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Part 1 of Steady Is The Hand (LU Healing Magic Fics)
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2022-06-21
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2022-07-02
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The Lessons I Have Had To Learn

Summary:

Hyrule teaches himself to heal others via seven stages of agony.

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7 times Hyrule attempted to heal someone else with the Life spell, plus 1 time he failed, plus 1 time he succeeded.

Notes:

Hi, welcome to this fic. Most of it is drafted as I start uploading it - only chapters 5 and 7 left to go. This first chapter is half a prologue as much as anything, but you know.

Fic is based on a lot of headcanons concerning healing and magic in LoZ and LU. Many, many headcanons. It's also a very grim time. This first chapter just contains death of a random NPC in canon-typical ways, but please be wary. I've put the warning tags I can think of for later chapters already, and will warn in the start notes, but I may forget something and its a very very long ride. A sequel to pick up from 'hopeful' to 'happy' is planned, but unsure how much will get written.

'Soul', 'energy', 'magic', 'strength' are sometimes used interchangeably. For this verse please assume Hyrule's magic teachers all used slightly different terminology, and so he mixes and matches. None are exactly wrong, none are exactly right.

LU does not come into play until chapter 8, at which point Link will become Hyrule. Also once we get to later chapters, Hyrule's trauma symptoms are modelled off my own, but adjusted for circumstance. It is not pleasant, and occasionally graphic. Please be careful reading, especially as the fic progresses, and if you need to tap out do so.

Will try update a couple of times a week - this fic is very nearly done itself - but scheduling will depend on when I can edit.

Thanks to Alpaca for reading this through even if not in the fandom, and Azalea from the LU discord for talking through ideas with me.

Fic/Series title taken from 'Cold is the Night' by Oh The Hellos, the theme song for this fic.
Chapter titles from 'Theseus', also by Oh The Hellos, the other theme song for this fic.

Chapter 1: Maybe that's what it's all about

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Near Mido Town, Link finds an old woman and a trail of blood.

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It is during his wanderings that Link first realises the necessity of learning to use life on others. He is heading to Mido Town, in desperate need of a resupply. He has no potions left, and the fairies have all returned home to recharge.

The day is young, the sun is bright, and it almost seems that the world might heal despite everything it has suffered; he is no longer the only traveller he sees, sometimes passing brave merchants and farmers inching back out towards other towns, and the guardsmen protecting them as they journey.

Of course, fate is not so kind to any hero in this land.

A little way beyond town, just far enough to be beyond notice by the townsfolk, Link finds a trail of blood. Immediately he pulls his sword, and follows into the sand. Somehow, despite the wind and the dunes, the track is obvious; someone was dragged this way, and not very long ago.

Link picks up his pace to a run, swapping his sword for his bow and notching an arrow with years-worth of ease.

Around another few dunes he finds the source of the blood - an acheman dragging an elderly woman away, its claws burrow deep into her shoulders.

Before he is noticed Link shoots once, twice, three times; the creature drops its prisoner just in time to be killed by the sword. Once it begins to fade Link ignores it - hands immediately seeking the old lady on the floor.

With the claws no longer in the wounds, her blood spills everywhere. A potion would save her, but Link has none. She bleeds too fast for bandages, and the damage is too extensive for Link’s mediocre stitches to hold.

“Ma’am?” he asks, pressing against the wounds as he tries to think of something. He does not know how to continue, so he just repeats the word.

Ancient, terrified eyes turn to him, and the fear only grows when she realises who has come to her aid.

Link swallows the cruelty of that action - it's not her fault he is a harbinger of doom - and presses harder.

It’s too far for him to carry her to town, or to run and get help; she’ll have bled out before he gets there. No fairies live nearby, his first aid is not up to this…

Maybe…

He has never used healing magic on another, but he has heard legends of it being done in the past.

Link pulls his magic together, and casts the spell. He tries to weave it outwards. He tries and tries and tries, but it just… Will… Not… Go!

The scabs on Link’s arms and small burns on his feet heal up, but the old lady is still bleeding, her consciousness growing dim.

Link does not try again; he gathers her into his arms and, despite knowing it is too late, sprints towards Mido Town.

He arrives corpse in hand, and is thrown out before he can buy the potions that would have saved her.


The next time a starving wolf attacks him, Link does not kill it outright; he lames the beast, then tries again to twist his magic outward, using the less intense situation to keep his hands steady and mind calm.

It takes a few attempts but somehow, somehow it works.

And so Link cuts the beast again - just a little cut - and practices again. Then he repeats, and repeats, and repeats until his magic drains dry. He then thanks the wolf for its service, and puts the creature out of its misery.

Then Link finds another animal, and repeats the process all over again, until he can reliably heal the small cuts and burns and bruises on another being, and without wasting any power on himself.

Next time… Next time, he thinks, he will be ready.