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Filming being postponed on account of the weather, Jensen slowly makes his way toward the parking lot to go back to his apartment and just enjoys the cold water hitting his face. At this slow pace, he is practically soaked to the bone but could really care less. He has always been a fan of rain, loves everything about a rainy day. When he was younger he used to rush out of the house every time it rained and stand in it until it stopped. His mom always yelled at him for it, saying he would catch pneumonia one day, but that had never stopped him.
Smiling slightly to himself, he takes in a deep breath of the fresh air and looks up at the dark grey clouds above his head. The rain has chilled the air around him and he can't stop the shiver that runs down his spine, but he doesn't quicken his pace. The rain is slowly becoming no more than a drizzle now and soon it will cease all together. He wouldn't mind if it rained for hours though.
As he is passing by Jared's trailer the door suddenly flies open and he finds himself being pulled inside. He is greeted by the taller man's wide grin when the door slams behind him and his chest is flush against a broader one. He looks up into Jared's smiling eyes and has to remind himself to breath. He always seems to lose all brain function when Jared catches him off guard like this, with bright eyes and a mischievous smile directed solely at him.
"Where did you think you were going Jensen?" Jared asks with a hint of playfulness in his tone.
"Well, I was planning on going home and passing out on my bed. Why, do you have other plans for me?" Jensen asks, playing along.
"Going home is the last thing you're gonna be doing right now. You've been driving me crazy all day and I can't wait how long it would take to get you home and devour you." Jared runs his hands down Jensen's sides as he says this, coming to a rest on his hips. "The way I see it, we have a perfectly good trailer right here on set, we might as well put it to good use."
"I don't know if I'm quite following what you have in mind Jare, why don't you show me?" Jensen breathes out; biting his bottom lip simply because he knows it turns Jared on.
A sound resembling a growl escapes Jared's throat before he attaches his lips to Jensen's, trapping the older man between the door and his broad body. Jensen's mouth yields under Jared's; opening wide to accommodate Jared’s demanding tongue. As Jensen wraps his arms around his neck, Jared reaches around him and locks the door so no one interrupts them.
Reluctantly pulling out of the kiss, Jared grips the hem of Jensen's shirt and pulls it over his head. Without looking to see where it lands, he tosses it over his shoulder as Jensen gets to work on getting Jared's belt out of the confining loops. Jensen kicks off his shoes in time for Jared to relieve him of his jeans and boxer briefs, the younger man smiling dirtily the entire time. Even after all the times they've made love, Jensen still gets shy being naked in front of the other man, it's one of the things Jared loves about him.
Focusing his mind back onto the task at hand, he pulls his own shirt off and throws it over his shoulder to join Jensen's just as Jensen pushes his pants down over his hips. As Jared is attempting to kick them off with his shoes still firmly in place, he loses his balance and almost falls backward in his eagerness.
Jensen chuckles as he helps Jared regain his balance and lets the younger man use his shoulder as leverage while he removes his pants, successfully this time. Straightening himself, Jared takes in the sight in front of him. Jensen's chest is glistening with a light sheen of perspiration and Jared has to hold in a groan when Jensen lifts his eyes, pupils dilated in arousal.
Not giving a thought to the fact that he might be crushing the smaller man, Jared slams him up against the wall beside the door and pushes his body flush against Jensen's. Reaching down, he lifts Jensen's legs and wraps them around his waist, using the wall to keep from dropping him. Jared smiles softly before capturing Jensen's mouth, nibbling and sucking almost harshly on the plump bottom lip. A moan immediately escapes Jensen's throat, as well as a few unintelligible words, and he finds himself grasping blindly at the slick body in front of him.
Jensen is the one to break the kiss this time, gasping for air to fill his screaming lungs. Jared nearly comes when he sees Jensen's lower lip all swollen and bruised. Jensen smiles when he finds Jared looking at him with a dazed look in his eyes, loving the fact that he has such an affect on his boyfriend.
"Where's the lube?" Jensen questions bringing Jared out of his stupor.
Refusing to put Jensen down, Jared carries him over to one of the drawers and rummages around in it until his hand comes back out with a tube of lube clutched firmly. Jared smiles triumphantly, pushes the drawer half way shut and moves back to the wall. Propping Jensen up against it, he flips open the cap on the small bottle and pours a generous amount onto the palm of his hand.
"You ready for me Jen?" He whispers in Jensen's ear as he slicks up his fingers. "Tell me how much you want me."
"I'm always ready for you, always. God, I want you so much Jay, can hardly stand it," Jensen responds, an undeniable pleading in his tone. "Need you inside me baby, give me all you got."
Jensen's breath gets caught in his throat when he feels Jared's index finger tracing his entrance, caressing tenderly and pushing only the tip inside. Jared continues to do this, giving Jensen a taste but never going all the way; just teasing him relentlessly. When Jensen begins pleading; sounding pained, Jared decides to take pity on him. He relishes in the moan that leaves Jensen's mouth when he pushes the first finger inside until it's knuckle deep. He thrusts his finger in and out repeatedly for a moment before a second one joins in.
Jensen's whole body shudders and he bites his hand to keep a cry inside. Jared smiles smugly, knowing he has found Jensen's prostate. He figures he could find that little bundle of nerves in his sleep by now though 'cause he just knows Jensen's body that well. He will never tire of seeing the open look of pleasure on his boyfriend's face, finds it intoxicating in fact.
Unable to ignore his own needs any longer, Jared begins moving his fingers in a scissoring motion to loosen Jensen up. Jensen grinds down on the fingers the best he can in this position, drawing a groan from Jared as this action stimulates his aching erection. After doing this a few times, Jared stops short when Jensen's eyes suddenly meet his and is held frozen for a moment.
"No more... I'm ready Jare... come on, please..." Jensen practically begs, grinding down against the erection poking him.
Jared doesn't need any more encouragement. He just pours some more lubricant into his hand, drops the bottle at his feet and slicks up his dick, getting it nice and smooth. Jensen waits impatiently as Jared prepares; reminding himself that it wouldn’t be a good idea to just slam down on his boyfriend’s erection.
Jared looks intently into Jensen's eyes as he lines himself up and begins to slowly push inside. Jensen tries to keep their eye contact but finds it too difficult as the pleasure begins to mount, so he doesn't fight it when his eyes close on their own accord. It is taking all of Jared's will power to keep from forcing himself into the tight heat enveloping him, his body literally shaking.
Simultaneously, they let out a sigh of relief when Jared pushes until he can't get any further. Leaning across the inch that separates their faces, Jared places a kiss filled with adoration upon Jensen's eyelids and a smile slowly grows on Jensen's face. Wrapping his legs more securely around Jared's waist, he pulls him in for a kiss and pushes down as best as he can; encouraging Jared to begin moving.
At a slow, torturous pace Jared pulls nearly all the way out before thrusting back inside. Jensen throws his head back the best that he can with the wall hindering him and smiles when a full body shudder runs through him, heightening the pleasure. There is not much he can do in this position, so he gives up trying to meet every thrust and just allows Jared to take charge.
Jared’s eyes are nothing more than slits now, making him look as though he is high, and Jensen realizes he could never tire of seeing his boyfriend this way. Watching as pleasure overwhelms him; putting him in almost like a dazed state, it is just incredible to Jensen. He loves what their love making can do to Jared, loves the fact that he is the only person to ever see Jared like this.
“God, I could never… could never get tired of this. Man, what you do to me. I… I love how perfectly my body fits against yours and how… great it feels to be inside you, like your body was designed just for… for mine,” Jared pants out, half of his words incomprehensible.
“I’m right there with ya,” Jensen breathes out against Jared’s face, “never felt like this with anyone else, just you, only you Jay.”
Jared finally manages to open his eyes fully, locking an intense gaze with Jensen. “You’re amazing Jen,” he whispers softly, sincerity in every word.
Jensen is at a loss for words, isn’t even sure words could do this moment justice. It isn’t so much the words that have taken Jensen’s breath away but the intense look in Jared’s eyes; giving his emotions clarity. Jensen knows how lucky he is to have someone so caring in his life, but this moment just reminds him of that. He doesn’t know what he would do without this man.
“Oh God,” Jensen moans out when his prostate is stimulated, wiping all thoughts from his mind. “Harder, Jared, harder!”
Gripping Jensen’s left leg; he lifts it slightly for more access and thrusts up at an almost brutal pace, making Jensen’s slick back slide roughly against the wall of the trailer. A groan of pleasure leaves Jensen’s mouth before he attaches said mouth to the side of Jared’s neck, sucking and nibbling at the sensitive skin. Jared arches his back when Jensen digs his nails into his flesh and a hiss makes its way past his gritted teeth.
Jared speeds up his pace when pressure begins to build, so close to release he can feel it in every joint. His body is trembling from the strain of holding Jensen up and from his fast approaching orgasm, so he uses the wall to support his boyfriend and lifts the legs around his waist up higher as he thrusts his hips; hitting Jensen’s prostate without fail.
The moment Jensen’s teeth sink down into the spot between his neck and shoulder Jared’s climax hits him full force and he releases himself deep within his boyfriend. Just the sensation of Jared coming inside him is enough to set Jensen off, his mouth opening in a silent cry as his orgasm washes over him in waves.
Jared manages to slide out of Jensen before his knees give out beneath him and they find themselves sliding to the floor. Jared rests his head against Jensen’s shoulder as he tries to catch his breath while Jensen runs his hand idly through Jared’s hair, still in a post orgasmic daze.
Jared smiles happily at Jensen when he finally lifts his head, leaning in to kiss him briefly. “I love you Jensen.”
“Yeah, I love you too, ya nut.” Jensen replies fondly, reaching down to entwine their fingers. “I’ll be glad to get you home; I just want to lie in bed and not get out until we have to go back to work.”
A flinch crosses Jared’s features and he smiles apologetically at his boyfriend. “Sorry, guess I forgot to tell you. Chad’s in town, I’m going out for a beer with him tonight.”
Just the mentioning of Chad’s name puts Jensen in a sour mood and he finds himself frowning. “Please tell me you’re kidding,” he sighs unhappily. “Do you have to go out with him tonight, and especially for a drink?”
“I seriously don’t know why you have such a problem with him, if you just got to know him I’m sure you’d get along.”
“You can’t tell me you don’t see how badly the guy wants you. Hell, he practically drools all over you whenever he comes around,” Jensen grumbles.
“Yeah, I’ve noticed that, but you honestly have nothing to be jealous over. I don’t want Chad, I want you. Could you just try to put a little bit of trust in me? He’s my friend Jen, nothing more.” Jared frowns unhappily when he says this, looking at Jensen in disappointment.
“I trust you Jared, that’s not my problem. I don’t, however, trust Chad Michael Murray.” Jensen grits out the name, voice dripping with the disdain that he feels for the guy.
“Well, he’s my friend Jensen, please try to get used to that. I‘ve known him for a long time and I'm not just gonna drop him because you‘re jealous of him,” Jared says simply, moving away from Jensen and gathering his discarded clothing.
Jensen lets out a frustrated sigh, watching as Jared puts his clothes back on; his actions showing just how upset he is. This is a regular argument between the two of them, seemingly stuck on spin cycle. Jensen knows he’s being unreasonable, and his jealously is unfounded, but he can’t seem to help it. He knows Jared loves him, but Chad has a way of getting between them. Doesn’t matter if they already have plans, if Chad comes into town unexpectedly Jared will reschedule their plans and spend their time with his friend. Sure, Jared tries every time to include Jensen, but Jensen is usually upset that Chad came first once again and so he’ll be stubborn and refuse to tag along. Who likes being a third wheel anyway?
Releasing another sigh, Jensen picks himself up from the floor and gathers his clothes from the various areas they have been tossed or dropped. Once he is fully dressed he turns to face his boyfriend and looks at him expectantly.
Jared keeps eye contact for a moment then looks away with a shake of his head and picks up his car keys from the counter. “I won’t be out that late; you don’t have to wait up for me though if you get tired.”
Jensen’s shoulders slump in resignation and he nods his head dejectedly. “Alright then, have a good time,” he whispers softly.
Jared’s face scrunches up as if in pain, sadness and guilt shining in his eyes. “I love you Jen,” he says quietly.
“Yeah, I know.” It takes pure will to keep his lower lip from trembling as he says this, not wanting Jared to see how hurt he is.
Jared just continues to look at him with that look on his face and in his eyes for a moment before finally turning and exiting the trailer. Jensen watches him go, enough sorrow emitting off him to suffocate anyone in the room.
“I love you too,” he whispers but the empty room is all that is listening.