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He was dying. He couldn't help it. The look of shear panic and horror on Sam's face was simply the most amazing thing! It's all Sam's fault he couldn't catch his breath. His chest and face hurt from laughing so much. But... And not that Gabriel would ever admit it! But deep down he kind of felt guilty.
He could still feel the pressure of Sam's lips on his. The feeling of his large calloused hands on his skin. He enjoyed it. All of it! The glasses and banners the flustered giant he helped create! The best thing was he thought it was all real. Wait... He stopped his giggling.
Sam had thought it was real... Sam... Thought Gabriel was really REALLY there making out with him about to get down... And he was happy about it?
Gabe had to sit down.
His looping world was spinning and he didn't have the will power to stop it even for a second. He felt all of sickly joy spreading over him.
The sound of sobbing brought him back to his reality. The one where Sam was being torn apart watching his brother die while imagining lovely things between him and his trickster. The lessen hadn't sunken in yet so he couldn't end it. Not until Sam understood. All he could do was show Sam some happiness and joy within his dreams until he was ready. The thought made him smile.
But of course he didn't care about the yonung Winchester. Of course not. Not even in a thousand dreams. Or at least not that he'd admit.