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you're the only one to whom i wanted to lose
and suddenly you made me understand, you made me believe that last thing i didn't dare to know about you - that your feelings for me are the same as mine for you, always have been
and now i remember how to laugh without looking back at all the hurt i've had before because you showed me how to do this, you've shown this to me over and over and over again until i've finally learned it from your hands and your eyes
but here i lost and it still isn't enough for you, as it never was the reason you've fought against me, because - all that time you fought for me; you want me to stand, you want me to come back, you've always wanted me
you have always been the one and only who would never abandon me no matter what, no matter the boundaries i've crossed and rules i have broken, you have
and now i know how to cry to feel happiness at the bottom of my heart even not knowing what's coming for me tomorrow, having absolutely no clue about it for the first time in my life
i've never meant to be a hero, so have you, but now we know that our names are gonna be carved in stone together for centuries but we do not care
i thought i know you but it turned out that you know me better
it seems like you have beaten all the bullshit out of me and..
..now i know that i am not lonely. i never was
