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Finally!
Mark leans back in his seat with a grin on his face as he’s finally finished making a presentation that he’s about to show Jaebum. He’s literally been working on this sucker forever and spent countless hours perfecting it and making sure it would be a fool proof plan and reasoning on why Jaebum should agree to this.
But maybe we should backtrack just a bit shall we?
Like what is Mark preparing to show Jaebum? What is even going on? Well you see, Mark has come up with the perfect idea of Jaebum and him being pretend boyfriends for a video. What could go wrong? It’s just simple kissing on live video so his cheating ex boyfriend would not only get the hint that he’s moved on. But that this other guy that’s been trying to hit on him and stalk every social media network and his private page will see he’s taken. It’s a win win for both of them. Because when Mark goes over what he’s prepared for him, Jaebum will be persuaded to say yes. Trust me.
Now let’s get some facts straight here. Yep, straight. Lim Jaebeom is a straight alpha male. Mark knows this from the many women he’s seen him with. That would be one key figure as to why this won’t happen. It’s also another reason why Mark doesn’t understand why everyone else doesn’t understand that they’re not together. Cause let me tell you! Since the moment Mark got into this college and came to this dorm over a year ago, everyone and I mean EVERYONE thought him and Jaebum were a thing. They’re just roommates, bro! It’s actually not allowed to have an omega and alpha dorm together that aren’t already mated or like brother and sister or something but one dude overseeing the rooming situation figured a gay omega male and a straight alpha male would be fine. Especially since rooms were limited enough already. And there’s been no problems between them. Mark really likes rooming with Jaebum too. He’s a kind caring alpha who is quiet and reserved. He keeps things tidy and even has a lovely cat by the name of Nora that Mark doesn’t mind entering his room and finding her on his bed. He’s even found Jaebum napping on his bed at times. The relationship they have are two best friends that just happen to do everything together.
They have the same classes practically. They hang out when they’re not doing school work. They eat together. Help each other make music together. Study together. Go grocery shopping together. Do laundry together. Cook together. Go to parties together which is rare and only if their friends are hosting it. They have the same friend group. They know each other’s secrets. Seen each other’s families. Visited each other’s families. Taught each other their native languages. Sometimes they like to hold hands and cuddle but like best friends you know?!
So why does everyone assume they’re a couple? Hell, he’s had many guys run the other way cause they thought Jaebum would beat their ass. Which, hey, he did to one guy who tried to cop a feel on the bus one time but that’s a different story. Mark’s point is when he’s trying to find a date or even a relationship he always hears,
‘Oh you’re not already taken?’
‘I thought Jaebum was your alpha?’
‘You reek of him all the time.’
‘You two are always together.’
‘You mean you two aren’t fucking?!’
The last one is heard more often than you think but no, Mark has not fucked or been fucked by Lim Jaebeom. He has not touched his dick. Seen his dick. Sucked his dick. Rode his dick. Nor has he done anything inappropriate with his best friend. And when he has his heat, he stays at Youngjae’s who is another omega male. And when Jaebum has his rut, he goes home to his parents.
But now you must be thinking, then why is Mark trying to kindle the flames of the many rumors and what people already think? Well, that’s because Mark has an itty bitty secret that he hasn’t told anyone, not even his best friend. And that’s because it has to do with his best friend. For you see, Mark let it get to his head. After Neil. After attempting to find love and to get rid of this creepy male, all the shit that happened in between, Mark has started to really think about his relationship with Jaebum. To the point where he can’t stop thinking about the male. To the point where he becomes hyper aware of everything Jaebum does and just...he’s been noticing him differently. His heart will thump stupidly for the dumbest reasons where before it hadn’t. He’ll find himself wanting to be super clingy when he shouldn’t. How he wants to take all of Jaebum’s attire that smells of him and roll in it in his own bed. How the words of other people has him wondering what it would be like to be with Jaebum. Intimately. More than just best friends. And it has these FEELINGS trying to develop when Mark needs to put a stop to right away because he is not about to let this stand in the way between their nice lovely relationship they’ve had going.
So he needs to do this video. Needs to get it over with so he can get the harsh reality from Jaebum that he is very much straight and that there’s no way that Mark has a ‘crush’ on Lim Jaebeom. Even though Mark knows Jaebum is one sexy ass motherfucker. All with the chic sexy style, tattoo and piercing having, bad boy vibe though he’s actually a giant softie and so totally Mark’s type down to a T. Which Bam has pointed out to him over and over as every guy he’s tried to hit on, go out with or been fucked by resembles Jaebum in some way. And we’re not gonna talk about Neil who has the raven hair, tattoos and build like Jaebum ok? He’s a douche that never could be Jaebum--I mean…
Shit!
Mark’s spent too much time in his head again and needs to get this plan started stat. And he must hurry before it’s his time to air this live video. Oh wait! I forgot to mention how Mark pays his fiances. For not only did Mark come from America but his parents couldn’t continue to pay the finances as his father got sick. So Mark was desperate and with Bam’s help, set up an account and became a camboy. His onlyfans page is super popular that not only can he pay off his entire college tuition, he can help his family and pay expenses of living in a dorm and still have tons of money left over. So why not dress up or edge himself until he’s cumming? He gets to enjoy himself too and do his own thing as well as his own rules so he’s safe and happy. And yes, Jaebum knows all about his work. He makes sure when Mark is doing his thing to not disturb him and will usually be doing his own work by making music and messing with beats while wearing a headset so he can’t hear anything. Jaebum is actually very respectful and still such a gentleman to him as he doesn’t treat him any differently. Unlike Neil who called him a whore and said he should get freebies whenever he wants since Mark shows himself on camera. Totally not the same! He’s not bringing in random guys or anything. It’s always been just himself and a toy or two. But whatever, we’re getting off topic here!
Mark takes the binder full of the many reasons Jaebum should say yes and exits his room,
“Bummie!” He calls out and peeks his head into the room across from his to find it’s empty.
“In the kitchen!” Jaebum replies and Mark perks up and makes his way down the little hallway to the small living room that is attached to the even tinier kitchen.
There he finds Jaebum opening a can of cat food for Nora who is all excited and circling around Jaebum’s feet while brushing her tail against his leg. Mark is soon smiling as Jaebum coos and talks all sweet to Nora as he prepares her bowl. He scoops her up and places her onto the counter with her bowl in front of her and pets her while she eats away happily. Mark almost forgets what he originally was doing as he’s distracted by the fond scene before him until Jaebum lifts his head and looks to him,
“Did you need something?”
Oh right, he should tell him what he needed him for. But as Mark goes to open his mouth, he finds his heart beating super fast and the words trying to get caught in his throat. Like what the hell is he getting all nervous and shy for?! This is nothing like Jaebum seeing him throw up that one time when he had the flu. Or when he had to carry him up the stairs to their dorm because he sprained his ankle dancing. To that time he opened up the dishwasher and found one of his toys cause that one had Mark blushing for hours.
“I um...ok hear me out first but I need a favor-”
“I’ll do it,” Jaebum cuts in and Mark’s mouth remains open and eyes going wide because what?
Jaebum chuckles a bit before coming over to help close Mark’s mouth; his fingers stroking gently underneath his chin and totally not doing things to Mark before pulling his hand back.
“Whatever it is, I’ll do it.”
It takes a few seconds of controlling himself and not chasing after Jaebum’s touch. That was another problem Mark was having. Being touch starved from Jaebum.
“But you don’t even know what it is yet.”
Jaebum leans his hip against the counter as he crosses his arms over his chest loosely,
“I’m sure it’s nothing bad and if it's for you, I’d do it.”
Mark can’t believe it.
“Even if it’s appearing in my video and kissing each other?”
There’s a brief second of silence and an unreadable expression on Jaebum’s face before he speaks again,
“Like I said, I’ll do it.”
Are you serious?! Mark is about to slam the folder down onto the counter when he remembers Nora is eating so he grips it harder in his hands and shakes it lightly in front of Jaebum’s face,
“That easy?! But I spent forever on this presentation to convince you! And you’re telling me all I had to do was just ask?”
Jaebum nods and Mark wants to cry because Jaebum is such a great best friend.
“Bummie…” Mark says his name with emotion and Jaebum goes all eye smile at lovingly bumps his shoulder with his.
“It’s what best friends are for. Besides, I have a feeling this has to do with that douche bag that I’m gonna beat the moment he steps foot around here again?”
Mark can see Jaebum growing heated as those passionate eyes spark with rage and is quick to put a hand on his arm to help calm him down,
“Down big guy. I want to beat his ass too but he’s been smart and staying away, though he’s been blowing my phone up nonstop to take him back.”
A low growl is working it’s way through Jaebum’s chest before Mark can interrupt,
“But he’s not worth getting in trouble for, Bummie. Instead, I can show him that I’ve more than moved on from him and in no way want him back.”
Which is true. Mark doesn’t want anything to do with Neil anymore. He shouldn’t have even let him into his heart and Jaebum was there when he came back that night and broke down in tears at finding out the truth. Jaebum had held him the entire night and just let him cry and yell. To get everything out and didn’t once complain about the snot or soaked shirt or even the sore back from them both falling asleep on the couch. God, Jaebum is such a great person. Which isn’t helping his nonexistent ‘crush’ here!
“All you have to do is a simple kiss for like a minute and that’s it. I’ll even set a timer and we’ll have a safeword or touch in case you need to stop or backout. It’s like a dare from spin the bottle, something silly and stupid that doesn’t mean anything but Neil will think we’re boyfriends. I mean, let’s face it, the whole damn college campus thinks we’ve been dating since day one anyway.”
Jaebum lets out a hum of agreement to the last part but doesn’t show how it affects him on his face. Instead, he moves to stand more firmly in front of Mark and cage him in a bit against the counter as he reaches out to touch Mark in comfort,
“If that’s what you want to do, I’m all in. But don’t push yourself Mark. I know he hurt you badly and I don’t want him to mentally scar you. You’re a great person. Very sweet and loving and in no way a whore, you hear me?”
Mark’s heart swells with emotion at Jaebum making sure he’s ok. At trying to mend his heart and mind while having no idea what he’s really doing to him.
“I’ll be fine, really, Jaebum. I feel nothing but anger toward him now.”
Jaebum pulls him into his arms and the two hug, “What about you? This won’t ruin your reputation or anything will it? I can like blindfold you or something to hide your full identity if you want me to. Weren't you and Stacy almost a thing?”
“I could care less about my reputation. I’ve never fit in with the norm anyway. And I’m not gonna hide myself from kissing a guy. If they can’t accept that, then I don’t need them in my life nor liking my music. And Stacy just wanted a one night stand like most of the women I meet cause once they get to know more about me, they think I’m weird.”
Mark gasps, “You’re not weird! You’re perfect just the way you are!”
Mark starts to grow angry as he wants to teach each and every one of those women a lesson. Jaebum finds himself smiling as he keeps Mark against him so he can’t go all L.A. gangster and soon they find Nora jumping up on their shoulders meowing away. With Jaebum chuckling and showing such a fond and happy expression along with Nora being cute, Mark finds himself getting distracted and his heart doing that crazy rhythm again…
“Are you ready?”
“Are you?” Jaebum asks back.
And he had a very good reason to for Mark admits he’s nervous. It’s like when he first did a live video in front of his audience. Where he gets all shy and quiet like he would meeting new people or being in a new environment. But once he gets horny, the needy and naughty him comes out and he’s not as shy or quiet anymore. In fact, he gets quite vocal and tells you what he wants too. But as he’s sitting on his bed with Jaebum next to him, he can’t help but be shy and nervous. Cause it’s about to happen! He’s gonna kiss his best friend!
Both sitting cross legged on the bed and sides brushing, it’s almost like they normally hang out where one part of their body always has to touch and they’re glued to each other’s side. It’s weird how it both calms him and is riling him up right now. How his heart is thumping away and he’s aware of every little thing like his nerves are attuned to Jaebum.
“I’m a little nervous,” Mark lets out and Jaebum is already reaching his hand over to rub soothingly along his side.
Has it always been so warm when he touched him? Has it always lingered when he would stop?
“I told you not to push yourself. We don’t have to do this. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone you know.”
“I know that but I...I want to. And I...thank you for being willing to do this.”
“Like I would let you find some rando to do this with. I’m thankful that you trust me and feel safe around me to do this.”
Ah that’s right, Mark should tell Jaebum about the creepy guy after this. If he can survive this minute without his heart bursting out his chest that is. Ok, Mark, you can do this. You can prove to yourself and everyone else that Jaebum is just your roommate. Just your best friend and move on from this.
Mark squeezes Jaebum’s hand before moving to his setup he has on his desk. His computer and his camera are already set up and in position. He can see them on the video back on the computer to let him know they’re in a good angle for all to see. His fans are already on and waiting patiently for the live show to start and all Mark has to do is hit a button and the little red dot will come on.
Thankfully, Mark already teased about what was going to happen tonight so he didn’t have to explain much. Jaebum and him also went over some things so he knows what he can and can’t say on live and if at any time either one of them needed to back out, the safe word was pineapple or they could spell out the word, ‘stop’ in Korean on the other’s skin.
“I got the timer set. Just a minute and the torture for you will be over with-” Mark says before he finds himself being pulled back and into Jaebum’s lap.
“Listen, it’s not torture if I’m doing it of my own free will and secondly, stop overthinking this. Just let it happen and go with the flow. This won’t ruin our relationship and I’ll still be here after the video ends.”
Jaebum really needs to not be in his head as he knows him too well. Well, not completely since he doesn’t know about how he’s been feeling and thinking about him lately, nor can he hear the rhythm his heart keeps trying to beat for him.
“Promise?” Mark can’t help but ask as his anxiety is getting the best of him.
As he’s realizing this is probably not a good idea and never ever should have listened to Bam’s suggestion. Well actually, Bam’s suggestion was to fuck it out of his system but Mark was gonna go with kissing. But I mean, Bam didn’t lead him astray when he helped him set up this account so maybe it’ll be ok.
Crap. He’s gotta do this now or he’ll explode from nerves so with a deep breath, he gets back up and hits the button before settling back in place on the bed…
They’re literally in normal attire too. Like just two dudes wearing comfortable clothing and chilling on the bed but his fans were already perking up and going wild. Tons of comments of,
‘Who is that?’
‘Who is he?’
‘Oh, you really did bring someone!’
‘You’ve never brought anyone!’
‘He’s hot!’
‘Sexy!’
But he does see one in the many, ‘You’ve got this, ;)’
It was from Bam. Bam came to check in to see if he really was gonna do it and can feel the encouragement coming from him. It helps calm his nerves a bit and with a shy smile as he bites his bottom lip, Mark works up the courage to speak,
“Hey guys, it’s me again. Though this time I’ve brought someone like I hinted toward earlier.”
“Hi, I’m JB,” Jaebum greets in his deep soothing voice that Mark swears makes the comments go even crazier.
Jaebum tries to read them but there’s a bunch in Chinese or English that Jaebum isn’t very fluent in and can only pick up a few words here or there. It just shows how Mark can attract attention from all around the world and that not many know what he does for a living locally.
“I’ve actually been living with Bummie for a while now as we’ve been roommates.”
The comments keep piling away as a lot of his fans are interested in knowing his daily life and more about him than just him getting naked. Though there are still those few that are only about his body and want him to hurry things up. Or aren’t liking that Jaebum is there. Mark ignores those comments though and is glad Jaebum can’t understand them or he’d be raging and telling them a piece of his mind. Mark does notice that the creepy guy is there but he soon finds Neil’s username popping up and it takes his attention.
Jaebum can feel Mark’s fingers twitch where they’re resting on his knee and picks up on Neil having entered the chat and room. Jaebum doesn’t even hesitate to kick things up a notch as he wraps his arms around Mark possessively. Mark is taken by surprise and looks up toward Jaebum as Jaebum says at the same time,
“And I’m his boyfriend,”
Wait, what? That wasn’t part of the script! Mark is too in shock though to say anything, especially when Jaebum’s hand comes to touch his face and Mark gets drawn into those wild and passionate eyes. Mark’s heart skips a beat before beating like crazy. His breath hitching as Jaebum locks eyes with him before glancing down at his lips and back up. Fuck, he’s even swiping his tongue out to mess with his lip piercing and Mark can’t stop staring at his lips. At how they would feel against his. How Jaebum will taste.
Jaebum’s leaning in as he gently cups Mark’s face and Mark hasn’t even started the timer yet. Hasn’t even told the others he was doing the kissing challenge or whatever they had come up with because Mark’s brain is short circuiting now and he’s forgetting everything else around him except those lips now pressing against his--
Damn.
Just damn. It was hot. It was stupidly, wonderfully, deliciously hot. The moment their lips touched, Mark let out a noise. He doesn’t even know if he’s breathing as he’s too busy feeling too much. Feeling the heat, the passion as Jaebum melds his lips firmly against his. As the sparks underneath his skin are trying to blaze now. As the flames of his own passion he was trying to extinguish for good was now burning even stronger.
Oh, he likes this. He likes this too much. And when Jaebum pulls back just a little, Mark is chasing after him. His own lips melding back. Pushing. Pleading as he lets out verbally in a needy whine. It’s just a kiss. One kiss but Mark is already addicted. Already craving more. How this was nothing like any other guy he’s kissed. Of how wrecked he’s becoming from a mere simple kiss…
Jaebum pulls him back in, leading him softly, gently with the next kiss to let Mark know he’s not going anywhere. He was merely testing the waters. It was their first kiss after all. He was trying to take it slow, but it was damn hard. With Mark kissing back just as passionately. With his scent spiking and feeling him tremble underneath his fingertips. And the way he’s vocalizing how the kiss is affecting him...god damn, it was doing things to him. It makes him want to do more. More than just some simple pecking. And the moment Mark bites at his lip piercing and tugs, Jaebum can’t just do a simple slow kiss.
With an aroused growl, Jaebum’s hands move to manhandle Mark who quickly finds himself straddling Jaebum’s lap before his lips are being captured once more. Mark lets out a needy noise as Jaebum attacks him with fervor. Mark’s own hands clutching onto Jaebum’s broad shoulders as Jaebum is trying to devour him through the kiss. How he’s making him crave more. Diving back in with the same amount of passion as lips barely part just to reattach. As harsh breathing is heard while both are getting lost in the other with the heavy make out. As heads tilt to get better access. To tease. To bite. To nip. To moan into each other’s mouth. Mark’s hard. So fucking hard and Jaebum must feel it against his stomach but god Mark can feel how hard he is as well against his ass. And if Jaebum wasn’t making him go even crazier maybe Mark would be trying to answer the questions that would appear later. But with Jaebum swiping his tongue out to trace his lips, Mark can only think about parting his lips to let Jaebum slide in.
It’s been well past a minute. Who knows how much time has passed but Mark doesn’t want it to stop. He’s enjoying this too much. He’s wanting more. Already dreading when they have to part as he’s gonna keep wanting to kiss him even after this. Fuck, he made it worse. So much worse--
Mark shakes in Jaebum’s hold as he feels Jaebum’s fingers dig into his hips. As he feels Jaebum’s tongue tangle with his. As he continues to taste him; saliva being mixed together as Jaebum groans. Voice rough with arousal,
“You’re so responsive to me...singing for me...fuck, it’s so hot.”
Jaebum’s been with a lot of women but he’s never had one so responsive like Mark. Where one kissed like he did and reacted so strongly to it. Where one kept begging for more kisses like he’d die if he didn’t get another---
“Please...another...more,” Mark breathes out against his lips before trying to draw Jaebum back in.
Oh Mark had no idea what he was doing to him. How he can’t help himself...he can’t stop with just kissing.
“Mmm, Bummie--Ah!” Mark lets out a high pitched moan and his body jerks when Jaebum grinds up against him.
As he feels Jaebum grinding against his ass while grabbing two handfuls of those luscious cheeks and holding him in place. Mark’s panting turns into constant needy moans as he clings to Jaebum and buries his face into the crook of Jaebum’s neck and shoulder.
“You like that, baby?” He whispers so hotly against his ear.
It’s like a switch has been flipped and Jaebum is showing a very dominant alpha side to him that Mark is definitely reacting to.
“Look at you grinding back against me. You trying to tease me? Or are you trying to get me to do more?”
Mark has to be dreaming. Has to be having a wet dream or something. Maybe Jaebum can’t help it cause it’s been a while since he’s gotten laid. That has to be it right? Right? Oh, Mark can’t think straight. He can only focus on Jaebum touching him. Surrounding him. Sliding his dick along the crease of his ass and his hole twitches and clenches down on nothing. All while his hips jerk and his own cock rubs against Jaebum’s stomach.
“Bummie…” he’s begging with tears in his eyes.
He’s gotten so submissive...so lost in pleasure and this alpha that he doesn’t even know what he wants right now, he just wants it. Whatever he wants to do to him.
Mark finds fingers tilting his chin up and lips passionately pressing against his before his back hits the mattress and Jaebum cages him in. Gasps are filled with drawn out moans. Nails digging, scratching through Jaebum’s shirt as Jaebum melds their hips together and their cocks grind against each other. Fast short thrusts while remaining lip locked…
It’s like Jaebum’s fucking him.
All he had to do was rip his shorts off and pull his sweats down and Mark’s hole would be there for the taking. So wet and tight as it clenches down with each thrust. Throbbing with his cock pulsing as he’s nearing the edge so fast. As he feels Jaebum’s cock slide over his again and again and sometimes missing just to brush against his hole and do it all over again. Slick soaked through both material and is dripping past his shorts and down his thighs as his voice rises in pitch each moan. All for Jaebum to swallow up in the next kiss just to pull back and keep their lips barely touching so he can hear more. It was wild, passionate and so damn good that Mark reaches to pull his shorts down but Jaebum grabs his wrists and pins them to bed as he continues his assault and Mark can’t last much longer.
“Bummie...I can’t...gonna cum...you’re gonna make me cum…” Mark is crying out in both frustration and pleasure as he’s forced to take what Jaebum gives him.
“Me too...fuck I can’t stop...cum with me baby, cum for me…”
Mark reacts fully to those words and how wrecked he sounded. And watching him fall apart with his name leaving his lips totally pulled Mark over the edge that he’s cumming right along with Jaebum. His body contorts in pleasure along with a loud cry of Jaebum’s name that soon turns into little oversensitive noises as Jaebum rides their orgasms out before coming to a complete stop. Mark can feel Jaebum’s cock twitch some more and his hips jerk in a short movement as every last drop soaks through the front of their pants and shorts. Mark closes his eyes as he tries to come down with his chest heaving and body giving aftershocks of pleasure.
It was good. So good that Mark is having a hard time coming back to reality until he feels fingers stroking through his hair. Mark reacts to it by leaning into the touch. He feels so sedated like he’s on cloud nine and he wants to bury further into the warmth and scent before him. Those fingers continue to stroke through his hair and Mark opens his eyes and can see Jaebum above him,
“You good?” Jaebum asks with a bit of concern.
“Really good,” Mark manages to reply before moving his head and seeing the camera and that was turned off.
“What happened?”
Jaebum gently soothes him as he keeps running fingers through his hair and staying close,
“You were showing a very intimate part of yourself so I told them that was it for the night and ended it so I could tend to you.”
Intimate? Mark catches his reflection in the mirror and can see his eyes are still of his omega. Oh. He really was. No wonder he feels like this. So warm...so happy…
Fuck this was bad!
Mark tries to move but his body is like jelly and Jaebum stops him,
“It’s ok, I got you.”
But this was so bad. To the point of reacting so strongly to him! He was supposed to kiss him and realize it was nothing. That it didn’t mean anything. That no sparks or anything would be there. That it would be wrong or gross or something, anything but good. But warm. But right. But happy. Not craving more. Not needing his touch. Not having these thoughts. Not feeling these emotions growing stronger...his heart yearning to connect further…
His crush on his best friend just got much worse and Jaebum’s just his roommate…