and rub himself on Adam.
“Baby, I need you so bad. I have to have you” Adam whispers roughly against Sauli’s lips. He has this sudden urge to posses this man in his arms and he does not think he has the patience for foreplay at the moment. Later, he can love him slowly, but right now he needs to fuck him and fuck him hard.
“Then take me. Show me who I belong to” Sauli replies, barely getting the words out as his body trembles in anticipation of this beast of a man making him his.
Adam reaches for the water proof lube that is usually by the tub and starts preparing his lover. He can’t believe how tight Sauli is even after having made love severally in the last few days. When he can comfortably get three fingers in, he withdraws them and lubes his own dick.
“I want you to ride me like your life depends on it, okay?” Adam asks as he grabs his boyfriend’s slim hips and lifts him over his throbbing cock.
“Oh God…fuck…want that dick in me so bad” Sauli mutters incoherently as he grabs the base of Adam’s dick to steady it for his descent. “Fuck you and your big dick” Sauli
swears loudly as Adam’s head breaches the tight ring of muscles. He will never get used to its girth and he both loves it and hates it.
Adam smiles when he hears his man say that because he always says the same thing on penetration but when his cock is hitting all the right spots, he is screaming to all the deities known to man thanking them for giving his boyfriend such a beautiful dick. His smile soon turns to a grimace as he resists the urge to thrust into his boyfriend’s tight velvet channel but he knows he has to wait for Sauli to accommodate him….the last thing he wants to do is cause his angel any type of pain.
They soon begin the rhythm and dance that they know too well, there cries of pleasure fill up the room as Sauli hold on to the sides of the tub to give him leverage to move against Adam. When the head of his boyfriend’s dick hits his prostate he almost wails in pleasure. He continues moving and grinding against Adam whose head is thrown back in pleasure. With time Adam’s dominating nature takes place and he grabs hold of Sauli lifting him up and placing him on the ledge against the wall, he raises his knees placing them on either side of his boyfriend effectively fucking Sauli against the wall. His rhythm is punishing and Sauli lets go and enjoys the pleasure that his boyfriend is giving him.
“Touch your dick baby….that’s it…stroke your head…play with your balls babe….I’m almost there….common baby stroke that dick for me” Adam instructs Sauli as he continues to fuck him. He can feel his balls starting to draw up into his body and he knows he is going to come at any moment. He moves Sauli’s hand off his dick and starts stroking it himself focusing on the sensitive glands just below the head. Sauli’s answering cries encourage him and before he knows it, his boyfriend comes spurting hot creamy cum all over his hand. This is all he needs as he growls when his whole body tenses as he comes hard into his boyfriend’s used hole.
They hold each other as they come down from their post coital high; words of adoration and love are whispered as any available skin is kissed and worshipped. Eventually they get off the ledge and Sauli drains the now cold water replacing it with some hot water. Adam settles on one end of the tub as Sauli lies between his splayed legs. His hands settle on his boyfriend holding on tight as Sauli strokes his thighs. They lie in silence just enjoying being in each others company.
“So baby, how was your day?” Sauli asks breaking the stillness.
“It was awesome sweetheart; the new song is coming along great. We had a really good session today and I hope it continues tomorrow.”
“That’s great, so what is the song about?” Sauli replies smiling at the enthusiastic response.
“It’s about…..” Adam is interrupted by his ringing phone. He gently moves Sauli forward as he rushes to answer it before it goes to voicemail. “Hello….oh hi Dana….tomorrow is not possible….no I want to do it but we have to reschedule it….wait let me call you back in a minute.”
Sauli sighs knowing that their evening of relaxation is over. He gets up and removes the stopper letting the bath water drain off. Adam tells him he needs to go to the office and talk some things over with his manager regarding his schedule. He is off with a towel wrapped around his waist before Sauli can formulate a response. He decides to get ready for bed since he doesn’t know how long Adam will be; he brushes his teeth, puts out all the candles and cleans up the bathroom before heading to the bedroom. He puts on a pair of briefs and heads downstairs to the kitchen for a drink of water; he decides to get two bottles since he knows that Adam sometimes wakes up in the night thirsty.
He passes the office signaling to Adam that he is off to bed; Adam replies that he will be right up. As Sauli prepares to get into bed, he deliberates whether to remove his briefs; they usually sleep nude but he is feeling a bit vulnerable and frankly like he was dismissed. So with that in mind, he gets in and turns on the TV watching some mindless reality show as he waits for his boyfriend. It takes Adam half an hour to finish up and by the time he gets ready for bed, Sauli is brooding about the fact that yet another day has passed by and they have not had any quality time together.
Adam totally oblivious to Sauli’s mood gets in behind his boyfriend slipping one arm under his neck acting as a pillow and the other he wraps around his boyfriend’s waist pulling him close.
“Mmmmm baby you feel so good, sorry about that but had some stuff to sort out” Adam says.
“Its okay” is Sauli’s quiet response as he places his hand over Adam’s linking their fingers and pushing back as far as he can go into his boyfriend’s body. Adam turns off the light and TV and begins to tell Sauli about the songs he is working on. When he is done, he asks Sauli what he did during the day; Sauli excitedly tell him about the restaurant he went to for lunch and he hopes that they’ll go there sometime since the food was really good. When Sauli starts telling him about an art gallery he visited, he notices that Adam’s arms around him have gone limp and he is starting to snore.
A pang of loneliness hits Sauli unexpectedly; how can he feel lonely when he is in the arms of his love? He realizes that Adam has his own work and obligations that keep him busy and at that moment he wishes he was back in Finland with friends and family around him. As quickly as that thought enters his mind, he banishes it because Finland does not have his heart….his heart lies in the man snoring behind him. Sauli is left wondering if the gap he is starting to feel between them will continue to grow leaving them like strangers living in the same house. If it’s like this now, what will happen when Adam has to travel for long periods of time for work and will be too busy to spare him more than a few minutes of his time? Sauli thinks back to when an interviewer asked him what he hopes for in a boyfriends and he said someone that can be his best friend and equal. How then can they be equal when Sauli is always left behind and Adam seems to be too busy or preoccupied to spare more time for their relationship? Adam did not even notice or bother to ask Sauli why he was wearing briefs to bed when he has never done so before. It’s with those thoughts that Sauli drifts off into a fitful sleep dreading the day that they look at each other not recognizing the other or the reasons they fell in love in the first place!!!!