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The Art of Falling

Summary:

What darkness befalls an angel when the world they knew is ripped away?

After being cast out of Heaven, Castiel wakes up in rural Nebraska injured, alone, and overwhelmed. Out of options, he begrudgingly accepts the aid of the hunter who finds him and holes up in a dingy little mobile home while his newly fragile body does its best to heal. But life as a human is harder to endure than Castiel expected, and despite Dean’s constant kindness, he finds himself struggling to reconcile what he was with what he is becoming.

Notes:

It’s been such a privilege working with the lovely Bees on this! Collaborating with her has been a dream; I couldn’t have asked for a better partner. Her art is embedded in this fic, but please go check it out on tumblr and AO3 and send her some love! Credit also goes to her for the first line of the summary, which was her initial prompt. Bees, I’m so grateful to have had the chance to work with you, and thank you for everything! This fic wouldn’t be what it is without you.

A big thank you also to my incredible betas, kitmistry, captainhaterade, and kazshero, whose input and feedback were invaluable.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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There are no words to encompass this pain. It’s consuming him, atom by atom, molecule by molecule; he is being flayed. Flames sear at his skin—they lick their way outside of him, vacating their confines to claw at muscle and sinew. The inferno builds and builds, a blazing wave which never crests. He can feel his bones charring, his flesh shriveling and peeling away from his face, his hands.

 

Something rips from his back, wet and sharp. The pain is excruciating; he has known nothing like this, no suffering that can begin to compare. His body contorts in agony.

 

He is falling. The flames burn hotter as he gathers speed; the wind claws at what’s left of his wings; stripping feather from flesh, snapping bones like twigs. There is another wet rip, another eternal moment of unrelenting agony.

 

He shouts into the blackness, his voice swallowed by the high scream of his Grace.

 

Then, mercifully, there is nothing.