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Hey guys, I know it's been a while since we've last talked and I'm sorry about that. Life's been awful and, quite frankly, exhausting.
But the real reason is the situation with Zeal, if you don't know then please take a look at this: https://x.com/TestT40599/status/2041948615254437960
This whole situation is awful, and I hate Zeal with my entire heart and soul. The reason why I came to ao3 once again is because I need your opinions on what I should do with this fanfic. Do I continue this fanfic, or do I let it go to the wind? With continuing this fanfic, the updates would be very slow and not full of love as I used to write. But if I finish the story then I can give you guys what you deserve for all the love and praise you've bestowed upon me. You reading this and supporting me has changed my life for the better. This fanfic has brought so much joy to me but unfortunately, it's been in hiatus hell ever since last year due to my mental health. On the other hand, continuing this fanfic could be seen as crude and disrespectful to Ren. Pressure was a fantastic game that I played the hell out of a year or so ago but now it is tainted by Zeal's vile and evil actions. I can keep this fanfic a time capsule and let it be how it was before, a fanfic of the game without its full picture but with all the love for Sebastian Solace. A time when everyone simply enjoyed the characters and the mysteriousness of the lore. I hope Ren recovers and lives a wonderful life after the terrible shit that's happened to them. They are such a lovely and wonderful person and the bravery it took to even tell us what happened is nothing short of courageous. Ren deserves nothing but the best in the future forward. Zeal is a evil person who deserves nothing but the worse. But it is up to you guys whether or not I continue this fic. Please write me a comment below expressing your thoughts and feelings and I will try my best to get back to them. I love you all very much, stay happy and heathy -Lmao_Happy