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“The how I can’t recall,
Now I’m staring at what once was the wall.
Separating east and west,
Now, they meet amidst the broad daylight.”
I hate you. - JW
I’d kill you myself if I could. - JW
No, no, that’s wrong. - JW
Why would you do this to me? - JW
To us? - JW
I only hope that one day you can forgive me. - SH
The sun’s shining. - JW
You’re dead and the sun is shining. - JW
How twistedly ironic. - JW
A bit hard to hide when it’s so bright out. - SH
I let Molly cut my hair. - SH
You’d laugh. - SH
They found his body. - JW
If he was already dead, why did you jump? - JW
Is this some sick joke? - JW
I’ve never felt sentiment before now. - SH
It isn’t crutial to the mission. It’s unneccesary. - SH
But when I think of you, it won’t go away. - SH
It aches. - SH
They expect me to sleep at the flat. - JW
How could they think that’s okay? - JW
It’s like that face on the wall is mocking me. - JW
“So, this is where you are,
And this is where I am.
Somewhere between unsure,
And a hundred.”
They want me to write your eulogy. - JW
I’ve been staring at a blank screen for hours now. - JW
What could I possibly say to sum you up? - JW
The mind is not a mystery to me. - SH
The heart is a different matter entirely. - SH
That was always your area. - SH
Your funeral was today. - JW
You would’ve hated it. - JW
Greg was there. - JW
He kept the press away. - JW
Said he owed you a favor. - JW
I think it’s just his way of saying he believed in you. - JW
Funerals are so unnecessary. - SH
How easily redeemed I become when I’m “dead.” - SH
There’s a cameraman outside. - SH
Lestrade punched him in the face. - SH
He’s not so bad.. Greg. - SH
Why are you crying again? - SH
“It’s hard, I must confess,
I’m banking on the rest to clear away.
‘Cause we have spoken everything,
Everything short of I love you.”
People call me a widow now. - JW
Would you even care? - JW
It seems like they talk more now then they ever did before. - JW
I wonder what you’d say. - JW
What were we, Sherlock? - JW
I’ve learned something from all this. - SH
“The great Sherlock Holmes, learn something?” You’d be so predictable. - SH
Friends are a hindrance. - SH
Slows down the brain, blurs the senses. - SH
Makes you feel. - SH
But you’re different. You’re no ordinary man. - SH
With you, I’m better. - SH
Without you.. I’m still processing. - SH
You didn’t even give me a chance. - JW
I had so many things I needed to say. - JW
You are a hero. - JW
You’re a genius. - JW
You’re gone. - JW
I found a man today. - SH
Army sniper. Maybe you knew him. - SH
He compared himself to you. - SH
He left with a broken arm. - SH
“You right where you are,
From right where I am.
Somewhere between unsure,
And a hundred.”
I don’t really sleep anymore - JW
I just stare at the ceiling. - JW
Sometimes I black out for a few hours. - JW
I try to stop. - JW
Because when I do, all I see is you falling. - JW
And the sound of gunshots. - JW
Sleep is irrelevent. - SH
You told me more of it might help. - SH
These nightmares are like a fever. - SH
I can’t shake them off. - SH
“Somewhere between unsure,
And a hundred.
And who’s to say it’s wrong?
And who’s to say it’s not right.
Where we should be for now?”
I tried to look for your violin. It’s missing. - JW
You would’ve killed me if I touched it, anyway. - JW
I went into the flat when you were out. - SH
I took one of your jumpers. - SH
It smells like you. - SH
You can’t hide in the flat forever. - SH
I need some air. - JW
I feel like I’m suffocating. - JW
I’m so used to your constant string of conversation. - JW
I swear, I can hear you even now. - JW
You’re an ass, you know that? - JW
“So, this is where you are,
And this is where I am.
So, this is where you are,
And this is where I’ve been.”
I can’t take it anymore. - JW
This is killing me. - JW
This is harder than I anticipated. - SH
It’s like dying might have been easier. - SH
I owe you so much. - JW
I owe you everything. - JW
Without you, I don’t feel whole. - SH
This is foreign to me. - SH
There’s just one thing I need to say. - JW
Just once. - JW
I’ve never said this before. - SH
I loved you, Sherlock. - JW
I love you, John. - SH
“And this is where I’ve been,
And this is where I’ve been.
Somewhere between unsure.
And a hundred.”
I’m so alone. - JW
I’m so alone. - SH
I need you to come home. - JW
[Message Sent.]
I’m coming home. - SH
[Message Sent.]