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Maybe record-keeping can be romantic too.

Summary:

Green told me once that I'm not great at romance. I'm pretty sure he was teasing me, but he wasn't wrong. I'm not like the people in the movies he stays up all night watching. He says he's happy with me, and I believe him, but that doesn't mean he isn't secretly dreaming of a big romantic gesture. Is there anything like that that is within my capabilities?

I always keep my journals.

Notes:

i use a lot of pokemon nicknames throughout this series, so i made a list you can quickly reference if needed!

Chapter 1: Green apricorns are bitter.

Summary:

Do you remember that necklace I made you? You still wear it, even now.

Notes:

alternative title: red being in gay with green for years and years

i love the idea that red is very stoic in person but very excitable in his inner thoughts and writings. it's the autism

the dates on the entries correspond with red's age (so year 6 day 1 is red's 6th birthday)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Year 5
Day 364

I made a new friend today! Green!

It felt too hard to talk today, so I didn’t play with the other kids. He just sat down next to me and started talking anyways. It didn’t matter that I didn’t talk, he just kept talking. It was kind of overwhelming, but it made me happy too.

He wants me to come over to his house tomorrow. I’m so excited!

 

Year 6
Day 1

Green has a lot of cool books! I can’t understand a lot of the words yet, but Green says he does. He told me what the books taught him about pokemon.

I think he’s lying about being able to understand the books. Poliwag isn’t good at walking.

 

Year 6
Day 12

Green found out it was my birthday when I went to his house. He yelled at me and said that I should have told him. Then he gave me one of the books he showed me. He said that I seemed to like it a lot, so I should have it. Then he told me that since he’s older, it’s his job to teach me things.

We’re in the same class, though. I don’t know what he’s supposed to teach me or why it matters that he’s older.

 

Year 6
Day 59

Green likes gardening. He showed me the vegetables he was growing. He was really excited for me to try a tamato berry. It was really spicy! But it tasted really good!

 

Year 6
Day 194

Green said I smelled like pecha flowers. When he was saying goodbye, he said “smell ya later.” His face got red and he ran away. It was kind of funny! I wasn’t sure I liked the new shampoo mom got, but maybe I should keep using it.

 

Year 6
Day 201

Green has said “smell ya later” every time we have to say goodbye. Is he going to keep doing that? He’s strange! But it’s okay. I like Green.

 

Year 6
Day 258

It’s Green’s birthday next week. I don’t really know what to get him.

There’s this big rock we always hang out at. I think I’ll see if I can break off a piece.

 

Year 6
Day 260

Mom helped me make the rock piece into a necklace. I hope he likes it.

 

Year 6
Day 265

Green loved it! He said he’s never going to take it off. That makes me really happy.

 

Year 7
Day 1

Green gave me another pokemon book! It’s a really big one, with all of the pokemon in the region. There’s a lot of entries that don’t have much information. Green said he’s going to find all of those pokemon and learn all about them. I want to, too! And Green said we’d do it together! I can’t wait until we can start our journey! We still have to wait three years though…

 

Year 7
Day 127

Something is bothering Green today. I tugged on his sleeve, but he told me it’s nothing. I kept tugging, and he told me to knock it off. He said he’ll see me tomorrow. Why won’t he tell me?

I have a bad feeling.

 

Year 7
Day 130

Green is still being weird.

 

Year 7
Day 142

Green yelled at me. He was really mad that I don’t talk to him or smile around him, like I do with other kids. He asked why I bother hanging around him if I hate him so much. I shook my head, but I guess that was wrong. I grabbed him, but that was wrong too. He pulled away and said that I don’t have to worry because we aren’t friends anymore.

I don’t understand it. I know a lot of people don’t like it when I don’t talk or smile, but I thought Green was okay with it. Words always seemed unnecessary with him. What changed? Did something change, or did I just not notice? Is it really that bad that I don’t like to talk?

If I talk to him, would that make everything better?

 

Year 7
Day 143

It didn’t.

 

Year 7
Day 265

It’s Green’s birthday. He’s still wearing the necklace I made him. Doesn't that mean it's important to him?

I knocked on his door, but no one answered, so I put the berries in his mailbox. They’re ones that don’t grow around here, so I was only able to get a few. I hope Green is able to plant them. If anyone can grow them, I bet it's him.

I miss Green.

 

Year 8
Day 1

Green called me a loser today. At least he said something to me.

 

Year 8
Day 3

I bought a book on sign language with my birthday money. Speaking is tiring, but I need some way for people to understand me. If I learned sooner, would Green have learned with me? Would we still be friends?

 

Year 8
Day 192

Green is mad that I’m at the top of our class now. He’s only a tenth of a point behind me. It feels mean to be happy that I'm beating him, but I can't feel bad when he keeps calling me a loser or an idiot. I have to work hard to stay ahead of him!

 

Year 8
Day 236

Green is at the top of the class again. I have to try harder! I don't want to lose!

 

Year 8
Day 265

Happy birthday, Green. I hope you like the apricorns. I know the green ones are the most common. Sorry.

 

Year 8
Day 347

I tied with Green for the top student. He gets mad when people bring that up. It’s kind of funny, so even though I didn't beat him, I guess it's good enough.

 

Year 9
Day 265

Green can start his adventure today. I had some potions, so I left them outside his door last night. I hope he has fun.

 

Year 9
Day 266

Green is still here.

 

Year 9
Day 272

Why hasn’t Green left yet?

 

Year 9
Day 295

What is Green waiting for?

 

Year 9
Day 328

It's almost like he's waiting for me. Is that too self-centered to think?

 

Year 9
Day 364

I can start my journey tomorrow! Is Green going to start his?

Notes:

tamato berries increase friendship but reduce base speed

green apricorns are used to make friendship balls but are bitter