Chapter Text
Pairing: Taejoon
Prompts: Sunrise, Unaware, Jealousy (from Twitter @btspromptbot)
Additional Tags: Unrequited Taegi, Unrequited Namkook
It's dark, but it's always darkest before dawn, isn't it? Yoongi shakes his head, trying to rid himself of the thoughts. He's been spending too much time with Namjoon.
The man in question is standing a little ways away, tucked into a corner of the rural convenience store they'd gathered at where the building meets forest. He's not quite out of sight. Yoongi wishes he'd move deeper into the shadows, where even the smoke of Yoongi's cigarette can't reach, let alone his eyes. Yoongi takes a slow harsh drag of smoke, blows it out towards Namjoon in petty retaliation.
Yeah, he regrets bringing Namjoon tonight.
He's known Namjoon for a long time, far longer than he's known any of the others, so he knows how the younger acts around someone he wants. He knows in detail which moves he'd make and by this point in the night, he knows even though he doesn't see, they are tangled in one another. Joon's hands will be on the other's hips, a leg propped between his interest's.
Even though his body is angled away from them, even though he's saved himself from the heartache of seeing them entwined and wrapped intimately around each other, Yoongi can still hear them together.
In the still of the night, from his seat on a parking block by the convenience store doors, he can hear every whispered hum and breath and sigh. He hears every precious giggle coaxed into existence. He hears, he thinks, them kissing.
He stops that thought, can't stomach the idea of Joon kissing his– no, not his. His nothing. Kim Taehyung is nothing to him. It's his fault, his fault, his fault for not making a move and letting Joon take the man he wanted.
Jealousy stirs in his belly, simmering him until he's hot, a manic need to move taking over him. There's nothing for him here anymore.
The sun is rising and he's had enough of this, of them. Yoongi looks over to Jungkook, who also came out with them tonight, who also is feeling green and envious and sad.
Sad?
Is he sad?
Yoongi tosses his cigarette to the floor and stubs it out with his foot. He calls Kook over. "I'm fucking starved. Let's get outta here."